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Suicide Rate Surge in US: V2k?

U.S. Suicide Rate Surges to a 30-Year High

WASHINGTON — Suicide in the United States has surged to the highest levels in nearly 30 years, a federal data analysis has found, with increases in every age group except older adults. The rise was particularly steep for women. It was also substantial among middle-aged Americans, sending a signal of deep anguish from a group whose suicide rates had been stable or falling since the 1950s.

The suicide rate for middle-aged women, ages 45 to 64, jumped by 63 percent over the period of the study, while it rose by 43 percent for men in that age range, the sharpest increase for males of any age. The overall suicide rate rose by 24 percent from 1999 to 2014, according to the National Center for Health Statistics, which released the study on Friday.

The increases were so widespread that they lifted the nation’s suicide rate to 13 per 100,000 people, the highest since 1986. The rate rose by 2 percent a year starting in 2006, double the annual rise in the earlier period of the study. In all, 42,773 people died from suicide in 2014, compared with 29,199 in 1999….The link to the full article follows below:


After reading the above article, it struck me that I am a part of the demographic of black women, who is middle-aged and seem to be overwhelmingly and disproportionately complaining about being Targeted with directed energy weapons and covert government harassment. If you were to search online, especially on YT, you will find many of us speaking out about our harassment. It has always struck me as telling that we are disproportionately represented among those claiming to be TIs–black women like me and more famously, like author, Gloria Naylor and I’m sure many more who don’t yet realize they are TIs. And some of whom may never realize it. Maybe they will be among the unfortunate ones like those in the above article, whom will take their own lives. Not because they are ‘depressed’ or ‘mentally ill’ but b/c the US government and it’s proxies are covertly using them as involuntary human guinea pigs via V2k and Directed Energy Weapons. And given the history of covert US government & private medical experimentation on black people going back to slavery as documented in Harriet Washington’s book, Medical Apartheid, this is not hyperbole. Why would directed energy weapons experimentation be any different? Even the 2010 Bio-Ethics Committee Hearings (can be viewed on YT), which were a smokescreen and never intended to resolve and certainly not end, illegal & covert US government human experimentation–you see that middle-aged black women, are again, over-represented in relation to our population numbers. My targeting was revealed to me in 2010 while living in LA and I have read that most of those complaining about covert harassment and targeting are located in the state of California. I believe this to be ground zero for it. And what I have repeatedly noted in this blog about Voice To Skull is that it mimics the widespread touted DSM-V symptoms of ‘mental illness’ and schizophrenia perfectly. But I’m sure that’s precisely the objective. The perfect state crime-hidden in plain sight. Just like the former USSR’s policy of punitive psychiatry. And for those who think this statement  is far-fetched and paranoid–have we not heard of Tuskegee, Mk-ULTRA, CoIntelpro and a host of other documented, covert and ILLEGAL experiments & pogroms the US government has admittedly subjected unaware citizens to? Again, THEY admitted to and eventually declassified their documented crimes. So why would it be a stretch to believe that this continues today? What are the odds that a criminal will self-regulate and stop committing crimes that they have continually gotten away with—for centuries? Especially, governmental agencies and proxies who see themselves as above the law and acting as god with a little g. If a person upon hearing V2k is not aware that the technology exists (like the commercial version of the US military’s voice to skull—audio spotlight technology) then I can see how many could fold under the weight and initial shock. In my case,  there have been many times over the years, when I have been encouraged via the V2K to ‘kill myself’ which I sneeringly responded, ‘Why would I kill myself over this bs? Kill myself b/c of the US government’s psychosis? I don’t need to commit suicide, I need to be cloned.’ And so suicide, for me at least, was never an option. I’m clear that I’m not the problem. The freaks of nature who are conducting this covert and illegal experimentation are the ones who need to do the world a favor and commit suicide. Not me. There needs to be a billion more of me and the world would be an infinitely better place. Certainly, for most of the world’s population.  I believe that California is again, ground zero for this illegal US government experimentation and also believe ties into what the late author Dave McGowan relayed in his writings about Laurel Canyon and the US military laboratory and observatory and how it was used historically. What goes on in the dark…

May, 2016–D. Blackwell


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TIs Should Sue the US govt for Attempted Murder?

It has been studied and is known that lack of sleep or sleep deprivation and increased rates of mortality are related. Well, as any genuine TI will tell you, we are–FOR YEARS AND DECADES on end–subjected to directed energy weapon attacks, particularly at night, that deliberately disrupt sleep and lead to prolonged sleep deprivation. In addition, we are also being irradiated for years and decades by a bombardment of electromagnetic pulsed waves (which is another form of attempted murder)..all surreptitiously because the cowardly criminally insane freaks of nature working for the organized criminal network SOME call a government, think they can get away with it.

Researchers from the University of Warwick, and University College London, have found that lack of sleep can more than double the risk of death from cardiovascular disease. However they have also found that point comes when too much sleep can also more than double the risk of death.

In research to be presented to the British Sleep Society, Professor Francesco Cappuccio from the University of Warwick’s Warwick Medical School  will show the results of a study of how sleep patterns affected the mortality of 10,308  civil servants in the “Whitehall II study.” Amongst other things the data they used provided information on the mortality rates and sleep patterns on the same group of civil servants at two points in their life (1985-8 and those still alive in 1992-3).

The researchers took into account other possible factors such age, sex, marital status, employment grade, smoking status, physical activity, alcohol consumption, self-rated health, body mass index, blood pressure, cholesterol, other physical illness etc. Once they had adjusted for those factors they were able to isolate the effect that changes in sleep patterns over 5 years had on mortality rates 11-17 years later.

Taking those who had not made any change in their sleeping habits between 1985-8 and 1992-3  as their baseline (7 hours per night being the figure normally recommended as an appropriate period of sleep for an adult) they were able to see what difference having reduced the amount of sleep over time  made to mortality rates by 2004.

Those who had cut their sleeping from 7h to 5 hours or less faced a 1.7 fold increased risk in mortality from all causes, and twice the increased risk of death from a cardiovascular problem in particular.

Professor Francesco Cappuccio from the University of Warwick’s Warwick Medical School  will say to the British Sleep Society: “Fewer hours sleep and greater levels of sleep disturbance have become widespread in industrialised societies. This change, largely the result of sleep curtailment to create more time for leisure and shift-work, has meant that reports of fatigue, tiredness and excessive daytime sleepiness are more common than a few decades ago. Sleep represents the daily process of physiological restitution and recovery, and lack of sleep has far-reaching effects.”

Curiously the researchers also found that too much sleep also increased mortality. They found that those individuals who showed an increase in sleep duration to 8 hours or more a night were more than twice as likely to die as those who had not changed their habit, however, predominantly from non-cardiovascular diseases.

Professor Francesco Cappuccio says: “Short sleep has been shown to be a risk factor for weight gain, hypertension and Type 2 diabetes sometimes leading  to mortality but in contrast to the short sleep-mortality association it appears that no potential mechanisms by which long sleep could be associated with increased mortality have yet been investigated. Some candidate causes for this include depression, low socioeconomic status and cancer-related fatigue.”

“In terms of prevention, our findings indicate that consistently sleeping around 7  hours per night is optimal for health and a sustained reduction may predispose to ill-health.”

The research paper entitled: “A prospective study of change in sleep duration; associations with mortality in the Whitehall II cohort” will be published in the  Journal Sleep and the full list of the authors is: Jane E. Ferrie, Martin J. Shipley, Francesco P. Cappuccio,  Eric Brunner, Michelle A. Miller, Meena Kumari,  and Michael G. Marmot

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My Experience with Psychotropics & WhyThis Will Be Used To TRY to Dismiss My Claims…

Recent research has revealed that selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs) such as Paxil and Prozac are only effective in treating patients with severe depression. These drugs are expensive and frequently prescribed to patients with all levels of depression, many of whom receive their health coverage through Medicaid or Medicare. If the research holds true, and pharmaceutical companies are knowingly marketing essentially ineffective drugs, a False Claims Act could be made in instances when government funds were used to pay for the medication.

SSRI Effectiveness

A study published in the Journal of American Medical Association found that using antidepressants in patients with mild to moderate depression was essentially no better than using a placebo pill. The research, which examined the results from six antidepressant trials that included mild and moderate cases of depression, revealed that the drugs were only effective in patients with very severe forms of the mental health disorder. Though often excluded from industry-sponsored trials, patients with mild depression are often the ones who seek out professional help, though it is unknown exactly how many patients on antidepressants have less severe forms of the disease. However, one study cited by researchers revealed that approximately 71% of patients looking to treat their depression had a milder form.

I wanted to use the above info to preface my experience with Prozac. While it was a short experience, only lasting about 6 months and was started for a very specific purpose (to secure housing while I was homeless); I understand this will still be seen as the CAUSE of my TI experience by some quarters; while they will conveniently probably discount the long & documented history of the US government engaging in this kind of covert & illegal experimenting on ‘citizens’.

Ok, so the back story: So this was around 2008 and I was homeless in LA, navigating the bureaucratic nightmare that is the homeless ‘hustle’ in LA. Keep in mind, that LA is the U.S.A. ‘Homeless Capitol’, having the largest population in the country, of men, women and children with no permanent, residential address. If as many who journey to the LA area for vacation to Disneyland; took an alternate route to downtown’s infamous ‘Skid Row’; I’m sure most of the images we unthinkingly associate with LA of endless beaches, beautiful people and palm trees would quickly dissipate. Forever. The first time I ventured into this area, driving..I was stricken with grief. Upon seeing whole families living in ‘tent cities’ scattered about the landscape, in a small area of city blocks that is just minutes from the more known & profiled financial, entertainment and garment districts in downtown LA; I literally cried when I first saw this. I could not believe then or now that in LA you have an almost offensive amount of opulence and wealth; yet at the same time,so much poverty and despair. Living side by side. Like alternate universes. And pretty much oblivious to one another. Actually let me take that back; the poor in LA are more than aware of that other more publicized world; but that world for the most part, seems to acts as if, the poor, the black and brown,are simply literal and figurative backdrops. Along with the palm trees.

When one thinks of LA/Hollywood, you may think of many things; but I’m sure the average person has no idea that rampant homelessness is such a ‘normal’ fact of life in LA. I’ve heard and read about many ordinary people and even some celebs who have dealt with what seems to be part of some kind of unspoken, weird rite of passage for so many new to LA–I remember reading comedian Steve Harvey’s account of living in his car for 2 or 3 YEARS when he first came to LA. I guess I should count my blessings then because out of my 2+ year homeless journey, I can honestly say, I only had to resort to sleeping in my car, maybe, 3 or 4 times max. And another odd aspect of this is that a LOT of officially ‘homeless’ people in LA, are employed! I definitely was for most of my homeless journey.

Of course, I certainly had no idea of the above when I first moved to LA in the fall of 2005; and maybe if I had known, I would have been more strategic and methodical in my planned moved. But then again, probably not. I don’t think the possibility of homelessness ever entered my mind. At that time or any. In all honesty, I came to California under the same circumstances. Let me tell you a lil something about me: I can be impetuous and spur of the moment. And for the most part, fearless. Back in February 1996,  I had driven alone in my used Ford Tempo, the 2,300+ miles, from Flint, Michigan, to San Diego; all of my worldly possessions (which wasn’t much) stuffed into my back seat and trunk; and braved the 3 days and 2 nights of travel with little more than $800 from a recent tax refund in my pocket.

I didn’t want to waste what little money I had, so I didn’t even bother staying at motels. I would just pull over in some well-lit place in random cities on my way and sleep. Yes, I am that type. And it worked. I never encountered any major problems on my road trip and ended up ‘relatively’ safely in San Diego at the end of February in 1996. I say relatively, because there was one memorable experience that I can only chalk up to some unseen guardian angel or entity watching over me.

