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Covert & Illegal Experimentation on Black People Is As Amerikan As Apple Pie…

Some More US Government Sponsored Experiments

This is just one of the most extreme and grotesque examples of what has been done to black people by psychological cripples passing as human in the US.

Author Harriet Washington details a long documented history of medical experiments on specifically black people in her well-researched book, Medical Apartheid.

Another instance of the medical establishment using black people as involuntary guinea pigs is the story of Henrietta Lacks. I’m sure most of us have read her story.

I don’t have the space, time nor energy right now to list here at length the experiments that were REVEALED; because you can believe that there are probably 20 times more that have YET to fully come to light–including the Targeted Individual Phenomena. (I will come back and fill this space with details as time permits.)

But I have to post the below You Tube video featuring another horrific and barbaric incidence of the US government, in concert with the medical establishment, covertly experimenting on unsuspecting black people. This  now deceased man, Vertus Hardiman, was used as a young boy in radiation experiments that literally left him with a gaping HOLE in his skull. We are dealing with sick, barbaric bastards who need to pay for these crimes against humanity. This man may have forgiven them but I will NEVER forget nor forgive.


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Curious ‘Coincidences’..or Orchestrated Red Flags?

There was a US Customs Lawsuit brought by black women who alleged that they had been racially profiled & wrongly searched and harassed by US Customs in various US airports while traveling to and from the Caribbean. I was definitely one of these women. I traveled to the small island of Dominica, to meet up with my son and his grandparents in 1993 and like these other black women, I was detained by US customs at the Newark International Airport, interrogated in a room as if I was a criminal and then followed and watched by walkie-talkie carrying men, while I waited for the shuttle to take me to Irvington, NJ, where I was going to visit a cousin of mine. I was livid and complained to anyone and everyone for weeks about that. But at the time, the possibility of suing, never crossed my mind. In retrospect, if I had of been presented with the opportunity to join the lawsuit, I certainly would have.

For those whom don’t know the backstory: The US customs preceded TSA & were responsible for examining and searching passenger luggage at US airports. A group of black women brought a lawsuit against them for what they saw, rightfully so, as illegal targeting and racial profiling of disproportionately black women, simply because they were black and it was ‘assumed’ they were being used as drug mules or runners. I haven’t looked at the specifics of the case (and after searching online for more info, I came up empty-handed); only that I saw some of these women on Oprah, I believe, and was dumbstruck because I was thinking I should have been a party to that lawsuit but had heard nothing about it til of course, after it was over. Again, curiously, another lawsuit for legitimate grievances that I should have been a party to that I missed out on. And the funny thing is my mom and I have always been up on current news and reading the the newspaper, yet, this lawsuit, totally escaped our attention.

Curious, isn’t it? Or is it? I will tell you that after having all of this revealed to me, I no longer believe in coincidences. Not even slightly. Repeating patterns are in my opinion, the universe or someone in it, trying to get your attention—to start paying attention. Especially since this wasn’t the only lawsuit that I should & could have been a party to–there was also a Norplant lawsuit, that i also curiously missed out on. I was implanted with the birth control device which was implanted at a Planned Parenthood clinic while I lived and went to school in Saginaw, Michigan. Again, I didn’t hear about a suit being brought by a group of other women who had been implanted with Norplant, til years after the suit was over. Online. So since I don’t believe ‘coincidences’, I’m sure there are more. Is the the US government trying to tell me something? Can I expect them to quietly settle with other Targeted Individuals and I find that out years later too? I don’t think so. At some point, I expect to file a lawsuit on my own. I won’t wait for a class action lawsuit. But maybe that’s the lesson to be learned.

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Do I Think I Was I Randomly Chosen As a T.I.?

