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Suicide Rate Surge in US: V2k?

U.S. Suicide Rate Surges to a 30-Year High

WASHINGTON — Suicide in the United States has surged to the highest levels in nearly 30 years, a federal data analysis has found, with increases in every age group except older adults. The rise was particularly steep for women. It was also substantial among middle-aged Americans, sending a signal of deep anguish from a group whose suicide rates had been stable or falling since the 1950s.

The suicide rate for middle-aged women, ages 45 to 64, jumped by 63 percent over the period of the study, while it rose by 43 percent for men in that age range, the sharpest increase for males of any age. The overall suicide rate rose by 24 percent from 1999 to 2014, according to the National Center for Health Statistics, which released the study on Friday.

The increases were so widespread that they lifted the nation’s suicide rate to 13 per 100,000 people, the highest since 1986. The rate rose by 2 percent a year starting in 2006, double the annual rise in the earlier period of the study. In all, 42,773 people died from suicide in 2014, compared with 29,199 in 1999….The link to the full article follows below:


After reading the above article, it struck me that I am a part of the demographic of black women, who is middle-aged and seem to be overwhelmingly and disproportionately complaining about being Targeted with directed energy weapons and covert government harassment. If you were to search online, especially on YT, you will find many of us speaking out about our harassment. It has always struck me as telling that we are disproportionately represented among those claiming to be TIs–black women like me and more famously, like author, Gloria Naylor and I’m sure many more who don’t yet realize they are TIs. And some of whom may never realize it. Maybe they will be among the unfortunate ones like those in the above article, whom will take their own lives. Not because they are ‘depressed’ or ‘mentally ill’ but b/c the US government and it’s proxies are covertly using them as involuntary human guinea pigs via V2k and Directed Energy Weapons. And given the history of covert US government & private medical experimentation on black people going back to slavery as documented in Harriet Washington’s book, Medical Apartheid, this is not hyperbole. Why would directed energy weapons experimentation be any different? Even the 2010 Bio-Ethics Committee Hearings (can be viewed on YT), which were a smokescreen and never intended to resolve and certainly not end, illegal & covert US government human experimentation–you see that middle-aged black women, are again, over-represented in relation to our population numbers. My targeting was revealed to me in 2010 while living in LA and I have read that most of those complaining about covert harassment and targeting are located in the state of California. I believe this to be ground zero for it. And what I have repeatedly noted in this blog about Voice To Skull is that it mimics the widespread touted DSM-V symptoms of ‘mental illness’ and schizophrenia perfectly. But I’m sure that’s precisely the objective. The perfect state crime-hidden in plain sight. Just like the former USSR’s policy of punitive psychiatry. And for those who think this statement  is far-fetched and paranoid–have we not heard of Tuskegee, Mk-ULTRA, CoIntelpro and a host of other documented, covert and ILLEGAL experiments & pogroms the US government has admittedly subjected unaware citizens to? Again, THEY admitted to and eventually declassified their documented crimes. So why would it be a stretch to believe that this continues today? What are the odds that a criminal will self-regulate and stop committing crimes that they have continually gotten away with—for centuries? Especially, governmental agencies and proxies who see themselves as above the law and acting as god with a little g. If a person upon hearing V2k is not aware that the technology exists (like the commercial version of the US military’s voice to skull—audio spotlight technology) then I can see how many could fold under the weight and initial shock. In my case,  there have been many times over the years, when I have been encouraged via the V2K to ‘kill myself’ which I sneeringly responded, ‘Why would I kill myself over this bs? Kill myself b/c of the US government’s psychosis? I don’t need to commit suicide, I need to be cloned.’ And so suicide, for me at least, was never an option. I’m clear that I’m not the problem. The freaks of nature who are conducting this covert and illegal experimentation are the ones who need to do the world a favor and commit suicide. Not me. There needs to be a billion more of me and the world would be an infinitely better place. Certainly, for most of the world’s population.  I believe that California is again, ground zero for this illegal US government experimentation and also believe ties into what the late author Dave McGowan relayed in his writings about Laurel Canyon and the US military laboratory and observatory and how it was used historically. What goes on in the dark…

May, 2016–D. Blackwell


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TIs Should Sue the US govt for Attempted Murder?

It has been studied and is known that lack of sleep or sleep deprivation and increased rates of mortality are related. Well, as any genuine TI will tell you, we are–FOR YEARS AND DECADES on end–subjected to directed energy weapon attacks, particularly at night, that deliberately disrupt sleep and lead to prolonged sleep deprivation. In addition, we are also being irradiated for years and decades by a bombardment of electromagnetic pulsed waves (which is another form of attempted murder)..all surreptitiously because the cowardly criminally insane freaks of nature working for the organized criminal network SOME call a government, think they can get away with it.

Researchers from the University of Warwick, and University College London, have found that lack of sleep can more than double the risk of death from cardiovascular disease. However they have also found that point comes when too much sleep can also more than double the risk of death.