I chose a route into San Diego that took me thru the mountains of East county and I just so happen to have chosen San Diego’s rainy ‘winter’ season, if you can call it that. When I finally reached the last leg of my journey into the city, traveling on East County’s Highway 8, it was late night and there was a torrential rain storm. Remember, I did say I was driving an older, used Ford Taurus. So while driving in this rain and trying to navigate the roads thru the mountainous terrain; my windshield wipers broke and I could no longer ‘see’ anything ahead of me. Keep in mind, this is at night and it’s raining cats & dogs–and add to that the horror of realizing that my car starting hydroplaning, meaning my tires were not touching the road. Yes, this really happened and this is why I KNOW I have someone/something watching over me. I felt like my car was being ‘carried’ through that rain storm and though it was still raining and raining hard; I was somehow able to drive through it and make it safely into San Diego. Do not ask me how, but that’s my story and I’m sticking to it.

As I mentioned before, I didn’t know anybody in San Diego and frankly had chosen it because it seemed a world away from the dreary, dull and what I felt was a stifling, existence, I had led in Michigan. And it was warm. All year round. Really wasn’t a hard choice. And in retrospect, while I believe, LA, probably would have been my 1st choice; I probably was a little too intimidated to try it first. So I opted for the relatively ‘safer’, smaller military enclave of San Diego.

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Gloria Naylor: TI

I have included this entry about author Gloria Naylor because as far as I know, she is the only well-known or ‘famous’ Targeted Individual who has shared their story with the public. And although I have never personally spoken to this fellow black woman–her story of U.S. government covert harassment resonates. It is also my story. And probably the story of the other untold numbers of black women whom I believe are being disproportionately targeted with this technology. Curiously, 1996 is the year Ms. Naylor mentions as the beginning of her targeting. It is also the year I moved cross-country from Michigan to California.


Gloria Naylor is considered one of the leading African American writers of our time. She has written for theatre, film, and television, and is the author of six novels, including “The Women of Brewster Place” which won the national book award in 1983. Her books have been translated into twelve languages and are taught at college campuses throughout the world.

But in her book, “1996″, she details the horrors of the year in which she first became a target of government surveillance, psychological warfare and ultimately electronic mind control.


Listen to Ms. Naylor’s 2010 audio interview discussing her experience as a US government Targeted Individual, with Greg Szymanski of the Arctic Beacon Journal here:

The below is a letter written & signed by Gloria Naylor in what appears to be an official plea for help from the then NY State Attorney General. As a TI, I undoubtedly can guess what resulted from her sincere plea: the same thing that has been the result for the vast majority of TIs–nada.

A letter to Attorney General

January 9, 2007
Attorney General
Organized Crime Task Force
Attn: John Dormin
Albany, NY 12224

Dear Attorney General:

I am a native New Yorker and have resided in the state for my entire life. I graduated from Brooklyn College in 1981 and went on to earn my Masters degree at Yale University. I have had a long and successful career in the arts. My work in the theater has earned me honorary grants from New York State; but it is primarily in the field of literature that I’ve made my mark. My various novels have received many awards, among them a Guggenheim Fellowship, and my first novel, The Women Of Brewster Place, won the National Book Award in 1983 and was made into a television miniseries by Oprah Winfrey. I have tried to live a peaceful and law abiding life; tried to give back to my community and to the world through teaching at various universities and through touring for the United States Information Agency in Africa and India. So I am in a quandary as to why in 1996 I first became a target for constant surveillance, organized harassment, and ultimately assault by electronic weaponry.

The surveillance began in Beaufort, South Carolina, where I was researching a novel and continued when I returned to my home in New York. Six months into this experience I began to “hear voices.” Among the many messages were exhortations to kill myself. And I did what I would suggest anyone do under such circumstances: I sought medical help. After almost ten years, three psychiatrists, and prescriptions of haldol, a chemical reason for this condition was ruled out by professionals. That is because the reason was technological. But that was beyond their pervue. I do not believe it is beyond yours; because my circumstances make me the target of an organized and concerted operation to deny me my civil and human rights.

Over the years I have calmly and systematically tried to bring various elements of my plight to the authorities I felt would be concerned with it: The surveillance and wiretapping to the attention of the local police, civil rights attorneys, human rights organizations, and the progressive press. The technological abuse I brought to no one because, while there is knowledge of its existence, and knowledge of decades of experimental abuse of emerging technology on unwilling citizens, there is nothing concretely documented about this current wave, I am in the midst of history in the making; and like COINTELPRO and MKULTRA and the radiation experiments from the 1950′s to the 1980′s, I stand as one among many who have had their lives and their sanity disrupted and often destroyed. But I also stand as a resident of New York State; and I am bringing to your office a declaration of these human rights abuses on one of your residents.

Gloria Naylor


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Ha..they thought they could erase my testimony..NOT…

Let me start off by introducing myself..I am a woman. I am Black. I am a so-called military veteran of the US Army. I am middle aged. I am intelligent. I am an artist. I am passionate about justice and my people. I am flawed. I am perfectly imperfect and I am a Targeted Individual. Not because of the any of the aforementioned because I believe my targeting doesn’t just include me; but my immediate family–perhaps for generations back. How far back this goes I don’t know but I am sure that the covert, illegal targeting of people like me, is in effect, another form of the Tuskegee Experiment, CoINTELPRO, MK-ULTRA, and The Jonestown, Guyana Experiment (what is now being confirmed as a failed CIA mind control experiment)..all rolled into one. This blog was originally started by me in 2010, while living in L.A., when my targeting was ramped up with 24 hour auditory harassment (widely referred to as Voice to Skull or V2k) was started as a virtual diary to try to sort out what was happening. It was cathartic and cleansing at the time and allowed me to release all of the pent up anger and frustration I was feeling at the time. The original blog: was recently wasn’t updated regularly by me and I hadn’t checked on it in at least a year but I didn’t delete it. I don’t know if it was the federal criminal network that some call the US government or their proxies; but the only remains of the blog are to be found on web archives like, which is where I was able to copy & salvage bits of the original blog. That’s the bad news. The good news is that this allows me to take bits of that original blog and create something new in it’s place. I have been aware of being a TI for over 5 years now and I hope that my testimony can help others who may be newly ‘initiated’ to what I consider the greatest on going crime against humanity being perpetrated by elements of the US government; hiding in plain sight. Below is my testimony, my truth..100% in my own words. It may not be a pretty read or always p.c…but it is MINE. I make NO apologies for anything I’ve written or expressed herein. I’ve earned the right to my opinions, my truth and my anger. Those reading this don’t have to agree, understand or co-sign. And after having echoed the same truths to many many people, whether verbally or via email (I have emailed politicians, lawyers, journalists, the Int’l Court of Justice, various embassies and government heads, so-called celebs, etc..pretty much anyone I thought should be made aware of this story, my story..and pretty much to a person (save for the attorney of former Gitmo prisoner & German national, Murat Kurnaz–he actually sent a cryptic response: ‘I can’t help you.’)..but beyond that, I have heard crickets. Some may say it’s because the story I relay is so bizarre and beyond the pale, that most reading it— would automatically think it either fiction or that I’m crazy. Unfortunately, for the world– neither is the case. What I AM is a canary in the mine. One of possibly thousands; if not millions. The crimes of state the US government and it’s proxies are perpetrating  against Targeted Individuals like me, today and perhaps going back for generations, is ultimately what I believe they PLAN to eventually implement en masse. That is, of course, if they haven’t already chipped and activated pretty much everyone.  If this is your first exposure to a discussion about this covert US government-sponsored crime against humanity, or what I call, the ’21st Century Tuskegee/Auschwitz’ hiding in plain sight–after reading my account, you will no longer be able to say you haven’t been warned.  Devonah Blackwell, 2015

The Below was originally written in 2010

Ok, let me get this out the way, the basic premise of the website is to allow me to vent about an incredibly odd and admittedly, hard to believe, occurrence happening in my life right now–something I just discovered a name for–organized stalking. Before I get into the definition of that, i want to give you a little background about what led to this “stalking”, who some of the players are (to my knowledge) and what I believe precipitated these daily occurrences, as well, as why I believe I’m being targeted.

Well, let’s start at the beginning, shall we? Well, in October of 2008 (after about a 2 yr spate of seemingly not-so-great-luck), I found an apt in south l.a., moved in, and life was pretty much the norm. Nothing out of the ordinary about my neighbors, my neighborhood or my life in terms of routine.

All that changed about a year later when I became laid off and found myself at home more. In the beginning, what I noticed sporadically, was what i thought was somebody in the apt above me following me from room-to-room. Of course, most people when they think they hear something like this, they automatically think, “nah, I must be mistaken.” Because who would expend energy following someone else from room-to-room?

I mean, that’s what any reasonable person would think, right? I’ve heard of stalking someone from location to location, but um, from room-to-room, inside an apt? Too strange for words. Well, of course, turns out, i wasn’t mistaken. It kept happening with more frequency until I noticed not only was i being basically stalked from room-to-room, this “person” was also following into the bathroom above me as I showered. How do I know this? I would hear them bumping up against the wall above me as I went about my showering routine. Quite bizarre, isn’t it? Just my damn luck too. Most people have the luxury of having stalkers who follow them from home to work and maybe to the grocery store; I get a damn stalker who’s a shut-in.Ain’t no way to get away from them. 

Your home is supposed to be your castle. Well mine was about to become a prison. Real quick. Ok, so back to the story. So after hearing and noticing this in-apt stalking for probably a month or so, I started inquiring to the landlord as to whether the person upstairs was perhaps “mentally ill”? She I believe said as far as she knew, that wasn’t the case and that there was one lone woman who lived upstairs. Well, ok, I’m thinking, whomever it is, she must have a lot of time on her hands and can’t be mentally stable to spend the energy and time it takes to follow me from room-to-room.

After contacting the landlord and seeing no change in frequency of the stalking, I then tried another tact. I decided to write a note for the woman and put it by her door. Basically, I may as well admit that I can be a tactless heffa. lol..there’s no way around it. no denying it. I can be. By this time, I was kind of pissed, I’ll admit, so the wording of the note may have not been the most delicate. But my thinking was that she and I “knew” what was going on, so why beat around the bush and pretend otherwise? I wanted the behavior to end, and I wasn’t gonna mince words. Hey, what can I say?

Now having said all of that, I still had expectations at this time that I was dealing with a reasonably sane person, so I felt like the note should alert this person that I knew what “they” were doing and that should have resolved the situation. In my mind, that’s what should have happened. Au contraire. That’s not the way it went down. lol. silly me. I heard the moment the person upstairs read the note, there was all kinds of yelling and stomping in their hallway and it sounded like a conversation between 2 people being had and it sounded to me like they were laughing about the note and it’s contents. Well, suffice it to say. Resolution was not at hand.

Escalation of noise and stalking is what resulted. This was in December of 09. Well, of course, I immediately contacted the landlord and started complaining about the noise and asking questions. She seemed to be genuinely interested and upset about what I was describing. But I was to discover later that concern was anything but genuine. Anyhoo, on to the story: some more background. The building that I live in is probably almost a century old and hence it’s really quite easy to hear conversations in the apt above me. I’ve heard her conversations (especially in my bedroom) and I’m assuming she’s heard mine.

I started noticing bamming on walls in the bedroom and stomping on the floor above me. Ofttimes I would spend my time in the bedroom on my computer and would intermittently hear stomping above my head. This continued on the daily; along with my complaints to the landlord and even my approaching the woman whom I believed to live above me. I asked her a couple of times if she lived alone or if she was the 1 making the bamming/stomping noises and each time she would reply that she lived alone. One incident included me making remarks about calling the police if the noise continued and her retort was that she would call the police on me for “threatening her”.

And added that she had informed the landlord of my purported threat. Now this chick on the surface “looked normal” but it was about to become obvious to me how so untrue that was. I had never threatened her. What I did immediately after that statement was made was to come in and call the landlord and pointedly ask her if the woman upstairs (who i will from here on out refer to as satan II, government name: LaSandra Rose), had told her I threatened her. The landlord said “no, she never mentioned anything like that to me.” I began to more than suspect there were mental issues at hand here. That basically solidified that feeling. But no matter. The noise and stalking continued unabated.