NOTE: This is a work in progress and I will continue to add to it as time allows—until I believe it gives a fuller picture of what I believe is the genesis of my Targeting experience. I don’t claim to know it all or have any concrete proof–but then, that is the hallmark of all covert US government documented black ops pogroms–most victims are oblivious to their participation or involvement until years & decades later–if, ever. But as we have seen in the past, The Tuskegee Experiment, MK-ULTRA, CoINtelpro & Jonestown, Guyana, to name just a few of  nefarious, covert US government-funded operations, were not revealed to the general public until long after their supposed cessation. I emphasize ‘supposed’ because I don’t believe any of the aforementioned pogroms were actually completely halted–simply merged with or morphed into other programs; had names/acronyms changed & operations funneled to contractors. I would bet my life that each of these pogroms is still operating today in some form or another.

Do I believe I have been randomly chosen as a US Government/military involuntary human guinea pig? Absolutely NOT. It is my belief, that those of us who are being subjected to the Targeting phenomena; are anything but random. But I also believe that what our targeting experiences are intended to convey to the general public is, that ordinary ‘citizens’, at anytime, can be scooped up into the rubric of this post 9-11 Police State.In other words: our targeting experiences are meant to scare the shit out of the rest of the populace as a WARNING as to what could happen to you if you DARE get out of line. That’s the intent anyway, I believe.

I used to think along those lines too—especially after 2001 and what I saw as the uptick of draconian and gestapo-like US policies that seemed to me to be aimed , in particular, at people who shared my opinions & worldviews. Views that I realize a lot of US citizens would consider ‘radical’ or ‘extremist’. Of course, radical and extremist are relative terms. But let me clarify my particular worldviews: I’m more likely to fall on the political continuum of let’s say former congressional representatives Dr. Cynthia Mckinney and  Dennis Kucinich than I am a Barack Obama or Hitlery Clinton. I would say I’m waaaay left of center of the latter two, who in my opinion, are no different in deeds than George Bush or Dick Cheney. They are the flip side of the same tin coin.

Now I don’t want this to become a referendum on my political views because I believe they are in fact, irrelevant to my targeting; in as much, as they probably were developed as a RESULT of my targeting and not the cause of it. I’ll get into why I say that later.

So right now in 2015, I can say unequivocally that I believe people who share my views were made to be visible targets so that the public would then invariably believe that we had DONE OR SAID something to run afoul of the US government crime enforcement apparatus and thus would easily accept our reported harassment as ultimately OUR FAULT.

And I initially believed the same when I first became aware of my targeting in 2010, while living in LA. I had a cursory knowledge of the FBI’s CoINTELPRO and of course, having been in the military, the interrogation portion of my V2k, instinctively struck me as Military Psy Ops..and when I say ‘interrogation’ I mean, that i audially heard a voice of what sounded like a white male, asking me all kinds of questions about my beliefs, opinions, my sexuality, and even accusing me of being a pedophile and wanting to have sex with my adult son–yes, sick and depraved–and the entire time I’m being ‘grilled’–I never saw who was speaking to me. It was a literally a virtual interrogation.  But back to what I was thinking at that time–obviously I was in shock and confused as to what was happening; and I also was solely focused on recent history (9/11) and at the time thought that maybe this was the reason for my targeting and being singled out. But since then, I’ve started to remember strange occurrences in my childhood that I had forgotten about and I am now convinced that…

My targeting & harassment didn’t begin in 2010 or even in 2001, in the aftermath of the supposed ‘terrorist’ attack on NYC and the subsequent passage of the US Patriot Act–I believe my V2k & 24/7 monitoring & harassment, which was DELIBERATELY & pointedly revealed to me back in 2010;  is simply the CULMINATION of what is more than likely LIFE LONG targeting & covert, black ops experimentation by elements of the US Government ‘Intel’ Agencies and those operating in concert with them. In my opinion, this is just another phase of what is undoubtedly U.S. government-sponsored & funded, illegal and covert experimentation that probably began at birth–for me, I’m pretty sure of…but since it’s highly unlikely that the US government would spend time, energy and resources on the covert experimentation of a single person or even a single family–this is probably also true for MILLIONS of other TIs born in the US & abroad.