In research to be presented to the British Sleep Society, Professor Francesco Cappuccio from the University of Warwick’s Warwick Medical School  will show the results of a study of how sleep patterns affected the mortality of 10,308  civil servants in the “Whitehall II study.” Amongst other things the data they used provided information on the mortality rates and sleep patterns on the same group of civil servants at two points in their life (1985-8 and those still alive in 1992-3).

The researchers took into account other possible factors such age, sex, marital status, employment grade, smoking status, physical activity, alcohol consumption, self-rated health, body mass index, blood pressure, cholesterol, other physical illness etc. Once they had adjusted for those factors they were able to isolate the effect that changes in sleep patterns over 5 years had on mortality rates 11-17 years later.

Taking those who had not made any change in their sleeping habits between 1985-8 and 1992-3  as their baseline (7 hours per night being the figure normally recommended as an appropriate period of sleep for an adult) they were able to see what difference having reduced the amount of sleep over time  made to mortality rates by 2004.

Those who had cut their sleeping from 7h to 5 hours or less faced a 1.7 fold increased risk in mortality from all causes, and twice the increased risk of death from a cardiovascular problem in particular.

Professor Francesco Cappuccio from the University of Warwick’s Warwick Medical School  will say to the British Sleep Society: “Fewer hours sleep and greater levels of sleep disturbance have become widespread in industrialised societies. This change, largely the result of sleep curtailment to create more time for leisure and shift-work, has meant that reports of fatigue, tiredness and excessive daytime sleepiness are more common than a few decades ago. Sleep represents the daily process of physiological restitution and recovery, and lack of sleep has far-reaching effects.”

Curiously the researchers also found that too much sleep also increased mortality. They found that those individuals who showed an increase in sleep duration to 8 hours or more a night were more than twice as likely to die as those who had not changed their habit, however, predominantly from non-cardiovascular diseases.

Professor Francesco Cappuccio says: “Short sleep has been shown to be a risk factor for weight gain, hypertension and Type 2 diabetes sometimes leading  to mortality but in contrast to the short sleep-mortality association it appears that no potential mechanisms by which long sleep could be associated with increased mortality have yet been investigated. Some candidate causes for this include depression, low socioeconomic status and cancer-related fatigue.”

“In terms of prevention, our findings indicate that consistently sleeping around 7  hours per night is optimal for health and a sustained reduction may predispose to ill-health.”

The research paper entitled: “A prospective study of change in sleep duration; associations with mortality in the Whitehall II cohort” will be published in the  Journal Sleep and the full list of the authors is: Jane E. Ferrie, Martin J. Shipley, Francesco P. Cappuccio,  Eric Brunner, Michelle A. Miller, Meena Kumari,  and Michael G. Marmot

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The ‘New’ Compartmentalized “Jonestowns” Worldwide…

I believe wholeheartedly, though I obviously can’t prove it (right now)–that those who are TIs like myself, are being subjected to this ongoing & illegal experimentation, for years and decades on end, pretty much undetected by the communities and world at large, hiding in plain sight, so to speak, because the CIA has almost unlimited financial and political resources. If you are like most TIs, once your targeting has moved into this ‘final’ phase; 9 times out of 10, you are financially ruined or destitute, isolated socially from both your loved ones and any friends you may have had and so then, it becomes much easier for them to ‘experiment’ on you without much ado. At least, that’s the way it’s planned. But we all know what they say about the ‘best laid plans’?

First off, let me say, I don’t believe the stalking, audio harassment and 24 hr monitoring and surveillance is anything ‘new’ for TIs. I just think that once our targeting has reached this ‘stage’ of the game; they simply ramp up what has probably been life long experimentation. I believe, at least in my case (as I believe is the case for MOST TIs)–that i have been a human guinea pig from at least my early childhood but more than likely–from birth. I mentioned on another post that my original birth certificate curiously lists me and my parent’s race as ‘white’ (there is an addendum that corrects this and I didn’t know any of this until adulthood when I obtained my birth certificate for work-related matters).  I say this is ‘curious’ since we are in no way ‘white-looking or appearing’–in other words, we are not black people of the Adam Clayton Powell or Lena Horne assortment–much more like Paul Robeson or James Baldwin–so there is no way anyone with clear eyesight could have made that mistake.

It is my belief since my targeting and covert experimentation has been revealed to me–that this may have been a way to ‘flag’ me or us in the system. And perhaps a way to skew the racial stats that most assuredly have to exist somewhere for what I believe is more than likely generations-old covert and illegal experimentation by the US government being perpetrated on the black community.  In hindsight, there was a lot of ‘trauma’, both psychological & physical that happened to me as a child & adolescent that I think set the stage for where I am today. I think this is more than likely the case for all legitimate TIs. I think why someone like me is selected for audio harassment like voice to ear; is probably because I have been selected for a form of behavior-modification that the Frank Church Committee Hearings documents revealed to be a major component of the CIA’s MK-ULTRA mind control program.