One day though, I realized after having the landlord inform me that Satan II was supposedly enrolled in school and what days she should be attending; i noticed as soon as she left, there seemed to be footsteps of someone coming into the bedroom to sit. It was like clockwork. That’s when I pretty much guessed that Satan II had company and maybe this is who was doing the stomping & stalking. Didn’t matter to me who was doing it, I just wanted it to stop. Immediately. lol..of course, people in hell want ice water too. Don’t think that’ll be forthcoming anytime soon either.

Anyhoo, so the noise continued, even to the point that I would try to “hide” in my hallway to see what would happen if the perp couldn’t hear me walking from room-to-room. Well, imagine my horror at the reaction I got: pacing back and forth, ostensibly to “find me”; bamming on walls, incredibly loud stomping, sometimes these tirades or temper tantrums would last for 20 or 30 minutes at a time. How others in my bldg couldn’t hear this or weren’t aware of this, I couldn’t understand. There was only ONCE that i remember where someone in another apt actually came and knocked on Satan II’s door after one of the tirades. It was about 1230 in the morning, so I’m assuming maybe they were awakened but of course, satan didn’t answer the door, but that did stop that particular tirade. So to make this story a little quicker, about 3 or 4 months into this ridiculous situation (with the landlord appearing to be interested, even offering to come sit at my apt to see if she could “hear the noise”–of course, she never did)

I decided to go over the landlord’s head since she appeared in my opinion, to being playing both sides to the middle. I ended up having no faith in her sincerity to fix the situation after hearing satan II repeat something that I told the landlord via email. There is no way this woman would have overheard me saying this; the only plausible explanation could be is that the landlord was going back telling her everything I was saying to her. So in my opinion, i was never going to get results dealing with the landlord. Since at this time, it was pretty evident to me that the woman didn’t live alone, I decided to go to my local housing authority and complain. Now some may say that was an extreme move, but after 4 or 5 months of trying to personally go the source of the problem; going to my landlord and seemingly getting nothing but the run-around in my opinion, I felt that this was a last resort but perhaps a way to get something done.

I definitely wasn’t able to enjoy living in this environment and since i was paying rent, i felt it patently unfair that I should have to live with this day-in and day-out—anyhoo, to make a long story short (again you probably can tell by now this is so not true-ahem), what ended up transpiring is that I decided that the landlord was not operating in good faith and I basically stopped communicating with her via email. This is when it turns bizarre. Ok, remember when i said that the bldg is old and you can pretty much hear conversations between my apt and the apt above me? Well, one day i was in the living room (which i rarely sat in) and I heard conversation above me between satan II and someone else that basically indicated that 1) satan II was in possession of a tape of me that was of a sexual nature that obviously was filmed/videoed without my consent in my bedroom and 2)

According to her, i had been watched by her for at least 6 months via hidden cameras that were located in my apt; cameras that were installed and authorized by the landlord! Well, suffice it to say, I was pissed as hell! I called the landlord to tell her what I had heard and her reply was a curt, “I don’t know anything about that.” Now you probably are thinking could this woman have made these statements as some sort of cruel, sick joke?! Yeah, could have been. But the ensuing activity after that let me know it wasn’t. All of the sudden the landlord (whose voice I obviously recognized) appeared upstairs trying to I guess get satan II to give her the incriminating “evidence.” Eventually, satan II relented and in what seems like almost a blur now–I went from basically a boring humdrum life to being a watched prisoner inside of my apt. More details on that next blog entry.

Part Deux–Must Be Something in the Water in LA
Ok, so last post I was giving a rundown of what brought me to where I am today–a target of daily 24/7 day a week surveillance in my apartment in south l.a. So let’s see, where I’d leave off? Oh, ok. Yeah, when it really turned bizarre. So um at this point, I had just discovered that my landlord had installed/authorized hidden cameras inside not only my apartment but according to satan II upstairs, the whole bldg was awash in cameras. Maybe this was truth. Maybe dis-information. But what I did know for sure was that soon after this declaration from satan II was made, I could hear my landlord’s voice coming from upstairs on the daily and I also started noticing that I hear comments made (from various unknown and some recognizable voices) about what was going on inside my apartment.

Unbelievable you say? Well, I can understand that. Most people, me included before this all happened, would be loathe to believe something like this. But how I knew it was real and I wasn’t just imagining it or being super paranoid is that the comments included accurate statements about: what I was eating, what i was doing in the kitchen, the contents inside my fridge, what I ate, what I cooked, what I watched on tv (mind you, i had gotten into the habit of watching my tv in the living room w/closed captioning since all this non-sense began, so it’s not like the perps upstairs could HEAR what was on my tv; they had to be watching me remotely)–so the logical conclusion I came to was that the landlord was viewing me with remote equipment from satan II’s apt I’m guessing to see if I would find and/or look for the hidden cameras that had been mentioned.
This is where shit gets funky. Not only do i start hearing what seemed like groups of people inside satan’s apt 24/7 shouting insults about me, making threats of violence, even death threats; I also now hear groups of people (both men and women) follow me into the bathroom making comments about the personal of activities up to and including my body parts and movements inside my shower. I am then forced to take showers at night. Now, maybe I should stop right here cuz I know most people would ask, “Well, why wouldn’t you get the fuck up outta there if all of this is going on?!!!”…well, there’s no simple answer for that. Not from me anyway. I’m a complex person. I’m also stubborn as hell. And I have an aversion to what I feel is injustice. Obviously, in my eyes, this was a clear-cut case of injustice and abuse of authority.

My thinking was how dare this woman (my landlord) think that she could not only video/film me without my consent with hidden cameras and then have the nerve to think she could scare me out of a place where I had basically paid this fool monthly to SPY on me!! The audacity!! I was enraged and I felt like I had to bring this woman to justice. Not just for me, but for anyone in the future who might have moved into the apt. The easy thing at that time would have been to move. In retrospect, that probably would have been the reasonable thing to do. But not having ever experienced this type of situation and not having ANY clue as to what type of psychopath i was dealing with; I felt that I could prevail. lol..i was naive.

Now, don’t get me wrong. As of this writing, I’m still in the throes of this, but I still believe in justice and I believe in karma. The parameters of both have greatly been reduced in the former case and expanded in the latter, but I know they both exist. I don’t ever believe I’ll wait on man’s justice but The Creator’s justice is omniscient,so I know it’s forthcoming. I have unshakable faith in that. But back to the story. So this is why I didn’t move. I wanted to be the last person this happened to. Simple huh? Well, hold up. Cuz it hasn’t worked out that way.

Not yet anyway. Ok, so after being forced to take showers at night b/c the landlord (who isn’t shy about going outside and yelling at night to invite people to come into satan’s apartment and “view me” in the shower)..oh yeah, let me backtrack, I’m sure you’re wondering since all of this crazy, bizarre behavior is ostensibly going on if I alerted the police or any other law enforcement? Well, duh! Of course, I did. And that’s when I found out intimately how limited man’s justice can be. the LAPD. Um, let me put it this way– after basically reading about the many infamous and notoriously illegal and structural abuses that they’ve been accused of over the years, I really didn’t have much faith in their abilities anyway, so let’s just say, they didn’t disappoint. In all fairness, I guess my crazy ass story (no matter how true) didn’t make it any easier. I basically was told that they were not in the hidden camera-sweeping biz & without definitive proof of the alleged cameras, their hands were tied and they couldn’t do anything. Okay.

Well, at least the officer I spoke to suggested I hire a private company to do it and once the cameras were discovered then they would be able to do something. So off I went. Calling/emailing 1st home security companies and then local private investigators. What I found out is that private investigation is the dominion of the wealthy. Or at least those who have more than a pot to piss in and a window to throw it out of. Which is what category I fall in. So suffice it to say, that was not an option.

Ok, so now, this is like the 1st full week of harassment and I started emailing any and every agency/entity I thought could or would help me: law enforcement (including fbi b/c by this time it was clear that the landlord was hacking into my computer as well as my email accounts), local news media, congressional reps, shit, the local dog catcher probably got an email from me around this time I was so desperate for somebody, anybody to listen to my situation. No success with that. Either they thought I was nuts probably or maybe felt that it was an unsubstantiated claim on my part and perhaps were worried about liability. So while all this was happening, I’m trying to go about life as normally as possible (and really how normal is that going to be?).

I’m aware of the constant surveillance from above me, increased activity in satan II’s apt. What was once an atmosphere of a morgue with it’s dead-air silence, soon turned into the opposite–so much traffic going in and out of satan’s apt it reminded me of ny’s grand central station. There appeared to be a party atmosphere to it. Constant chattering, laughing–of course in between the shouts dissecting every minute detail of my daily existence. Ok, I guess I should also address why I didn’t move out IMMEDIATELY at this point? Well, long story short–I detail this in another post, but having become homeless in LA, I ended up receiving a housing voucher via VA & then P.A.T.H., so I couldn’t just jump up and move. There are rules and regulations, hoops to jump thru and frankly at this time I was still in the “i’ma bring this bitch to justice” mode. I’m just being honest.

So anyway, life as I knew it was about to leave just run-of-the-mill freaky into the Ripley’s Believe It or Not realm. One day as i was lying on my couch (as I had stopped sleeping in my bedroom by this time and had taken to sleeping in the living room), i noticed that i could hear people upstairs repeating what I was thinking to myself—um, yup, let me repeat that–I could CLEARLY hear people upstairs (who it appeared to be going between satan II’s apt and the apt diagonally across from it) repeating what I WAS THINKING–not saying out loud. But what I was thinking to myself. Now, at first I was like WTF!?? I mean, that would be a normal reaction right? But after hearing the accurate repeat of my thoughts for about 30 minutes I knew, instinctively i guess, that somehow, some way, there apparently had to be a device that was reading my thoughts. It really was just a simple acceptance. Why? Probably b/c of my fascination with true crime. And maybe my feeling that the sci-fi movies that we see had to have their genesis in reality. I just believe that. I really do.

So for me, and I’m sure I’m in the minority, believing that there is right now in 2010, a device that can read minds–based on my experiences in the past month or so–yes, I’m absolutely convinced of it. Now before this all happened, I probably would have said that the technology was decades away. But after having perused the net as of late, I have come across lots of indicators that would say this technology has probably been around for at least 30 years or more. And of course, the powers that be are not going to let the general public know about it. Can you imagine the panic? Not only is Big Brother alive and well but that muthafucka can read your thoughts. What’s sacred after that? Ok, let me make something clear. I cannot say for sure who/what entity or gov’t agency (if any) is targeting me. What I do know for sure is that my landlord, who from now on I will refer to as SATAN I, is responsible for the direct,daily harassment & surveillance that has been happening for almost 2 months now.

Whether she is a lone sociopath (cuz i looked up the characteristics and based on what I hear her say on the daily–this bish is a classic textbook case) or she’s operating under the auspices of the gubment, I dunno. And really don’t care. But how many lone sociopaths (and I’m sure there are a lot of them) happen across the means or access to a thought reading device? I mean, it’s not like you can get something like that at the local wal-mart. Altho God knows you probably can buy anything else. But again, in the past couple of weeks I have heard her say that she bought it on the black market. Again, do I know if that’s true or just more dis-information? No. I’m just reporting what’s been said.

She has indicated many times in the past couple of weeks that no matter where i go I will be under surveillance. Don’t know if it’s true and at this point definitely don’t believe her as she and the psycho crew seem to be full of dis-information and lies. It’s orchestrated and it’s organized (i’m assuming to keep me confused and off kilter, isn’t that something out of the art of war?) which would lead me to believe it is gov’t sponsored. I’ve also heard her say her father was a former CIA agent and that’s where she learned the ‘tricks of the trade’; but again, this all unsubstantiated and I don’t know if it’s just more dis-information.

But again, since trying to find out about what’s been happening to me and looking for possible validation that I’m not the only one it’s happening to, I just recently came across the term “organized or gang stalking”, which is basically defined as:
a systemic form of control, which seeks to destroy every aspect of a Targeted Individuals life. Once a target is flagged a notification is sent out to the community at large, and the target is followed around 24/7 by the various communities that they are in.
The community notifications will go out to various places. Apartment rentals, future employers, stores and communities where the target visits, will be notified. Doctors offices, fire departments, police, etc. A covert investigation might also be opened, and electronic, means used by the civilian spies/snitches as part of the overt and covert monitoring and surveillance process.
Individuals can be flagged designating them as having a history of aggressive or inappropriate behavior. This notification system will follow the target if they move, change jobs, visit other areas. It let’s the community believe that the target is a person who needs to be watched or monitored.