So what do I mean by that? It means, in my opinion, based on what I recall as ‘oddities’ from my childhood that never really made sense UNTIL now & other parallel experiences of other immediate family members; it leads me to emphatically believe that my whole immediate family, including my mother, sisters and son; to also be life long targeted individuals. How far back in my family this goes is the only question I have; but there is no doubt, in my mind, that this, like the infamous Tuskegee Experiment and the lesser publicized MK-ULTRA, is multi-generational, and ongoing.

So again, I don’t believe that TIs are being randomly singled out. I believe what TIs are experiencing is just another instance of what has been the long & documented US sponsored Nazi experimentation on black people, in particular, that has been going on since blacks were kidnapped and enslaved in this country. Yes, I believe in jumping into the deep end. No need to pussyfoot around. And this is not a revolutionary opinion, nor is this subject matter new. It’s been written about many times, in many quarters. In my opinion, one of the most impressive and exhaustive books on the topic is Harriet Washington’s, Medical Apartheid.

So why am I the only one in my family whom they chose to reveal this to? Because, trust me; I could have been kept in the dark probably til death and just like most, would have internalized the bad luck and seemingly bad choices I continually made. I could have continued to think that my life long insecurities and social phobias about life long medical ailments were ‘just life’. That my seemingly chosen social isolation and lack of intimacy was something that had solely been decided by me. And not CHOSEN for me. Why do I believe the US govt/military or elements of the US govt/military would waste vast resources and time on ordinary people like me? My gut feeling is simply as a ‘controlled sample’. I think they want to ostensibly ‘monitor’ how we would react in life and to then set up what many in my position have been set up for: prostitution or sex work or strategic placement in certain employment or job positions, i.e. entertainment, politics, military, law enforcement or public health.

I also believe that a lot of those who are targeted as children end up being used by organized pedophile rings specifically set up for use by US government officials, like those chronicled in the book, The Franklin Scandal; as well, as used as drug couriers or low level drug dealers or gang members; I also believe some end up being famous celebs whose names we know well; as well as those who become accused high profile lone wolf or lone ‘nut’ patsies in infamous crimes. There are many in history who fit this profile. I will name just the ones I can think of off the top of my head: Charles Manson, Lee Harvey Oswald, James Earl Ray, Ted Kaczynski, more popularly known as ‘the Unabomber’ & John Hinckley, just to name a few of the most infamous. I also believe the theory postulated best by late author Dave McGowan: that a lot of the most notorious US-born serial and spree murderers were also unaware government guinea pigs & Targeted Individuals. In a nutshell, this is a multi-generational US government-sponsored covert mind control pogrom that I believe uses psychological trauma to stunt or thwart the independent growth potential of TIs–then deliberately and in a calculated manner releases them out onto the population and later ostensibly swoops in to ‘save the day’. The Hegelian Doctrine at it’s most diabolical.

I believe from very early on, TIs are subjected to massive and varying amounts or combinations of psychological, sexual and sometimes physical trauma to ensure psychological trauma at varying levels of functionality. It could be trauma based on life long or sudden medical conditions or ailments; or perhaps trauma from sexual molestation/assault or perhaps a child will develop abandonment issues because of a physically absent parent or a physically present but emotionally distant parent or because of a drug-addicted parent. The possibilities are as endless as the human condition. I believe the ultimate aim of this insidious nazi pogrom is to produce emotionally and psychologically stunted humans who are easily led, manipulated and controlled. All the while this is done covertly so that individual TIs are not even aware that the manufactured trauma-based programming is going on. They invariably probably end up thinking they are just screw ups or that a life of poor decisions are their own ‘fault’.

I believe I was ‘flagged’ in life from the very beginning. Born in Lima, a small town in northwestern Ohio, my birth certificate curiously lists me and my parents as ‘white’. If you could see my parents and I, I’m sure you would wonder how in the hell that kind of ‘mistake’ took place?  We are all clearly black. Clearly.  There is actually an addendum to the original birth certificate with the corrected race changed to ‘black’–but again, you have to wonder how this happened in the first place? It’s not like I was born at the turn of the 20th century. It was 1967 but I didn’t discover this odd piece of personal history until decades later after I had to send off for my birth certificate as most of us invariably do for identification purposes. Imagine my surprise.