I wholeheartedly believe that what I’m being subjected to is basically the US government covertly creating behaviors that are either seen as asocial or negatively affecting ‘test subjects’ like me (OCD, hoarding, bi-polarism–these are just examples–I’m not saying I suffer from any of–these behaviors and our responses are negatively reinforced through out our youth and young adulthood and surreptitiously monitored via proxies/contractors (we saw this with Tuskegee)–and later in these unaware test subjects’ lives they implement a phase of ‘attempted modification’ that in effect, seeks to reverse these artificially-created (by them) behaviors thru methodologies we now call organized gang stalking, covert targeting/stalking, psychic driving which  is a method used by the infamous Dr. Donald Ewan Cameron while working for the CIA at Canada’s McGill University; psychotropic drugs or electro-shock therapy and voice to skull (V2k), etc.  I am sure this is what nazi ‘scientists’ operating in places like Auschwitz & Dachau were possibly studying during WWII and if not; Operation Paperclip has made their perverse wet dreams possible.

I see this ‘system’ as antithetical to mental health and humanity in general. So it should be little surprise that my heroes are what most in society would see as ‘extremists’ or left of center ideologists. But make no mistake about it—my political views are not the REASON or CAUSE of the illegal and covert targeting and human experiments the US government and it’s proxies are engaged in—this is what they would like people who are reading this to believe. That somehow something I said or did caused this. My belief is that my entire family has probably, in various capacities and degrees—been used as involuntary and unaware human guinea pigs for generations. In the same way that Africans held no blame in their kidnapping and eventual enslavement in this country—I and my family hold no responsibility for what these racist, eugenicist nazi psychos posing as legitimate government entities, have chosen to implement and use—like slavery—purely for profit.

In my case, after having gone through other TIs personal journeys and testimonies and thinking about my own experience; I believe that the apartment where Voice to Ear was introduced to me–2821 West Blvd, #103, LA 90016–is what I think they call a CIA ‘safe house’..what appears to be an ordinary residence or place of business in the community that is owned by a possible CIA business front or a proxy and is used as a covert CIA black ops site. I believe that TIs like me, who don’t have the luxury of owning our own homes–are shuffled or guided as it were to CIA owned properties (and think about how much illegal and undocumented money the world’s largest illegal drug & arms dealer would have at it’s disposal?)..where I believe that whatever technology is being utilized to cause the neurological disturbances, which include the noise harassment, like stomping & bamming that only I ‘hear’; that cause the accelerated heart racing that happens primarily at night; the sensation of being virtually sexually assaulted or molested, again, something that happens only at night; the extreme body heat generated that I believe is caused by directed energy weapons; I also feel the sensation of my spine being manipulated or something moving up and down it, along with the feeling of my body vibrating or shaking. All of above generally only happen at night. There is also the manipulation of dreams or the attempts at blocking out dreams.

There is also the attempts to suppress or heighten sexual desire or thoughts, I guess depending on what type of sexual pervert is doing the ‘experiment’ on that particular day. Of course, I have no way of knowing whether directed energy weapons or what ever technology is being used to facilitate all of these neurological and bodily disturbances is mobile and needs to be in close proximity to the target or whether this is being done from a large distance. I do know that in LA when I was first introduced to this, I remember getting violently sick, vomiting and also having an excruciating headache–so this could have been a result of something I ingested or perhaps it was them ‘turning’ this technology on for the first time and this was my body’s reaction to it. I also recall that this occurred after being laid off from DoD Defense Contractor Raytheon in 2009. I wouldn’t find out til recently that Raytheon & Boeing, the other defense contractor that I worked security for; both create the type of US military technology that TIs like me are being targeted with. Co-incidence? Doubtful. I was actually laid off from this job b/c ostensibly (after a year) my credit was too poor to continue working for them. It didn’t hit me til recently..that the company that hired me–Pinkerton, couldn’t have been that incompetent to take a whole year to find out this info. In this day and age of computerized everything, credit reports and pretty much anything else can be accessed almost immediately–but it took Pinkerton a year to find this out? I’m wondering if working at these DoD contractors is how my implants were somehow activated? As I mentioned above–I did get incredibly sick after getting laid off and this is when the V2k kicked in…Interesting. But I do realize that what is going on now, is primarily on auto-pilot and definitely not ‘live’. I remember early on when I moved back to San Diego in 2011, the Voice to Ear, mistakenly referred to me as Joanne. Apparently, the US government has so many TIs on their rolls, they can’t keep our names straight in the computers. Dumb asses.  It’s absolutely possible that in LA, it was ‘live’, at least partially. As i said previously, there are a lot of unemployed actors/actresses in LA and I’m sure if given the opportunity to work, even if they were not told what their ‘scripts’ were really being used for; would jump at something like this. But the psy ops was very specific to what they had deemed were my own personal insecurities. As I’ve said many times, what worked on me would not work on someone else. This is NOT a one size fits all harassment. And that’s why I KNOW this is US intel/military-based harassment.