Ok, so now since I’ve described what has been happening TO ME on the daily since around October 22nd, 2010. Now let me get into how this has affected my familial and friendship ties. You probably already know that pretty much both groups think I’m absolutely ape-shit crazy right about now. My mom has basically gone into silent treatment mode. I don’t blame her. I think she feels 1) When this all starting getting really crazy and i described it to her, she told me repeatedly to move. Of course, like any good daughter, I didn’t listen. So now I believe she’s angry at me for that. I also believe she feels that a) I’ve gone bonkers and she can’t do anything for me or b) What i’m describing is actually happening and she can’t do anything for me. Either way, I understand and am not angry.

Which brings me to why I believe I’ve come to be such a easy target: in a nutshell, I moved to Hell-a without family. I am basically by myself which I notice seems to be a re-occurring theme with a lot of people who claim to be targets of gang stalking. Ok, now to my friends. lol..this is actually more difficult to stomach than my family’s reaction. My friends are really more like family than my family in a lot of ways. As we all know, you don’t choose your biological relatives so the ties that bind friendships for me, in a lot of ways are more stable and more durable than any that connect me to some of my blood relatives.

My friends have staged an intervention for me and seem to be really concerned for my personal safety. Which is another interesting aspect of this saga. I had a fleeting moment of fear in the beginning of this situation but since then i really don’t fear for my immediate safety. Why you ask? Because what I have discovered is that most of the perps appear to be cowardly. Altho most of the bldg appears at the VERY least to be aware of what’s going on if not directly involved in the daily surveillance, when I see them in the hall or either coming or going in and out of the bldg, they appear sweet as pie and try to actually act as if nothing is going on out of the ordinary. Which is a clear indication of psychosis as far as I’m concerned.

Satan I is a classic cowardly bully as well as the aforementioned–a textbook sociopath. I’m guessing her chronological age to be in the mid-50’s, maybe early 60’s. Emotionally tho-that bish is about 9 or 10. And I’m actually being charitable. It’s obvious from the maniacal laugh and the giggles that escape from what I believe to be her crustacean lips–that she derives supreme joy from tormenting others. Classic Bully. I’m assuming she feels powerful by thinking she’s taking power from others and controlling their every waking moment. This is what I imagine. Do i know whether it’s true? No. But anyone who spends every day of their lives for a month and a half, obsessing over, consumed by the most minute, insignificant details of someone elses’ life—that’s not power. That’s psychosis.

I’ve often wondered after hearing her recite what i’ve “thought”, what I’ve said (via my emails) or what I’ve said outright–it’s amazing to me how she can be delusional enough to think she has control over my life by the constant surveillance–what per chance does she call the hold I obviously have over her “life”? You can’t be involved in or orchestrate the surveillance of someone (especially not 24 hrs a day) and do that without constraining or limiting your own movements. Have I gotten caught up in her web or is it really the other way around? She could walk away anytime. What could be sooo fascinating about me or my life that it would make someone who appears for all intents and purposes to have a thriving, successful life and business? Again, whether she’s acting on her own behalf or just another peon in the gov’ts cog, I dunno. But you have to wonder, what would make someone so depraved and have so much disdain and dis-regard for others. Scratch that. lol. She’s a sociopath. So I KNOW why she does what she does. I guess I’m wondering why she’s made it to her age and someone hasn’t murked her ass? Seriously. From what she’s indicated, I’m not the 1st. she’s done this to others. Maybe serendipity will happen and one of them will see this blog. Maybe not.
D. Blackwell–Oct 11, 2015, San Diego, CA.

(I’m publishing this with my real last name so that all info can be substantiated by those who care to look into dates & places)–I wrote the below addendum, after discovering that my online blog (the above is excerpted from that ‘erased’ blog), has been ‘deleted or erased’..don’t know when but I know i certainly didn’t delete now I have to go to google (probably run by the same criminals as those that are targeting me)..and plead with them to restore it, if that’s even possible at this point but I’m going to try at the very least. If it can’t be restored (it was not), then I’ll just start another one but my story will be online as my testimony:

It’s funny, I read the above, almost 5 years later and it’s amazing what I believed at the time was true & what I’ve learned in the ensuing years. First of all, Janet Lauritsen Beumer, my former landlord at 2821 West Blvd #103, Los Angeles, CA..probably does work as a contractor or directly for one of the misnomered ‘intelligence’ agencies (FBI, CIA, DoD)..though I think it’s more likely the former. In my mind, if she was higher up on the food chain, it’s not likely she’d be openly exposed. So more than likely she’s a low-level shill.

Her husband & son, both who both live high profile lives in the LA community, one in the medical establishment , Dr. John Beumer, and her son, as a hollywood producer, Derek Beumer–are also probably both fronts as well. Of course, all of this is supposition but what is not is Janet Beumer’s clear involvement in my initial harassment. There is NO way she didn’t know what was going on. I hope that bitch gets hers in spades. And soon.

The other ‘residents’ I mentioned who lived at the West Blvd address (LaSandra Rose in particular, as she lived directly above me in apt 203)..I believe were more bit players and more than likely were paid to record their voices that I heard non-stop & daily in the initial stages of my targeting (interestingly enough, all of the voices that I heard initially, like those of Janet Beumer & LaSandra Rose, have in the ensuing years morphed into what sounds like MY VOICE ONLY. So instead of words & phrases sounding though they are coming from an outside person or source; they now sound like my voice saying these things, as if it’s my own conscience). What I had no way of knowing when I wrote the above is that ALL that I heard (the 24 hour non-stop chatter and conversation) was pre-recorded and not happening ‘live’. None of it. In retrospect, I believe that I have been implanted with God & the bottom feeders only know what–and that this is what is picking up what is widely referred to as Voice to Skull (v2k)–another misnomer. I have found in the 5+ years of being aware of V2k, that it does NOT, as is widely claimed online as fact—bypass ears to feed words into a subjects’ skull.

I have used many tactics and resources over the past years to try to block it or thwart it and today I can say authoritatively (based on my own personal experience) that I have at various times, successfully blocked it or distorted it via the use of neo-dymium magnets, stupidly (in retrospect) placing paper towel in my ears; by wearing ear plugs for the 1st 3 years non-stop & for at least the last 4 years or so, wearing music-filled headphones at night (even while sleeping) that effectively, block out 99.9% of voice to ‘ear’. It can not, in my opinion and based on my own personal observations; by pass your ears and feed words/phrases directly into your skull. That is patently false and probably deliberate dis-info. Or wishful thinking.

What I experience now primarily is one to 3 word oft-repeated phrases through out the day, with MOST of it being blocked out. I believe the phrases I do hear utilize memory and are not directly being fed via V2k. Out of a 24 hour day, the externally fed chatter, probably gets thru long enough to amount to 2 minutes out of the whole day, max on most days; and on those days that I laughingly call the 1st of the month days when I imagine, that whatever criminals and proxies have to justify why they are continuing to get government funding so they have to provide proof that this ‘technology’ does indeed have an effect on subjects like me–this is when activity upticks, but even perhaps gets thru 20-30 minutes in a day. It’s never more than that and certainly not 24 hours like it was when I first became aware of it in 2010 and hadn’t tried any defenses against it. Or maybe b/c that was ground zero and the ‘entrainment’ period.

At this point, I think they just keep it running b/c they can and figure that most TIs will adapt to it. I personally think that as a fairly sane and functioning person, that though this was in the beginning, troubling and bizarre to say the least; they NEVER could get me to buy into the lie that I was going crazy or that what I was hearing was organic or a symptom of mental illness. I instinctively KNEW that what i was hearing was coming from  an external source. I didn’t know the HOW, but i damn sure knew it wasn’t psychologically-based. Not on my part anyway. It goes without saying, that anyone involved in this kind of ‘research’, is most certainly more psychologically crippled than ANY Targeted Individual could ever be.

Again, probably over 99% doesn’t even make it to my consciousness. Even just holding my tongue in a certain way blocks out the words, which I believe are nothing but the bottom feeders’ attempts at artificial intelligence. And attempting is all the US government could muster in my estimation b/c they certainly haven’t succeeded. As I mentioned above, I have been clearly implanted. There are active movements in my gut area that definitely were not discernible or apparent before 2011. I also believe it’s possible that’s whatever ‘it’ is is also causing a possible obstruction of my bowels. What I’ve also come to discover is that over 60% of our immune system and a lot of our neural/metabolic functions are located in the ‘gut’ area. So I believe whatever these freaks are ‘researching’; they deliberately chose that area to target for implantation.

And I would welcome ANY legit medical practitioner to examine me to corroborate or to dismiss my claims. Whatever was implanted in me, it was obviously released or activated here once I moved back into my own apartment in San Diego in February 2011. If I could describe the experience, because it was very vivid; is to describe it as feeling as if I was in the sci-fi movie the Odyssey where a tiny flying object manned by a ‘scientist’ actually ventures inside the human body…I felt whatever was inside me unfolding and activating and unfurling it’s tentacles through out my body. It was strange and disconcerting but from that time to now–I also have had regular neurological disturbances, the feeling of being able to feel what i hear, the sensation of having an invisible force ‘pushing my body or rocking me’..

I’ve also experienced the noticeable ‘stalking’ of local San Diego police cars since I’ve been here & I believe that’s because whatever was implanted also acts as a GPS-like tracking device–as soon as I leave my house, cop cars drive past like clockwork and helicopters seemingly come out of nowhere; what’s really curious is the aerial stalking of what appears to be black & white helicopters. I haven’t yet figured out if they are actual helicopters with cloaking abilities or just holograms, as I’ve never once been able to capture them on camera; though I’ve tried many times–and for those who may think, well hell, you’re probably imagining them..believe me..I’ve taken camera pics of airplanes flying above me at around the same time as the phantom helicopters..and the airplanes show up in pics, no matter how tiny, they are visible but I have yet to EVER capture the helicopters, so if I’m imagining one, why wouldn’t I be imagining both?..the cops have at times cut me off and sneered at me while walking down the street; they have followed me in caravans while waiting for buses; they have shown up at my place of work and sat and just watched me; and NOTHING like this ever happened before my targeting was revealed back in 2010, so I’d be willing to bet that these pigs are being paid by the feds a lil’ extra to stalk targets like me. Primarily what I get followed by is black & white suvs that I’m not sure are either highway patrol or border control or maybe just feds posing as these agencies–they always ‘mysteriously’ show up whenever I’m out and about, usually, driven by some military buzz cut latino or white male–interesting that they don’t seem to entrust this low-level shill duty to a black person…wonder why? But here are some of the recent license plate #’s I’ve been stalked by in 2016: CA 1314887, 1445060, 1379221, 1417543 & 1417454…it’s usually the prefix 131 or 141, I don’t know what precinct those are from…but obviously, these shills aren’t trusted to do anything more important than stalking me while I’m out and about…pitiful, ain’t it? Also keep in mind that San Diego is a military town and I am a military veteran so I also believe that the military is deeply involved in my targeting and harassing too and in addition to the SD police cars/SUVS that are always ‘mysteriously’ showing up whenever/where ever I am in the city; so too are the b&w helicopters that primarily come flying overhead at night from the same direction as the Miramar military air base that lies off I-15 just north of where I live.

And you can be sure if I was some dangerous & wanted criminal, they would have arrested me LONG ago..from all appearances, they are afraid to even approach, let alone, arrest me. The funny thing is they NEVER really say anything overtly that would give them away. I have even brazenly jay walked in front of them just to see what they would do.. and they just drive around me and always try to appear overly ‘nice’…I’m assuming the Feds have told them to stand down. Stalk but don’t engage. I’ve read other TIs relay the same type of experiences with cops so I would be willing to bet that local cops are definitely involved & paid for their involvement in the ongoing harassment of Targets. But I definitely don’t fear them. It’s obvious they are just some more random low level shills who are simply doing what their masters tell them to do.