If they had of looked at either of my parents; it would have been obvious from the beginning. My mom used to say that she thought it was a ‘simple’ case of racist notions because my father’s profession was not one at that time usually held by blacks. But if that was a plausible explanation; why is it that whomever filled in this information not only made assumptions about my father’s race but then subsequently also had to make a conscious decision to change mine and my mother’s race to ostensibly ‘match’ his? I now tend to think that my flagging in the system had less to do with my dad’s vocation than something more sinister.

Paranoid or reaching? Maybe. But in the 40 years since, there have been a lot of ‘strange occurrences’ in my life that prior to 2010, I would have just chalked up to random or curious ‘oddities’. Hind sight is indeed 20/20. Now, I believe all are related to what I now know to be lifelong covert & illegal experimentation by the US government. The reason I believe this is true, particularly in my case, is because I recall one of the most memorable ‘oddities’ of my youth is dreaming regularly about becoming a prostitute. This has always struck me as strange and it never made any sense til my targeting was revealed to me.

Now this fact would be strange enough by itself but my younger sister also used to constantly ‘joke’ about robbing banks. I  always thought it extremely odd that a young girl would keep saying something that screwball. Even as a joke. This was probably in the 80’s. And though I never took my sister’s ‘joke’ seriously, again it always struck me as odd and stuck in my mind. Now, of course, I didn’t end up as a  prostitute nor did my sister end up ‘setting it off’ robbing banks, but you have to admit these incredibly odd memories are more than a little suspect; especially since we were never around any known criminals. And if someone was criminally-inclined, I certainly don’t recall anyone close to us verbalizing it so it wouldn’t have been anything I heard that would have given us ‘ideas’ so there really is no plausible explanation as to why we both had these odd child & teenage thoughts.

That is, until I started reading up on declassified US government/military mind control tactics used in pogroms like Mk-ULTRA and then additionally learning about standard cult programming methodologies–this info then put my reoccurring teenage dreams in context. I’ve also had the UFO-sighting experience that so many people through out the years have described–I was about 12 and spending the summer in Ohio at the time and remember waking up in the middle of the night and looking out of a bedroom window and believing what i could have sworn was a UFO; I ran outside in my pajamas and recall barely dodging an oncoming car driving down the street as i tried to view the object in the sky. Years later, I recall another dream I had while a college student, dabbling in poetry and dreaming one night about a clear vision of some unknown large ‘encyclopedic-looking’ book and feeling the urge to get up and write down what I ‘saw’ in my dream. As for dreaming about being a prostitute–I now believe these thoughts were ‘fed’ to me, in the same way that words & phrases are being externally fed to me now via what is largely known as V2k. I’m not sure about the UFO experience–I recall at the time, it being a real experience, but from the cursory reading I’ve done about UFO sightings and skeptics; it’s possible that what I recall was simply a dream. Not sure. And I honestly have no way of knowing definitively if V2k was used on ME & my family during my youth and young adulthood in the 70’s & 80’s, but I wouldn’t be surprised one bit if I was to find out it was. The public exposure of CoINTEPRO & Mk-ULTRA during the Frank Church Committee Hearings in 77 I believe, revealed what desperate lengths elements of the US government were willing to go to keep the general populace, and in particular, the black populace, in check. And so based on their own declassified documents–mind control was considered a legitimate objective.  Do I have proof that I was indeed a TI in my youth? Of course not..but my theory is just as plausible as any other. Especially since most of the nefarious & criminal US government activity referenced by Targeted Individuals like me, is based not on simple conjecture and fantasy;  but on declassified documents revealed by the US government itself.