I also wholeheartedly believe there should be a class-action lawsuit against the US government for continually surreptitiously holding black people in virtual and literal involuntary servitude via this multi-generational targeting of whole families. I emphatically believe that families like mine are being used, without our consent and knowledge, as involuntary human guinea pigs in various medical and military experiments–funded and conducted on behalf of the US ‘government’.  TIs, like me, I believe, are placed on secret ‘lists’ where we are actually sold to different entities— both private and governmental, for the purpose of testing medications, medical and psychiatric drugs and procedures; military technologies and covert military experimentation, etc. The US government is then actively making money and profit from the sale of unsuspecting human guinea pigs, most probably by charging ‘user fees’ for access to what are supposed to be ‘citizens’ to private businesses (domestic and foreign), public universities, hospitals, medical facilities, research laboratories, corporations and the US military; as well as foreign militaries and governments. All of this goes on for generations, in much the same way that chattel slavery existed in the US for centuries.

And this is why I believe if there was a TI list made publicly available, we would find that the overwhelming majority of those subjected to this most insidious crime against humanity, hiding in plain sight–I would bet MY LIFE, that most of us are black. Most TIs are unaware of the true circumstances of their lives and go through life thinking their continual ‘bad luck’ is based on poor choices and circumstances they are in control of. Most are oblivious (as well as the general public) that the US government is covertly conducting ongoing and life long ‘mind control’ and behavioral modification experimentation on people from birth–for generations. I also believe, based on my daily subjection to local SD cop & California border control cars patrolling my every move about the city of San Diego, in the same way that I’m sure runaway slaves were hunted in the antebellum south–it is obvious, that the US government, is just as amoral, depraved and bereft of conscience, as they have shown themselves to be for the entirety of the existence of what we know as the USA. I also expect them to surreptitiously either track me (via my implants) and probably with boots (with paid foreign proxies like they do here with local SD cops–more than likely from the precinct located in City Heights on Fairmont Ave.) on the ground when I do leave this country. As I am aware, that as of Jan 2018, US Passport changes are in store, I wouldn’t be surprised if these freaks of nature are so paranoid, that they would try to keep people like me from traveling outside of this prison some call a country. Of course, it will all be covert, just like the daily V2k and directed energy weapon assaults I’m bombarded with. Which begs the question: why are these barbaric beasts so cowardly if they think they are so omnipotent? Why the public dance? Why not just come out and tell the world how barbaric you truly are? (not that you have ever hid it well).

Devonah Blackwell


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Gloria Naylor: TI

I have included this entry about author Gloria Naylor because as far as I know, she is the only well-known or ‘famous’ Targeted Individual who has shared their story with the public. And although I have never personally spoken to this fellow black woman–her story of U.S. government covert harassment resonates. It is also my story. And probably the story of the other untold numbers of black women whom I believe are being disproportionately targeted with this technology. Curiously, 1996 is the year Ms. Naylor mentions as the beginning of her targeting. It is also the year I moved cross-country from Michigan to California.


Gloria Naylor is considered one of the leading African American writers of our time. She has written for theatre, film, and television, and is the author of six novels, including “The Women of Brewster Place” which won the national book award in 1983. Her books have been translated into twelve languages and are taught at college campuses throughout the world.

But in her book, “1996″, she details the horrors of the year in which she first became a target of government surveillance, psychological warfare and ultimately electronic mind control.


Listen to Ms. Naylor’s 2010 audio interview discussing her experience as a US government Targeted Individual, with Greg Szymanski of the Arctic Beacon Journal here:

The below is a letter written & signed by Gloria Naylor in what appears to be an official plea for help from the then NY State Attorney General. As a TI, I undoubtedly can guess what resulted from her sincere plea: the same thing that has been the result for the vast majority of TIs–nada.

A letter to Attorney General

January 9, 2007
Attorney General
Organized Crime Task Force
Attn: John Dormin
Albany, NY 12224

Dear Attorney General:

I am a native New Yorker and have resided in the state for my entire life. I graduated from Brooklyn College in 1981 and went on to earn my Masters degree at Yale University. I have had a long and successful career in the arts. My work in the theater has earned me honorary grants from New York State; but it is primarily in the field of literature that I’ve made my mark. My various novels have received many awards, among them a Guggenheim Fellowship, and my first novel, The Women Of Brewster Place, won the National Book Award in 1983 and was made into a television miniseries by Oprah Winfrey. I have tried to live a peaceful and law abiding life; tried to give back to my community and to the world through teaching at various universities and through touring for the United States Information Agency in Africa and India. So I am in a quandary as to why in 1996 I first became a target for constant surveillance, organized harassment, and ultimately assault by electronic weaponry.