I’m sure they are enjoying their little kickbacks and think they are really doing something. But again, the way they consistently scatter like roaches whenever I pull out my camera to film them or take pics, lets me know they are nothing but cowards at their core. As are their nazi bosses, whom I would also bet are making a bundle off of probably selling me and those like me..for ‘research purposes’.

Some of the other ‘odd’ occurrences that have happened while being a TI…last year my cable wires were DELIBERATELY cut outside at a locked cable company box once. Keep in mind I live in an apartment building but mine were the only ones cut. I’ve had continual DoS attacks on my computer and other obvious hacking of my personal email accounts. And I’d have to be pretty daft to believe that just any random street level criminal can orchestrate all of these things separately, let alone together. It’s just not believable. This is undoubtedly being orchestrated and funded by the US government or proxies and contractors working on their other words— the usual suspects who have a long, documented history of this i.e. the FBI, CIA, DoD & probably the military since San Diego is a military town and I am a veteran. There is NO doubt in my mind about this. NONE. Nobody else has the resources, the documented history of this nor the psychosis and inclination.

I also have a theory that since so many Targeted Individuals end up financially destitute once this phase of what I believe is more than likely life-long harassment begins, a lot of us end up having to rely on government assistance, which I believe is what they want–if you are reliant on them for housing or other assistance, it’s easier to track you and control you.

I also believe that the CIA owns a LOT of property and real estate in this country and abroad and so in all probability, many of these properties are then used for covert & illegal monitoring/harassment programs like this–I believe both the LA address on West Blvd & my current address in San Diego, are both owned by CIA front companies. And since it is well known that they are flush with almost unlimited cash since they are basically the largest illegal drug and arms dealer in the world–I’m sure buying up companies and property to facilitate black ops pogroms like those targeting me, wouldn’t be an obstacle. It’s probably standard fare.

As has been theorized by many other sites on this subject–there is probably equipment that needs to be used on TIs to keep us ‘entrained’–whether it’s electromagnetic pulsed equipment or other portable equipment, I believe those who run these black ops pogroms set up shills and contractors in adjacent apartments or properties that are CIA-owned. The current building I live in was bought by another owner only about a month after I moved in. Lending credence to my suspicions about there being some kind of equipment set up in adjacent apartments (or homes if TIs live in single family dwellings)…the local electric company, SDG&E, completely shut off power recently in my neighborhood from 10pm-6am, and usually at night, I deal with the usual neurological disturbances that many TIs describe: body shaking, feelings of having ‘something’ whispering in your ear or the sensation of having your genitals ‘tampered’ with; the implants I believe are in my body are also usually very active during this period and move around; up until maybe a year ago, every night pretty much I was invariably ‘awakened’ at 3 or 4 am; I also usually go from hot to cold all through the night like I’m on a timer. Again, none of this was the case before I moved back to San Diego from LA in 2010. So back to the normal bedtime disturbances I usually deal with it—well, as I said, SDG&E, had a scheduled power shut-0ff and ‘mysteriously’ none of the above disturbances happened. No rocking or shaking, or active implants moving around. Nada. At least not until the power came back on at a little before 6am the next morning. So this makes me believe my previous suspicions about the US government having set up whatever equipment they use for this kind of covert experimentation and harassment being set up in the apartment below me, or even in the building right next to me (as I mentioned, the building I’m in changed ownership about 6 months ago but the building next to me, which has a bedroom that sits right across from mine that used to have the light on all night, all the time which I always thought was strange, but anyway, that building is still owned by the old management company that sold my building to someone else.) Anyway, said all that to say: whatever equipment is being used to power this harassment with what I’m assuming is directed energy weapons, apparently needs a power source because it sure was not working during the power outage.

Besides the cut internet wires, the property management company employees has exhibited some pretty strange behavior over the years.  I also noticed that the apartment below me has had an almost constant revolving parade of tenants, though everyone is supposedly locked into yearly leases. And in an apartment building in the middle of a fairly large metropolitan city, I randomly ‘hear’ loud mooing sounds, along with stomping and loud bamming on walls. All ostensibly artificially created to make me believe that it’s pretty much a continuation of the same things I experienced in LA, EXCEPT now I realize they are all merely sound effects  so they have basically been rendered ineffective.  Irritating at best; but certainly nothing more.

Another oddity that I recently noticed: one evening while making a quick run to the gas station/convenience store that is less than 2 blocks from my apartment building (near I-15 freeway in San Diego); I just happened to look up at the night sky and noticed a cluster of what I initially thought were ‘stars’..but after continuing to look at them while I walked to and from my destination, it became obvious they were something else..although they did appear to be twinkling….but as I mentioned previously, there were only about six of them clustered together while the rest of the surrounding sky was pitch I’m no meteorologist but the first thing I thought was, why are they just in this area? Could these be Satellites? They also just happen to be directly north of the direction that I sleep each night. Don’t know if it’s related but as a TI, I’ve come to take nothing at face value because in my opinion the criminally insane US government shills who are targeting folk like me love to hide things in plain sight; knowing that most people are oblivious to what’s really going on. And I also remember what real starlit skies look like from my childhood days in Michigan and what I see in the skies overhead these days is not the same…so I noticed this cluster of ‘stars’ in passing that particular night and promptly forgot about it UNTIL a few nights later, when I happened to be about a mile or 2 west of my neighborhood about the same time of night, maybe 8 or 9pm, and was immediately struck by the fact that unlike the cluster of ‘stars’ that were clearly evident near my apartment–the sky above in this location, was instead, completely pitch black with nothing visible in the sky. Not one cloud or ‘star’. Nada.

As it stands today, 5 years into having my status as a US government involuntary guinea pig revealed to me in the most jarring way–with what is widely known as voice to skull–I now wholeheartedly believe that I, along with both my immediate and extended family–are multi-generational involuntary U.S. government experimentees. I believe elements of Mk-ULTRA & CoINTELPRO, at the very least, are being employed on most, if not all of us.  And based on what I know of my parent’s background, it’s also my belief that they both are unaware TIs. My mother’s family, in particular, has a seemingly reoccurring  incidents of motherless children being raised by grandparents that also shows up as well in my father’s family.  There is also a repeated occurrence of people disappearing from the family–meaning they just are never heard from again at some point. Like they fell off the face of the earth. My paternal grandfather, along with a maternal uncle, both shared this history. Repeating themes no longer translate to ‘coincidence’ anymore for me—-they now generally stand out as red flags for artificially created or manufactured circumstances. I also believe that while ‘they’ use extreme experimentation methods on TIs like me, there is also an attempt to ‘karmically balance’ out their crimes by affording amazing ‘opportunities’ to other family members. Of course, those family members are also guinea pigs and more than likely their future ‘demise or fall from grace’ will be just as carefully manipulated or planned by these nazis but more than likely, these other family members will remain oblivious as to why. I know..this sounds like a Hollywood  movie plot, doesn’t it? But as they say: Sometimes truth is stranger than fiction. I recall reading some time ago about the late author Ernest Hemingway’s complaints in the last years of his life of feeling like he was being ‘watched or monitored’ by unseen government forces and his family and friends basically dismissing his claims and writing him off as insane. Well, it turns out..years after his death and once his FBI file became public–Hemingway had been right all along. The FBI documents confirmed in black and white that they had been indeed monitoring him. So he wasn’t ‘paranoid’ after all. Another case like this that comes to mind is the case of the late San Jose Mercury News reporter, Gary Webb..who wrote the controversial investigative series about the CIA being involved in the introduction of crack-cocaine into the South Cenral LA area in the 80’s the precipitated the explosion in the drug epidemic and incarceration rates that are still affecting Black America today. Again…initially, there were virulent denials on the CIA’s part at the time but then, years after, as in the case of Hemingway, they basically admitted that Webb had been right.  So this is what I expect too once I’m dead and gone: to be totally vindicated on claims that today may seem ‘cuckoo’ or ridiculous to most upon hearing them; and though unsubstantiated they may be–again, as I will say time and time again through out this blog–the US government and in particular, the US ‘intelligence’ letter agencies–have a LONG and documented history of these kinds of sick, pscyho activities–in particular, when it comes to black people. Understand me, when I say to you that you cannot and should not judge THEIR mental health as if they were like you.  THEY are NOT. Hopefully. So.. I am also left to ponder why this targeting has been revealed to me, in particular? I’m sure most curious people reading this blog probably are also wondering. Obviously, I can only speculate..and as I do through out this blog but since I, of course, cannot say definitively I may as well give my opinion–I mean, why stop now? I believe that TIs like me are being used. Well, that’s apparent. But to what end? I believe there are those who work in these criminally organized networks that hide behind the title of ‘government’ who know that what they are engaging in is criminal and amoral and may even feel a bit of remorse or guilt for their participation (though apparently not enough to stop or publicly come forward). But instead of personally risking their livelihoods, pensions and possible lives by coming forward as whistle blowers–they prefer to use TIs like me. In effect, I am being used to reveal what these cowards don’t have the moral courage to. This is the kind of rank psychosis and sociopathy that your tax dollars fund. I actually think they believe they are balancing out their criminal deeds by USING innocent people to reveal what’s going on behind the scenes of US govt black ops pogroms. But my thinking is that the worm that they are using as bait is still a sentient creation that has a right to life and they have taken away any choice I or any other TI may have had in the matter. Nothing will absolve them of that crime. Nothing. They have committed a crime to report a crime. But I imagine they feel as I’ve read many of these sociopaths in government opine: The ends justifies the means.

It is also my belief, that multi-generational TIs are artificially paired with one another to then create successive generations of readily available ‘specimens’–in much the same way that lab rats are probably mated or black slaves were deliberately paired to create more slaves for their owners . With this country’s more than troubling racist history,  it really would not surprise me if this government experimentation was implemented because former slave owners wanted to find another profitable ‘use’ for their former property. Yes, I do believe those who think themselves ‘leaders’ are just that psychotic and depraved. The evidence is all around us.

And now when I contemplate some of the people who have come into my life, it would stand to reason that more than likely, they too, are probably also targeted individuals. Though perhaps, blissfully unaware. Not so ironically, most of them shared some kind of military connection; which as I mentioned before, seems to be another re-occurring theme with TIs.  And one, I believe, may have been chosen to be what I’ve heard referred to as a ‘handler’.  Fortunately, for me, she wasn’t a very effective one.

Another oddity that I’ve realized in hindsight–any persons that I worked with in a professional capacity or had any kind of friendships with in the past and lost contact with–I never seem to cross paths with these people later. Old friends from 20 years ago seem to have disappeared into thin air, with no trace. Which I find odd since we are living in the social media age and it seems everybody is on Facebook or Instagram. And although, I have lived in the same area for over 20 years now and have worked many jobs in the area–I have yet to ever run into publicly anyone whom I’ve worked with in the past. Ever. It’s like TIs are insulated in a tightly controlled environment where every interaction or relationship is deliberately manufactured or chosen for us.  Sounds like that movie starring Jim Carey–The Truman Show, doesn’t it? Could fact really be stranger than fiction?


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Observations From 5+ Years Of Being A Target: What Can/Can’t This Stuff Do

—-Originally written in 2012—–

What I Believe This Technology CAN Do:
1. It can read minds–specifically sub-vocalized thoughts–the thoughts that you have that are ‘silently’ verbalized as when we as humans talk to ourselves. But that’s simply b/c of vibrations of the vocal chords in my opinion–tho you are not speaking out loud.
2. It can inject thoughts-random thoughts, thoughts that are antithetical to who you are and what you would normally say or do–I’ve had ridiculous thoughts imagining me licking the toilet or other gross acts I would NEVER normally think about and certainly wouldn’t attempt–All beginning AFTER this targeting experience. Never had these urges or thoughts before. Example: if you mean to think or say black, this technology can cause you think or say white instead. It’s usually just one word phrases or simple concepts and it has always been obvious what is happening. In my experience anyway. It’s irritating but since I always know what I meant to think or say; that’s about as effective as it gets. It cannot in my opinion, alter or change preferences, opinions or beliefs. For example, if I say,”I like black cars” instead of the intended “I like white cars”; if my preference is white cars; this technology is not going to CHANGE my preference. Again, it’s surface and an irritant, at best. 