The surveillance began in Beaufort, South Carolina, where I was researching a novel and continued when I returned to my home in New York. Six months into this experience I began to “hear voices.” Among the many messages were exhortations to kill myself. And I did what I would suggest anyone do under such circumstances: I sought medical help. After almost ten years, three psychiatrists, and prescriptions of haldol, a chemical reason for this condition was ruled out by professionals. That is because the reason was technological. But that was beyond their pervue. I do not believe it is beyond yours; because my circumstances make me the target of an organized and concerted operation to deny me my civil and human rights.

Over the years I have calmly and systematically tried to bring various elements of my plight to the authorities I felt would be concerned with it: The surveillance and wiretapping to the attention of the local police, civil rights attorneys, human rights organizations, and the progressive press. The technological abuse I brought to no one because, while there is knowledge of its existence, and knowledge of decades of experimental abuse of emerging technology on unwilling citizens, there is nothing concretely documented about this current wave, I am in the midst of history in the making; and like COINTELPRO and MKULTRA and the radiation experiments from the 1950′s to the 1980′s, I stand as one among many who have had their lives and their sanity disrupted and often destroyed. But I also stand as a resident of New York State; and I am bringing to your office a declaration of these human rights abuses on one of your residents.

Gloria Naylor


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Do I Think I Was I Randomly Chosen As a T.I.?

NOTE: This is a work in progress and I will continue to add to it as time allows—until I believe it gives a fuller picture of what I believe is the genesis of my Targeting experience. I don’t claim to know it all or have any concrete proof–but then, that is the hallmark of all covert US government documented black ops pogroms–most victims are oblivious to their participation or involvement until years & decades later–if, ever. But as we have seen in the past, The Tuskegee Experiment, MK-ULTRA, CoINtelpro & Jonestown, Guyana, to name just a few of  nefarious, covert US government-funded operations, were not revealed to the general public until long after their supposed cessation. I emphasize ‘supposed’ because I don’t believe any of the aforementioned pogroms were actually completely halted–simply merged with or morphed into other programs; had names/acronyms changed & operations funneled to contractors. I would bet my life that each of these pogroms is still operating today in some form or another.

Do I believe I have been randomly chosen as a US Government/military involuntary human guinea pig? Absolutely NOT. It is my belief, that those of us who are being subjected to the Targeting phenomena; are anything but random. But I also believe that what our targeting experiences are intended to convey to the general public is, that ordinary ‘citizens’, at anytime, can be scooped up into the rubric of this post 9-11 Police State.In other words: our targeting experiences are meant to scare the shit out of the rest of the populace as a WARNING as to what could happen to you if you DARE get out of line. That’s the intent anyway, I believe.

I used to think along those lines too—especially after 2001 and what I saw as the uptick of draconian and gestapo-like US policies that seemed to me to be aimed , in particular, at people who shared my opinions & worldviews. Views that I realize a lot of US citizens would consider ‘radical’ or ‘extremist’. Of course, radical and extremist are relative terms. But let me clarify my particular worldviews: I’m more likely to fall on the political continuum of let’s say former congressional representatives Dr. Cynthia Mckinney and  Dennis Kucinich than I am a Barack Obama or Hitlery Clinton. I would say I’m waaaay left of center of the latter two, who in my opinion, are no different in deeds than George Bush or Dick Cheney. They are the flip side of the same tin coin.

Now I don’t want this to become a referendum on my political views because I believe they are in fact, irrelevant to my targeting; in as much, as they probably were developed as a RESULT of my targeting and not the cause of it. I’ll get into why I say that later.

So right now in 2015, I can say unequivocally that I believe people who share my views were made to be visible targets so that the public would then invariably believe that we had DONE OR SAID something to run afoul of the US government crime enforcement apparatus and thus would easily accept our reported harassment as ultimately OUR FAULT.

And I initially believed the same when I first became aware of my targeting in 2010, while living in LA. I had a cursory knowledge of the FBI’s CoINTELPRO and of course, having been in the military, the interrogation portion of my V2k, instinctively struck me as Military Psy Ops..and when I say ‘interrogation’ I mean, that i audially heard a voice of what sounded like a white male, asking me all kinds of questions about my beliefs, opinions, my sexuality, and even accusing me of being a pedophile and wanting to have sex with my adult son–yes, sick and depraved–and the entire time I’m being ‘grilled’–I never saw who was speaking to me. It was a literally a virtual interrogation.  But back to what I was thinking at that time–obviously I was in shock and confused as to what was happening; and I also was solely focused on recent history (9/11) and at the time thought that maybe this was the reason for my targeting and being singled out. But since then, I’ve started to remember strange occurrences in my childhood that I had forgotten about and I am now convinced that…

My targeting & harassment didn’t begin in 2010 or even in 2001, in the aftermath of the supposed ‘terrorist’ attack on NYC and the subsequent passage of the US Patriot Act–I believe my V2k & 24/7 monitoring & harassment, which was DELIBERATELY & pointedly revealed to me back in 2010;  is simply the CULMINATION of what is more than likely LIFE LONG targeting & covert, black ops experimentation by elements of the US Government ‘Intel’ Agencies and those operating in concert with them. In my opinion, this is just another phase of what is undoubtedly U.S. government-sponsored & funded, illegal and covert experimentation that probably began at birth–for me, I’m pretty sure of…but since it’s highly unlikely that the US government would spend time, energy and resources on the covert experimentation of a single person or even a single family–this is probably also true for MILLIONS of other TIs born in the US & abroad.

So what do I mean by that? It means, in my opinion, based on what I recall as ‘oddities’ from my childhood that never really made sense UNTIL now & other parallel experiences of other immediate family members; it leads me to emphatically believe that my whole immediate family, including my mother, sisters and son; to also be life long targeted individuals. How far back in my family this goes is the only question I have; but there is no doubt, in my mind, that this, like the infamous Tuskegee Experiment and the lesser publicized MK-ULTRA, is multi-generational, and ongoing.

So again, I don’t believe that TIs are being randomly singled out. I believe what TIs are experiencing is just another instance of what has been the long & documented US sponsored Nazi experimentation on black people, in particular, that has been going on since blacks were kidnapped and enslaved in this country. Yes, I believe in jumping into the deep end. No need to pussyfoot around. And this is not a revolutionary opinion, nor is this subject matter new. It’s been written about many times, in many quarters. In my opinion, one of the most impressive and exhaustive books on the topic is Harriet Washington’s, Medical Apartheid.

So why am I the only one in my family whom they chose to reveal this to? Because, trust me; I could have been kept in the dark probably til death and just like most, would have internalized the bad luck and seemingly bad choices I continually made. I could have continued to think that my life long insecurities and social phobias about life long medical ailments were ‘just life’. That my seemingly chosen social isolation and lack of intimacy was something that had solely been decided by me. And not CHOSEN for me. Why do I believe the US govt/military or elements of the US govt/military would waste vast resources and time on ordinary people like me? My gut feeling is simply as a ‘controlled sample’. I think they want to ostensibly ‘monitor’ how we would react in life and to then set up what many in my position have been set up for: prostitution or sex work or strategic placement in certain employment or job positions, i.e. entertainment, politics, military, law enforcement or public health.

I also believe that a lot of those who are targeted as children end up being used by organized pedophile rings specifically set up for use by US government officials, like those chronicled in the book, The Franklin Scandal; as well, as used as drug couriers or low level drug dealers or gang members; I also believe some end up being famous celebs whose names we know well; as well as those who become accused high profile lone wolf or lone ‘nut’ patsies in infamous crimes. There are many in history who fit this profile. I will name just the ones I can think of off the top of my head: Charles Manson, Lee Harvey Oswald, James Earl Ray, Ted Kaczynski, more popularly known as ‘the Unabomber’ & John Hinckley, just to name a few of the most infamous. I also believe the theory postulated best by late author Dave McGowan: that a lot of the most notorious US-born serial and spree murderers were also unaware government guinea pigs & Targeted Individuals. In a nutshell, this is a multi-generational US government-sponsored covert mind control pogrom that I believe uses psychological trauma to stunt or thwart the independent growth potential of TIs–then deliberately and in a calculated manner releases them out onto the population and later ostensibly swoops in to ‘save the day’. The Hegelian Doctrine at it’s most diabolical.

I believe from very early on, TIs are subjected to massive and varying amounts or combinations of psychological, sexual and sometimes physical trauma to ensure psychological trauma at varying levels of functionality. It could be trauma based on life long or sudden medical conditions or ailments; or perhaps trauma from sexual molestation/assault or perhaps a child will develop abandonment issues because of a physically absent parent or a physically present but emotionally distant parent or because of a drug-addicted parent. The possibilities are as endless as the human condition. I believe the ultimate aim of this insidious nazi pogrom is to produce emotionally and psychologically stunted humans who are easily led, manipulated and controlled. All the while this is done covertly so that individual TIs are not even aware that the manufactured trauma-based programming is going on. They invariably probably end up thinking they are just screw ups or that a life of poor decisions are their own ‘fault’.

I believe I was ‘flagged’ in life from the very beginning. Born in Lima, a small town in northwestern Ohio, my birth certificate curiously lists me and my parents as ‘white’. If you could see my parents and I, I’m sure you would wonder how in the hell that kind of ‘mistake’ took place?  We are all clearly black. Clearly.  There is actually an addendum to the original birth certificate with the corrected race changed to ‘black’–but again, you have to wonder how this happened in the first place? It’s not like I was born at the turn of the 20th century. It was 1967 but I didn’t discover this odd piece of personal history until decades later after I had to send off for my birth certificate as most of us invariably do for identification purposes. Imagine my surprise.