But after having experienced this, now all of these bizarre tv shows depicting people with weird addictions and extreme hoarding disorders–make ABSOLUTE sense. I would bet money these poor people are targets of involuntary experimentation by the same entities and just don’t realize it. Can you imagine a government so depraved and warped that it would CREATE disorders and illnesses to then turn around to MARKET as entertainment to the american public? (I also believe emphatically the cult classic based on a ‘true story’, Amityville Horror is an example of the use of this technology.) Unbelievable. But after having this experience, I WOULD NOT PUT ANYTHING, and I DO MEAN ANYTHING PAST the US Govt.
3. It can block out visions,as in dreams and inject visuals or distortions into conscious thoughts.
4. It can amplify sound, project sound, clone sound, voices (though I haven’t noticed anything obvious), it can distort sound (understand this is in my opinion ONLY if you have implants)–I don’t believe this works with just the normal directed energy technology but only for those of us implanted. Let me clarify: I believe the sound effects & synthetic emotions or synthetic ‘moods’ that piggyback from externals like fans, motors, water & music are a by-product of the ‘frey effect’ and use electromagnetic pulsed waves–but VOICES-that can understood that sound like regular speaking voices–that capability, in my opinion–is strictly a RESULT OF COVERT IMPLANTS. My ongoing use of earplugs and magnets lets me know that if there is an obstruction in the ear, the ‘chatter’ can be blocked. Completely? No. Enough for the average person to be able to function? Yes.
5. It can control internal organs, manipulate internal organs, cause physical pain, headaches, sickness, bowel problems(diarrhea & constipation), it has been said b/c this technology is radiation-based it can cause long term illnesses that would be associated with cancer causing radiation exposure. It’s also been proposed b/c it can cause accelerated heart rates, it can also cause sudden heart attacks and even death. Not sure if that’s really possible or if that is just more government dis-information b/c I think if they could remotely kill my azz, I would have already been taken ago.
6. It can inject silent or subliminal messages into the brain. I have in the past awakened in the middle of the night to hear parts of subliminal messages.
7. It can be looped 24/7 days a week and can be ‘heard’ running in the background. It sounds to me as if I can hear something turning, reminding me of a computer room with computers or reels going. It can be sped up, the volume can be turned down and at times nothing is heard, especially when it seems that the ‘monitors’ want to hear what is being said, focus on what is being written by me (specifically if i’m reading it to myself) or someone I’m interacting with.
8. It appears this is a computer program for artificial intelligence. The recordings have been apparently stored on a program based on past culling of all of the targets past conversations with the perps who have been dispatched on the ground, these are the daily voices heard (in my case, Janet Lauritsen Beumer/John Beumer/Derek J Beumer)–all responses made by the A.I. computer program is based on the prior culling/mining of targets’ brain processes. It reacts to everything ‘thought’ and said by targets based on what it thinks it ‘knows’ and has been programmed to react/respond to. Anything new or out of the norm is usually not responded to or there is a pause as I’m assuming the computer ‘searches’ for the appropriate response. If there isn’t one, it chooses the closest appropriate response, which of course, is why you have situations like the one I described above with the erroneous response of “you burned your toast”.

What I believe keeps targets from realizing that they are interacting with a computer initially is that the government has the perps record responses from all initial interaction with the target onsite, then I believe all of those responses are saved to a computer program and later when the target thinks or responds to the topics on any of those saved conversations or saved data, the computer replays those pre-recorded responses until i believe the aim is that eventually artificial intelligence will kick in and it will learn and ultimately be able to mimic how the brain processes thoughts. I think as the 24 hour continuous ‘brain-computer interface’ goes on eventually the computer comes to interpret data from the brain b/c of data mining and culling and hence the hope is the end result will be a complete, documented mapping of the brain. So interaction between the a.i. computer and the target is paramount. I am happy that I have thwarted that process. Because NOBODY bothered to ask for my consent– I don’t give a fuck if they NEVER complete the research.

As a matter of fact, these sociopaths don’t deserve to have access to brain-mapping as it’s obvious they lack the morals and integrity to be trusted with this type of advanced knowledge. So it’s apparent that once a target like me discovers they are interacting with a computer, it sort of throws the whole program off but b/c of the lack of caliber (and mental stability) of people involved in conducting these experiments–you can understand why they won’t abort the mission or turn off the computer; they keep it going 24/7 in a desperate effort, in my opinion, to get the target to actually start back interacting with the computer. So the computer is constantly telling me that it’s not a computer, although I figured this out months ago, i’m assuming it’s programmed to get me to interact, apparently by any means necessary. Hasn’t worked and won’t work. Since I now know what the aim is and that I’m dealing with a computer, game over, as far as I’m concerned.

I have no inclination or incentive to interact or even listen. So at this point, I think it’s simply a matter of harassment and containment. I think another facet of this programming is the mapping & projecting of human emotions, based on the basic scientific principles of electromagnetic frequency–each emotion has a frequency–so they can capture the frequency of ‘anger’, then save that to a computer program and then these emotions can be projected onto other human beings. I’ve experienced being angry or sad or despondent suddenly and out of nowhere–the problem is— it FEELS artificial and inorganic. In other words, it doesn’t feel like it’s something emanating from you or natural–so it’s readily identifiable and not effective. But I believe the aim is ultimately ‘mind control’, mood management and/or behavior modification. If they can project a specific particular emotion onto any human being–can they create robotons or people who would do their bidding but who would be totally unaware b/c of the remote nature of the technology? In my personal experience, this doesn’t work. As i said, it FEELS artificial and inorganic. Every time it has been attempted on me I’ve ALWAYS immediately recognized it. Fail.
9. It can cause the sensation of “nudging”. I’ve seen it also referred to as ‘rocking the baby’. It’s now used on me in the place of synthetic bamming and stomping for the most part ( i’m guessing since I always have in-ear headphones on)–the sensation feels like someone is physically nudging or lightly pushing me; it also translates into the sensation that someone is stomping but it feels like it originates inside my body if that can be understood. So I would venture this is based on the stimulation of nerves or neurology of some sort.

What I Believe This Technology CANNOT Do:
1. It cannot, after the initial entrainment, from my experience, ALTER or have you believe something that is totally opposite of what you would normally believe. In effect, it is NOT effective at mind control if that is assumed to be one of it’s aims. Even the synthetic thought implants appear to be temporary and not long term. It has not over the past 9 months altered, changed or modified ANY basic beliefs, thoughts or ideas that I held BEFORE this all started. If anything it has simply re-affirmed and proven true everything that it has sought to denigrate and change. In effect, because of what I believe is the nature and tone of the computer program–totally negative, denigrating and operating in effect as a occupying virus inside a target’s consciousness–the human mind–views it as such–a virus–and i’m sure intuitively ‘realizing’ that it is not supposed to be there–does everything in it’s power to thwart, escape, reject and elude.

I’m not an expert in how the human brain works and certainly don’t propose to be, but I propose just based on my own recent experiences, that the human mind seeks equilibrium and optimal health first and foremost, so when something like this is ‘artificially’ introduced, the mind recognizes it as an outside attack and subsequently seeks to maintain or return to that state of equilibrium. I’m saying that from the perspective of someone who doesn’t have organic mental illness, I know there are those who suffer from it, whether it’s biochemical or from some other type of damage–but for the average brain with no significant maladies or defects, I believe the human brain automatically seeks to right it’s environment. So at the end of the day, at least in my experience, even with 24 hour daily assault with v2k, I can ignore it, thwart it and get around it and ultimately I believe that proves that this sick, twisted attempt at remote mk-ultra-like mind control tactics is a monumental FAILURE.
2. It cannot make you do anything you don’t want to. Again, this is based on my experience. Once I realized what was going on; I simply stopped interacting and believing anything relayed by the ‘chatter’. Currently, I’m cajoled day and night to talk to ‘the voices’, to do something that would be opposite of the norm, and I have NEVER done any of these things. Even when the a.i. tries to be slick and tells me to do something and probably expects me to do it or say just the opposite just b/c I’m resistant to anything it says–I still do what I want to do and ultimately what I have deduced is best for me. Again, FAILURE.
3.It cannot, speaking strictly from my experiences–I repeat, it cannot beam voices into anyone’s brain bypassing the ears. Sounds? Bamming, stomping, mooing, non-descript sounds, loud crashes, simple SOUNDS? Perhaps. Discernible HUMAN VOICES? NOPE. I simply do not believe this. I believe the ONLY people who are experiencing voice to skull technology harassment are those who have been COVERTLY IMPLANTED. Anyone else would not have these same experiences. (tho I do believe directed energy weapons can cause sickness, illness, headaches, and the oft-mentioned ‘clicking noises’ or the frey effect; but i don’t believe that those targets who have not been implanted would be able to hear ‘discernible words or phrases’).

My proof? It’s simple and I’ve said it time and time again. If directed energy weapons or D.E.W. was responsible for my v2k–why would obstructions in the EAR muffle, or even something as simple as me changing the way I hold my tongue—reduce, diminish or EFFECT the sound and/or quality of the voices? If DEW works as it is claimed–it should be able to CIRCUMVENT these attempts on my part to block it out and STILL be able to beam words DIRECTLY into my BRAIN, bypassing my ears completely. From my very real and personal experience, it CANNOT DO THIS. Voice to EAR is the result of Implants. For me, there is no other explanation. Or at the VERY least, Voice to EAR, is the result of covert external sources used to transmit the V2k. Boom. End of debate. For me at least.
4. It cannot MAKE us in and of itself paranoid. Only WE can allow it to manifest it’s negative, constant comments and attempts INTO paranoia. Yes, there are obviously people who are on the other end of the technology who are without morals, conscience or remorse. They are unseen by targets but WE know they are there as these technology keeps working day in and day out. Someone is aware that it is operating and someone is checking the success or lack of success of it. Don’t be fooled. Either daily or weekly. I’d venture daily. I know if there is a day that I say or think how many hours of the day or the percentage of the day that I’m able to ignore or block out ‘the voices’, best believe the next day, there will be a ‘ramping up’ of said voices. Now it’s possible that could be a built in part of the program, but at this point I think it’s an actual person. I’ve heard new voices that I haven’t previously heard on these occasions so again, I believe there are monitors or analysts who check on the ‘progress’ of the program.

But at the end of the day, only targets buying into the paranoia make the program more successful. I’ve read so many targets’ accounts of their experience who actually seem to believe that people in a new town are poisoning them or that all of their neighbors are involved when really I believe it’s nothing more than the power of suggestion. And maybe that’s the difference–I do everything in my power to keep from hearing the v2k so that may be why it hasn’t been effective. I can’t speak for other targets but I can’t understand why anyone in this situation wouldn’t at a very minimum use earplugs. They want us to believe that their powers are greater than they actually are. There are conspirators to be sure but more than likely they are the usual suspects–the cops or some other so-called law enforcement agencies and not ordinary citizens–when I say ‘ordinary’ I mean those who are honest with integrity. There are always those who would DO anything for money and it would seem as if the govt of the US has a special affirmative action outreach program for those types. Funny how a law-abiding, honest citizen probably couldn’t get a callback from these rogue agencies BUT low-life criminals? It’s apparent the FBI & CIA have been using them for decades to do it’s dirty work. Nothing new there. Nice to know they’re at least consistent. Consistently amoral, depraved, criminal and cuntly. But consistent nonetheless.
5. This technology CANNOT make you crazy or drive you to it. Again, the only people I believe would be susceptible to this type of harassment would be people who already have a history of serious mental issues, coupled with undue added stress and children. Most of this program seems to be aimed at children in my opinion. I’ve heard cooing, mooing and other ridiculous sounds that seem like they would be more appropriate for sound effects in a kid’s movie than serious attempts at putting fear in a sane, mentally healthy adult or even one that isn’t the picture of mental health.

Most times I’m left with just a disgust that these people really think this ridiculous crap is actually going to work. It’s irritating AT WORST and comical and pathetic AT IT’S ABSOLUTE BEST. and that’s being charitable. But of course, independent of that, NO government has the right to target it’s citizens with this type of intrusive, morally reprehensible harassment. And ANY government that would deign to engage in this type of criminality–is wholly ILLEGITIMATE AND DESERVES TO BE OVERTHROWN AND DEPOSED. THEY ARE NOT DESERVING OF THE PUBLIC TRUST AND CERTAINLY NOT DESERVING OF POSITIONS OF POWER AND THE RIGHT TO MAKE ANY DECISIONS AS TO THE WELL-BEING OF CITIZENS. THEY ARE SICK, DEPRAVED SOCIOPATHIC BASTARDS THAT NEED TO BE NOT JUST IN QUARANTINE AND LOCKED AWAY IN PRISON, BUT IF POSSIBLE PLACED UNDER THE PRISON!
6. This technology, based on what I’ve experienced, read and discovered since my targeting was revealed over 5 years ago–COULD not be activated initially and maintained non-stop w/o those entities who created it, or without any US military/Intel agencies’ express permission and consent. There is no way I believe anything else. This is the kind of technology that if used by so-called enemies of the state, real or manufactured-well, I don’t even need to go further. Based on what I’ve described as it’s capabilities, you can BET only those agencies, organizations, corporations, government agencies, contractors and proxies, working under either the direct or indirect supervision and with the express permission of the US government–is going to have access to this kind of advanced military grade technology. If some entity–private or governmental—has access to this technology, it’s only because the US military/Intel has given them as much. Believe what you want; but nothing else makes any sense. To me.

As I previously mentioned, one of it’s capabilities I believe is to be able to track you no matter where you go (Global GPS). It’s been operating, pretty much continuously, with few pauses for 5+ years 24/7 whether I’m inside or outside; whether it’s day or night; whether I’m in a moving vehicle, walking, standing, get the picture. It’s humming along, like a well-oiled ‘machine’…Another capability of the initial ‘targeting experience’ is the ‘virtual interrogation’ process that is indicative of some entity having taken the time to CREATE a psychological profile of me & then implement a psychological operations (as in, military Psy OPS) program that is also SPECIFIC to ME—be clear, this is NOT a one-size-fits-all pogrom; it is SPECIFIC and unique to the target. This pogrom homes in on whatever insecurities, fears, opinions, belief system, sexual orientation, dislikes, likes, etc.. that are unique to the target. What worked on me would not work on you and vice versa. What random, street criminal has the time, know-how & resources to implement something like that?

Can you imagine even the most well connected individual criminal coming into contact with mind reading technology on the black market, finding a target, taking the time to move into an apt or home close enough to target and aim this technology towards them day and night, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week FOR MONTHS AND YEARS on end, even if the target moves out of the city, state and in some cases OUT OF THE COUNTRY?!! And this doesn’t even take into consideration that as a target as I go about my day, I HEAR the v2k NO MATTER where I go!

To me—that implies there is a receiver in my body that allows transmission of V2k, no matter what environment I’m in: bus, car, house, apartment, work, home, boat, canoe, alone or within a group. That would indicate satellites to me. (If satellites can beam cable into your home tv receiver non-stop, why would transmitting V2k be such a leap?). And at this time, let me note again: Both the late & former astronaut and congressman, John Glenn & former Ohio congressman, Dennis Kucinich, introduced legislation specifically BANNING this type of technology that could be used from satellites in space on unwitting citizens. Look up the info. It’s certainly out there. And tell me if that is ‘coincidence’? Of course, neither one was able to get the legislation passed as originally intended, but then, is that really surprising? I’m sure there are many, both in the private sector and public sector who are making GOBS of money off of probably ‘selling’ the rights to the highest bidder to experiment on TIs like me.

So..the other red flag for this crime against humanity, hiding in plain sight–is that this topic has been effectively ignored in the mainstream propaganda wing of the government, or as most know it–the news. TIs have been insofar, regulated to a joke punchline or to the outer periphery of polite societal topics;  our claims make even UFO abductees credible to some. ‘Tin Foil Hatter refrains have almost become de rigueur. And the very obvious question I have is why? Why is the thought of this so very preposterous when brought to people’s attention when the US Government has admittedly covertly & illegally been experimenting on US citizens through out MOST of it’s existence? So then, why are TIs made out to be ‘crazies and tin foil hat wearers’? Apparently, this is meant to shut down any credible or serious discussion about the POSSIBILITY that the US government is still up to it’s old tricks. And thus morally and FINANCIALLY liable. See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil. evil, right? lol..And really I’m being charitable because ‘Old tricks’ would imply that they EVER STOPPED engaging in this type of amoral illegality. In my estimation, it has been long past the time for Targeted Individuals to have our very own Frank Church Committee Hearings!

So in the course of this major crime, that has been described by TIs for AT LEAST 30 years now—NOBODY sees, tells or divulges what’s going on? No whistle blowers? No successful lawsuits mounted (even with medical/physical evidence established–look up Brian Wronge’s case) with all of these so-called TI organizations and groups? Do you REALLY believe that as many people who act as informants and snitches for the government everyday that if the average person had knowledge of this kind of technology they wouldn’t be bragging about it to every tom, dick & harry? In my eyes, it’s a case of the dog that didn’t bark. You’ve heard that one, right? Someone broke into a home and I believe it was Sherlock Holmes, who finally deduced it must have been the dog’s owner because the dog had no reaction. There are a lot of non-barking mutts all over the TI phenomena. THERE IS NOBODY BUT the federal government and those specific governmental agencies (or contractors thereof) who have a DOCUMENTED HISTORY of these types of covert, illegal pogroms (FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, DoD,etc)–who would have the $$, the organized criminal network set up, the manpower, the time, the capability to thwart any local, state or federal investigations/legal remedies regarding the harassment, the TECHNOLOGY, and the global capabilities to track a target anywhere he/she goes–even in foreign countries—THE FINGERPRINTS of the US government are WRITTEN ALL OVER THIS harassment and targeting.

THIS IS Co-INTELPRO, MK-ULTRA, Non-consensual human experimentation and advanced military top secret ‘non-lethal’ weapons testing ALL ROLLED INTO 1! And even with all those resources at it’s disposal and the online organized campaign to dis-inform and confuse–there are STILL those of us who have been targeted who have in the past and will continue to in the future, tell our stories. And who thwart the technology. Daily. All of the time, energy and money funneled into insidious pogroms such as this, probably to the tune of TRILLIONS—-could, in a LEGIT DEMOCRACY be spent to HELP humanity. But you should know by now if you have read a good portion of this blog that there is ANYTHING but democracy residing in the US. Fact.
7. It cannot, in my opinion, kill targets.  Of course, the only beings who  definitively know whether what are commonly referred to as directed energy weapons ultimately cause fatal diseases & maladies in TIs subjected to them for years and even decades on end; are, for obvious reasons, not going to share that info with us.   Although I now wholeheartedly believe my targeting began at birth; I don’t have any tangible memories as an adult I can recall of being directly physically affected by what is more than likely covert military-grade technology until around 1999 when one day out of the blue— my leg’s, while walking down the street, suddenly wouldn’t move. I felt like I was paralyzed and I was walking like someone with cerebral palsy. I remember it vividly, because I was on my lunch break in downtown San Diego and it took me most of my one hour lunch break to struggle back to the office. I don’t know in hindsight how I did it, but I did. And it never happened again. Now I think it was directed energy weapons.  As far as it being a slow-kill pogrom, Hiram Girard, I believe has been complaining about his targeting for decades and he’s in his 80’s now; so if it is slow kill, doesn’t seem as if it’s killing anymore than anything else. I personally think that if a TI can get beyond the initial shock and trauma once the organized gang stalking and even the ‘chatter’ portion of the pogrom are introduced–then the rest is cake. You can pretty much deal with anything they throw at you.
8. It is NOT infallible. The voice to skull in my case has been thwarted at various times with in-ear headphones that drown out the voices, in ear cotton, rolled up paper towel that ACTUALLY muffled the voices (which is why i wholeheartedly believe this is nothing more than ear implants)-if this technology could entrain my brain or anyone elses for that matter and beam voices directly into it WITHOUT the use of implants or some type of receiver apparently in the ear area–why would anything obstructing the ear canal BLOCK or MUFFLE the voices? They should have been JUST as clear as before I put these obstructions in the ear if they were simply beamed in via d.e.w.? I believe that there is probably more than one set of implants in me, but this muffling of the sound lets me know that at least one set of implants is located in the left ear region. Another curious capability having to do with the ears which supports my theory–whatever is in my ear can actually physically move my inner ear to in effect ‘push out’ my headphones. This has happened on several occasions. Of course, it could just be the basic capability of the technology that also allows remote control of internal organs & that also can cause the rapid heartbeats that most TIs describe, but again, the muffling of voices is what makes me absolutely positive my ear implant theory is on the mark.
9. Another part and parcel of this harassment is the actual ‘stalking’ & harassment by feet on the ground. Some targets report neighbors, friends, acquaintances, co-workers, and even some family engage in harassment. In my case, the only obvious harassment I have witnessed is the local San Diego cops continuously cruising back and forth and their conspicuously showing up where ever I am, rolling in caravans basically. In my original blog,, which was suddenly deleted by Google in 2015, I had many posts that detailed my early stalkings and followings by the local SD police dept, that included license plates numbers because I have no problem with writing that info down. I name names and will continue to do so. Again, the modus operandi of the criminals in the employ of the state seems to be ignore people like me anyway; so why not? Utilizing ‘public employees’, seems to be the preferred method for government targeting operations, as I’ve had issues with the USPS since this all was ramped up in 2010. As far as the cops; it doesn’t work b/c I know they cannot arrest me for anything, as I’ve done nothing criminal or wrong. I’ve even seen a cop, just happen to roll up to the bus stop I was waiting at and just sit there. These type of bully/intimidation tactics are employed almost daily whenever I’m out and about. And there is no doubt they have been enlisted by the whomever is conducting this harassment.

Another tactic used, which is also connected to the local San Diego Police Dept, most likely under federal supervision–is the use of what are clearly black & white helicopters, hovering near my apt and in effect following me from my bus stop to the coffeehouse where I usually use the wi-fi to log onto my computer. This tactic was used recently for a good month but as of late, hasn’t been used as much. I’m assuming in all of these instances; the aim is to use local ‘law’ enforcement (or crime enforcement, as I like to rightfully call them) in a menacing way to scare or intimidate me. It does neither. While they are wasting time and tax payer money following me-there are REAL criminals at work. THEM. Since I have committed no crimes & pose no threat to national security and since they nor those at the federal level who are no doubt directing their activities, have even had the balls to DIRECTLY contact or approach me accusing me of such–then why would I be worried? We all know who is really committing crimes here. And the fact that they are acting covertly and in the shadows, indicates to me that even as a TI, I apparently STILL have the upper hand. Otherwise, why hide? A simple question and the US government’s attempts to hide and lie about the existence of pogroms like this, gives me the only answer I need. They may not be scared of me but they are undoubtedly scared of something.

Ultimately, I believe that the government is simply using TIs like me as involuntary ‘lab rats’ to test the efficacy of this technology. What better way to ‘test’ diabolical toys made with the tiny dick boy in mind who is eternally struggling with over compensation & projection issues, than to find ‘disposables’ like me? People, that in their psychologically crippled, racist and fascist minds, are expendable? Fortunately, I know I am neither–disposable or expendable. The great thing about black people, besides our history of spinning shit into gold; is that we are some of THE most resilient and mentally strong people on the planet. Until this targeting was revealed to me, I didn’t realize how much of a bad (as in good) mofo I really am. So I must thank the nazi sociopaths for that, if nothing else. But I will still seek justice and RECOMPENSE. For me, my existing affected family members, both here and those who have passed on, whom I believe were also Targeted Individuals unacknowledged. Again, I don’t believe I am the only TI in my family. Simply the only one it’s been revealed to.