If they had of looked at either of my parents; it would have been obvious from the beginning. My mom used to say that she thought it was a ‘simple’ case of racist notions because my father’s profession was not one at that time usually held by blacks. But if that was a plausible explanation; why is it that whomever filled in this information not only made assumptions about my father’s race but then subsequently also had to make a conscious decision to change mine and my mother’s race to ostensibly ‘match’ his? I now tend to think that my flagging in the system had less to do with my dad’s vocation than something more sinister.

Paranoid or reaching? Maybe. But in the 40 years since, there have been a lot of ‘strange occurrences’ in my life that prior to 2010, I would have just chalked up to random or curious ‘oddities’. Hind sight is indeed 20/20. Now, I believe all are related to what I now know to be lifelong covert & illegal experimentation by the US government. The reason I believe this is true, particularly in my case, is because I recall one of the most memorable ‘oddities’ of my youth is dreaming regularly about becoming a prostitute. This has always struck me as strange and it never made any sense til my targeting was revealed to me.

Now this fact would be strange enough by itself but my younger sister also used to constantly ‘joke’ about robbing banks. I  always thought it extremely odd that a young girl would keep saying something that screwball. Even as a joke. This was probably in the 80’s. And though I never took my sister’s ‘joke’ seriously, again it always struck me as odd and stuck in my mind. Now, of course, I didn’t end up as a  prostitute nor did my sister end up ‘setting it off’ robbing banks, but you have to admit these incredibly odd memories are more than a little suspect; especially since we were never around any known criminals. And if someone was criminally-inclined, I certainly don’t recall anyone close to us verbalizing it so it wouldn’t have been anything I heard that would have given us ‘ideas’ so there really is no plausible explanation as to why we both had these odd child & teenage thoughts.

That is, until I started reading up on declassified US government/military mind control tactics used in pogroms like Mk-ULTRA and then additionally learning about standard cult programming methodologies–this info then put my reoccurring teenage dreams in context. I’ve also had the UFO-sighting experience that so many people through out the years have described–I was about 12 and spending the summer in Ohio at the time and remember waking up in the middle of the night and looking out of a bedroom window and believing what i could have sworn was a UFO; I ran outside in my pajamas and recall barely dodging an oncoming car driving down the street as i tried to view the object in the sky. Years later, I recall another dream I had while a college student, dabbling in poetry and dreaming one night about a clear vision of some unknown large ‘encyclopedic-looking’ book and feeling the urge to get up and write down what I ‘saw’ in my dream. As for dreaming about being a prostitute–I now believe these thoughts were ‘fed’ to me, in the same way that words & phrases are being externally fed to me now via what is largely known as V2k. I’m not sure about the UFO experience–I recall at the time, it being a real experience, but from the cursory reading I’ve done about UFO sightings and skeptics; it’s possible that what I recall was simply a dream. Not sure. And I honestly have no way of knowing definitively if V2k was used on ME & my family during my youth and young adulthood in the 70’s & 80’s, but I wouldn’t be surprised one bit if I was to find out it was. The public exposure of CoINTEPRO & Mk-ULTRA during the Frank Church Committee Hearings in 77 I believe, revealed what desperate lengths elements of the US government were willing to go to keep the general populace, and in particular, the black populace, in check. And so based on their own declassified documents–mind control was considered a legitimate objective.  Do I have proof that I was indeed a TI in my youth? Of course not..but my theory is just as plausible as any other. Especially since most of the nefarious & criminal US government activity referenced by Targeted Individuals like me, is based not on simple conjecture and fantasy;  but on declassified documents revealed by the US government itself.

I also notice that a LOT of Targeted IndividuaIs share a military connection. Several of my male family members were former military: both my father and my sister’s father were former military vets; as am I. I’m not sure if we are lured into the military where this military grade technology (specifically nano implants) is implanted somehow or if there is another reason; but I’ve read too many other TI testimonies from people who also share the military background for me to believe that this is coincidence or random. 30+ years ago, I would have thought you mad had you told me I would have even considered joining the Army.