Again, this isn’t a government as much as it is an ORGANIZED CRIMINAL ENTERPRISE. It is clear that the Targeting Phenomena is not isolated to the US. I believe this particular crime, to be just one of a myriad of global criminal joint efforts being carried out by many ‘governments’. This story, my story is being played out all over the world. Just type in any of these phrases and see for yourself: Directed Energy Weapons, Ultra-low frequency weapons (ULF), Extremely-low frequency weapons (ELF), Voice to Skull, which is alternately called the Voice of god; the Frey Effect, Psychotronics, Punitive Psychiatry, CIA’s Mk-ULTRA, Mind Control, Organized Gang Stalking, Remote Neural Monitoring, Synthetic Emotions, and of course, Targeted Individuals. There are others, just like me, being targeted and remotely harassed and monitored all over the globe. The particulars or the details of each Targets’ experiences may differ; but the basic protocols and tactics used seem to be the same across the board–as if those engaged in this are following STANDARD  OPERATING PROCEDURES. It has also been purported that the US has been sharing this technology with it’s allies and you will see MOST of the complaints about organized targeting are coming from industrialized nations.

The kicker for me of all of this is: NONE Of the tactics used has effectively worked to intimidate me nor will they EVER work. I don’t fear criminals, especially psychopathic, criminally insane ones. I know I’m on the righteous side of this fight and I KNOW I, along with all of the other targets, WILL WIN. For the government to actually believe any of this: the v2k, the stalking, monitoring, the co-intelpro elements, the non consensual experimentation, the stalking by local gestapo–NONE of this will work or deter or change or stop me from seeking justice against these monsters. Not ONE iota. And none of this will keep the wrath of karma from raining down on your demonic heads. Why these morons seriously believe that in the history of humanity they will succeed at getting away with crimes against humanity that others have tried to get away with–is beyond me. While they publicly, hypocritically applaud the bombing of Libya, Afghanistan, Iraq, and now Syria b/c of the supposed human rights abuses of murdered leaders like Gaddafi–they ARE COVERTLY, behind the scenes, COMMITTING ATROCITIES A ZILLION TIMES WORST THAN ANYTHING PREVIOUSLY SEEN IN THE HISTORY OF MANKIND.

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The Controllers…

I came across the below website, The Controllers, by Martin Cannon, which gives incredible insight into the mentally depraved beings who created the US government pogrom that I believe I was involuntary added to at birth.  I’ve copied from the site some excerpts that seem to apply most to my particular targeting experience. I’m not sure when the information was originally written but so many of the outlined programs & technologies; along with their respective capabilities I’m sure will sound eerily familiar to other Targeted Individuals, as they do with me. It’s amazing what a little ‘power’ and a LOT of psychosis can accomplish.

But as you read the below I’d like to caution against believing EVERYTHING written as 100% truth. I would take it with a grain of salt. Know that some may be absolutely true & as a TI, I can attest to at least some of the listed capabilities of this technology to be true–but also keep in mind, that Empire (which is what we are dealing with) will always happily disclose their ‘successes’ but  rarely disclose the failures. So while, some of what is written on the Controller’s site may in fact be true–I would assume that the cases mentioned and the technology and tactics outlined–are probably the results of a million failures.

And when I consider hypnosis, though I’m admittedly not an ‘expert’, I would also think that like anything else dealing with the human mind & psyche–it would have varied results based on the individual. In other words: not all people are equally suggestible and as such, not every person would have reacted as ‘favorably’ to the goals and objectives of the ‘spy-cientists’ as for example, one of the most publicized cases of ‘successful’ mind control— Cathy O’Brien. 

(While Cannon calls these cretins spy-cientists, I just call them what they obviously are/were: mentally deranged psychopaths hiding behind ‘legitimate’ science.)

Jose Delgado’s PHYSICAL CONTROL OF THE MIND: TOWARD A PSYCHOCIVILISED SOCIETY[25] remains the sole, full-length, popularly-written work on intracerebral implants and electronic stimulation of the brain (ESB). (The book’s ominous title and unconvincing philosophical rationales for mass mind control prompted an unfavorable public reaction — which may have deterred other researchers from publishing on this theme for a general audience.) While subsequent work has long since superceded the techniques described in this book, Delgado’s achievements were seminal. His animal and human experiments clearly demonstrate that the experimenter can electronically induce emotions and behavior: Under certain conditions, the extremes of temperament — rage, lust, fatigue, etc. — can be elicited by an outside operator as easily as an organist might call forth a C-major chord. Delgado writes: “Radio stimulation of different points in the amygdala and hippocampus in the four patients produced a variety of effects, including pleasant sensations, elation, deep, thoughtful concentration, odd feelings, super relaxation, colored visions, and other responses.”[26] The evocative phrase “colored vision” clearly indicates remotely-induced hallucination; we will detail later how these hallucinations may be “controlled” by an outside operator. Speaking in 1966 — and reflecting research undertaken years previous — Delgado asserted that his experiments “support the distasteful conclusion that motion, emotion, and behavior can be directed by electrical forces and that humans can be controlled like robots by push buttons.”[27] He even prophesied a day when brain control could be turned over to non-human operators, by establishing two-way radio communication between the implanted brain and a computer[28]. Of one experimental subject, Delgado notes that “the patient expressed the successive sensations of fainting, fright and floating around. These ‘floating’ feelings were repeatedly evoked on different days by stimulation of the same point…”[29] … In a fascinating series of experiments, Delgado attached the stimoceiver to the tympanic membrane, thereby transforming the ear into a sort of micro- phone. An assistant would whisper “How are you?” into the ear of a suitably “fixed” cat, and Delgado could hear the words over a loudspeaker in the next room. The application of this technology to the spy trade should be readily apparent. According to Victor Marchetti, The Agency once attempted a highly- sophisticated extension of this basic idea, in which radio implants were attached to a cat’s cochlea, to facilitate the pinpointing of specific conversations, freed from extraneous surrounding noises[31]. Such “advances” exacerbate the already-imposing level of Twentieth-Century paranoia: Not only can our phones be tapped and mail checked, but even TABBY may be spying on us! Yet the ramifications of this technology may go even deeper than Marchetti indicates. I presume that if a suitably-wired subject’s inner ear can be made into a microphone, it can also be made into a loudspeaker — one possible explanation for … “voices” … . … Indeed, not many years after Delgado’s experiments with the cat, Ralph Schwitzgebel devised a “bug-in-the-ear” via which the therapist — odd term, under the circumstances — can communicate with his subject[33].

Source: 33. Alan W. Scheflin and Edward M. Opton, Jr., THE MIND MANIPULATORS (London: Paddington Press, 1978), 347.

Perhaps the most disturbing wanderer into this mind-field is Joseph A. Meyer, of the National Security Agency, the most formidable and secretive component of America’s national security complex. Meyer has proposed implanting roughly half of all Americans arrested — not necessarily convicted — of any crime; the numbers of “subscribers” (his euphemism) would run into the tens of millions. “Subscribers” could be monitored continually by computer wherever they went. Meyer, who has carefully worked out the economics of his mass-implantation system, asserts that taxpayer liability should be reduced by forcing subscribers to “rent” the implant from the State. Implants are cheaper and more efficient than police, Meyer suggests, since the call to crime is relentless for the poor “urban dweller” — who, this spook-scientist admits in a surprisingly candid aside, is fundamentally unnecessary to a post- industrial economy. “Urban dweller” may be another of Meyer’s euphemisms: He uses New York’s Harlem as his model community in working out the details of his mind-management system[44].

Source: 44. Scheflin and Opton, THE MIND MANIPULATORS, 351-353; Tackwood, THE GLASS HOUSE TAPES, 228.

WAVE YOUR BRAIN GOODBYE (So we used to be called ‘Wavies’?)

‘Every Senator and Congressional representative has a “wavie” file. So do many state representatives. Wavies have even pled their case to private institutions such as the Christic Institute[69]. And who are the wavies? They claim to be victims of clandestine bombardment with non-ionizing radiation — or microwaves. They report sudden changes in psychological states, alteration of sleep patterns, intracerebral voices and other sounds, and physiological effects. Most people never realize how many wavies there are in this country. I’ve spoken to a number of wavies myself. Are these troubled individuals seeking an exterior rationale for their mental problems? Maybe. Indeed, I’m sure that such is the case in many instances. But the fact is that the literature on the behavioral effects of microwaves, extra-low-frequencies (ELF) and ultra-sonics is such that we cannot blithely dismiss ALL such claims.’

Well it goes without saying that ‘intracerebral voices’ sounds a lot like Voice to Skull or V2k. Or maybe it bears repeating here.

Another interesting article I stumbled upon covers the story of Ted Kaczynski, also dubbed ‘the Unabomber’–who was convicted of a series of mail bombings to universities and airlines over an almost 20 year period that resulted in 3 deaths and numerous injuries.  His story has been relegated to the annals of the well-worn historical ‘lone-nut’ category and he has for the most part, simply been written off as mentally ill by most media accounts. But his story is of interest to me because of what allegedly happened to him as a young student at Harvard in the late 50’s and the reason for his subsequent turn to terrorist bombings–Kaczynski was used as a test subject in experiments that according to reports, partially were used to gauge how well people react under ‘stress’.

One of the primary reasons his story is compelling is of course my belief that I, along with other TIs are also being used as involuntary test subjects in ongoing, life long US government sponsored experiments; but another curious aspect of my interest is that I have also noticed that middle-aged black women seem to be disproportionately represented among those publicly complaining of Targeting and I have wondered if it is  because those conducting these experiments are attempting to discover something ABOUT black women as a particular demographic. But what? Perhaps there is a clue in another article I came upon that indicated that researchers had determined that black women as a group seemed to handle long-term stress better than other groups. And since it is well documented that white men have the highest rates of suicide in the world and black women, conversely, the lowest–I wonder if one of the objectives of our targeting experience is to gauge WHY it is that black women handle long-term stress better than others?

Through research at the Murray Center and in the Harvard archives I found that, among its other purposes, Henry Murray’s experiment was intended to measure how people react under stress. Murray subjected his unwitting students, including Kaczynski, to intensive interrogation — what Murray himself called “vehement, sweeping, and personally abusive” attacks, assaulting his subjects’ egos and most-cherished ideals and beliefs. (sounds like Voice to Skull)..

….Michael Mello, a professor at Vermont Law School, is the author of He and William Finnegan, a writer for The New Yorker, have suggested that Kaczynski’s brother, David, his mother, Wanda, and their lawyer, Tony Bisceglie, along with Kaczynski’s defense attorneys, persuaded many in the media to portray Kaczynski as a paranoid schizophrenic. To a degree this is true. Anxious to save Kaczynski from execution, David and Wanda gave a succession of interviews from 1996 onward to The Washington Post, The New York Times, and Sixty Minutes, among other outlets, in which they sought to portray Kaczynski as mentally disturbed and pathologically antisocial since childhood.

( The last portion of this sentence stood out to me, because I am sure that many who have known me in my life could describe me in much the same way.  Maybe not pathologically antisocial but definitely extremely so. So again, it leads me to the conclusion that what I have always previously thought was simply a personality ‘quirk’ may instead be a carefully manufactured and covertly managed US government experiment result that was supposed to set me up for some kind of use down the line.)

Acute stress disorder happens soon after the traumatic event and lasts for a month or less. Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) lasts for more than 3 months and may begin within a few days of an event, or may happen later, sometimes as long as 30 to 40 years after an event.

Signs and Symptoms

Stress can cause many symptoms, both physical and mental:

  • Headache
  • High blood pressure
  • Rapid heartbeat
  • Chest pain
  • Upset stomach
  • Insomnia
  • Tight muscles or muscle aches
  • Teeth grinding
  • Depression
  • Weight loss or gain
  • Mood swings
  • Inability to concentrate
  • Anger
  • Withdrawal from friends and family
  • Worrying

Interestingly, some of the symptoms of purported PTSD also could be caused by directed energy weapons–headaches, rapid heartbeat, insomnia, muscle aches & withdrawal from friends and family. Could it be that the US misnomered ‘intel’ agencies are trying to manufacture the appearance of PTSD in Targeted Individuals?


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