I knew I wanted to be an artist from the age of 12 and was pretty much confident that I was going to college to major in art. I recall actually thinking as a teen that people joining the military were not very smart & believed that I would never be ‘desperate’ enough to choose that option. Yes, snob I was and obviously at that time, had no idea that I would soon join those ‘desperate’ ranks. Years later, a confluence of circumstances that in hindsight I don’t believe were random (as you can probably tell, I no longer believe in ‘coincidences’)–sent me into the US Army at the age of 17. And while I tested pretty high on the military standardized test ASFAB, I felt coerced by my then recruiter into choosing an administrative job, 71 Lima as my MOS (an acronym that stands for Military Occupational Specialty & as I write this I’m also noticing another ‘coincidence’–I enlisted at the age of 17 (reverse of 71) while living in Lima, Ohio. Funny I never noticed that before.)…Another flag?…

But I digress..anyway, I was basically corralled into choosing to be what I considered to be a glorified secretary, when that is the LAST job I would have normally been interested in; but in fairness I did join the Army under the ‘buddy system’ with my cousin and she had already chosen that MOS so maybe that was the reason for forcing me to choose that particular MOS. Today, I don’t recall if that was explained to me at the time, but that would make sense. An interesting side story to my military story: I really hadn’t had much of a relationship with my 1st cousin whom I ended up going into the military with under the buddy system prior to my senior year in school, since we were raised in different states and I really was never really close to my paternal side of the family; but the irony is that we both got out of the military earlier than our contracted exits (we both ended up pregnant) and since that time, over 30 years ago, we still haven’t had much of a relationship. Which I think is another hallmark of this programming–they want you to be as estranged from other family members as possible so that you cannot effectively ‘compare notes’. I am quite positive based on what I do know about my cousins’ life since the military, that she too, more likely than not, is also a TI.

But thinking about my state of mind at 17, though I wasn’t thrilled about the MOS I felt foisted on me; I recall being excited about being able to live outside the country and the prospect of travel. I was young, oblivious and certainly hadn’t developed any sort of political or worldview at that time.  In fact, my mother had to sign for me since I was a minor. She knew that I wasn’t in her words, ‘military material’ but I can be headstrong and felt at that time that the only way that I would be able to afford college, was to join the military and qualify for college money. At least at the time, that’s what I believed: that these were my own desires and thoughts.

I’m sure many, many young and poor and in particular, of color youth find themselves in the same position each year. I know I’m not alone on that. In retrospect though & practically speaking, I could have also just as easily enrolled in the local community college and I certainly would have qualified for federal grants to pay for school without ever having to enlist in the military. Millions of kids my age at that time also do this each year. And two of the most profound ironies of what I then thought was my own decision that the military was the only option: 1. My mother had herself been enrolled in community college during my childhood–using Pell Grants and so why she never brought this up to me as an alternative is more than a little curious & 2. The fact that after exiting the military, I ended up not even using the military GI bill option to pay for college which is the sole reason I supposedly opted to go into to the military in the 1st place. I ultimately ended up STILL relying on Pell Grants and unncessary student loans to pay for college in the end.

The reason? When I exited the army, I was a single parent and opted to cash out my contributions to the GI Bill (the military matched my contributions as I recall)..because frankly, I needed money. Short-sighted? On surface, yes. But again, I believe I was ‘guided’ towards that military decision. When I say this, people may think me delusional and reaching..but as a TI, who has been researching the capabilities of directed energy weapons and voice to ear and the subliminal mind control programming that has been researched and more than likely perfected by the US intel/military over perhaps almost a CENTURY of application–and again, keep in mind what I said about my dreams of becoming a prostitute as a teen–so yes, in my opinion, it is absolutely plausible that the decisions I made at the time were subliminally ‘fed’ to me. This is the ultimate objective of covert mind control, I would think: to have your ‘subject’ take subliminal cues or directives from you while being completely unaware these thoughts/desires are originating from another source. On a very practical level, subliminal marketing has proven that this can and is done daily with the general populace. So is it really such a giant leap to think that the US ‘intel’ agencies and the military have been putting their diabolical heads & virtually unlimited resources together to come up with a pogrom that is catered specifically to a person who is an unaware ‘controlled sample’ from birth to see how well targeted & specific subliminal programming works? Again, the evidence is provided by THEM. The CIA’s Mk-ULTRA proves that at the very least—organized & systemic pogrom attempts were made. Not just pondered or theorized about but MADE. And that is just one of the many black ops pogroms we know about. I’m sure there are multitudes more we have YET to discover.

So though I was distressed about the MOS and didn’t find out til years later, that the US Army actually has an MOS that was more in line with my interests: Graphic Arts, where I actually would have been trained to create military advertising; I did end up liking my eventual assignment with the US Army Criminal Investigation Department’s Lab (CID) in Frankfurt, Germany. As the name implies, they were responsible for investigating all crimes committed by military & non-military. I ended up working as an Evidence Custodian during what ended up being a short stint in the Army. I say curious because I had no prior interest in ‘law enforcement’ and what seemed ‘random’ at the time, is in retrospect anything but. I was in the military for less than 2 years; having become pregnant with my son, I opted for an early release. ( My enlistment release ended up being a few months short of that time which again, I believe, was planned, since this disqualified me for many military perks and benefits that would have been afforded me if I had of stayed in for a minimum of 2 years. I would see this ‘pattern’ played out in other ways later on, again & again, in other life/employment situations).


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