I also notice that a LOT of Targeted IndividuaIs share a military connection. Several of my male family members were former military: both my father and my sister’s father were former military vets; as am I. I’m not sure if we are lured into the military where this military grade technology (specifically nano implants) is implanted somehow or if there is another reason; but I’ve read too many other TI testimonies from people who also share the military background for me to believe that this is coincidence or random. 30+ years ago, I would have thought you mad had you told me I would have even considered joining the Army.

I knew I wanted to be an artist from the age of 12 and was pretty much confident that I was going to college to major in art. I recall actually thinking as a teen that people joining the military were not very smart & believed that I would never be ‘desperate’ enough to choose that option. Yes, snob I was and obviously at that time, had no idea that I would soon join those ‘desperate’ ranks. Years later, a confluence of circumstances that in hindsight I don’t believe were random (as you can probably tell, I no longer believe in ‘coincidences’)–sent me into the US Army at the age of 17. And while I tested pretty high on the military standardized test ASFAB, I felt coerced by my then recruiter into choosing an administrative job, 71 Lima as my MOS (an acronym that stands for Military Occupational Specialty & as I write this I’m also noticing another ‘coincidence’–I enlisted at the age of 17 (reverse of 71) while living in Lima, Ohio. Funny I never noticed that before.)…Another flag?…

But I digress..anyway, I was basically corralled into choosing to be what I considered to be a glorified secretary, when that is the LAST job I would have normally been interested in; but in fairness I did join the Army under the ‘buddy system’ with my cousin and she had already chosen that MOS so maybe that was the reason for forcing me to choose that particular MOS. Today, I don’t recall if that was explained to me at the time, but that would make sense. An interesting side story to my military story: I really hadn’t had much of a relationship with my 1st cousin whom I ended up going into the military with under the buddy system prior to my senior year in school, since we were raised in different states and I really was never really close to my paternal side of the family; but the irony is that we both got out of the military earlier than our contracted exits (we both ended up pregnant) and since that time, over 30 years ago, we still haven’t had much of a relationship. Which I think is another hallmark of this programming–they want you to be as estranged from other family members as possible so that you cannot effectively ‘compare notes’. I am quite positive based on what I do know about my cousins’ life since the military, that she too, more likely than not, is also a TI.

But thinking about my state of mind at 17, though I wasn’t thrilled about the MOS I felt foisted on me; I recall being excited about being able to live outside the country and the prospect of travel. I was young, oblivious and certainly hadn’t developed any sort of political or worldview at that time.  In fact, my mother had to sign for me since I was a minor. She knew that I wasn’t in her words, ‘military material’ but I can be headstrong and felt at that time that the only way that I would be able to afford college, was to join the military and qualify for college money. At least at the time, that’s what I believed: that these were my own desires and thoughts.

I’m sure many, many young and poor and in particular, of color youth find themselves in the same position each year. I know I’m not alone on that. In retrospect though & practically speaking, I could have also just as easily enrolled in the local community college and I certainly would have qualified for federal grants to pay for school without ever having to enlist in the military. Millions of kids my age at that time also do this each year. And two of the most profound ironies of what I then thought was my own decision that the military was the only option: 1. My mother had herself been enrolled in community college during my childhood–using Pell Grants and so why she never brought this up to me as an alternative is more than a little curious & 2. The fact that after exiting the military, I ended up not even using the military GI bill option to pay for college which is the sole reason I supposedly opted to go into to the military in the 1st place. I ultimately ended up STILL relying on Pell Grants and unncessary student loans to pay for college in the end.

The reason? When I exited the army, I was a single parent and opted to cash out my contributions to the GI Bill (the military matched my contributions as I recall)..because frankly, I needed money. Short-sighted? On surface, yes. But again, I believe I was ‘guided’ towards that military decision. When I say this, people may think me delusional and reaching..but as a TI, who has been researching the capabilities of directed energy weapons and voice to ear and the subliminal mind control programming that has been researched and more than likely perfected by the US intel/military over perhaps almost a CENTURY of application–and again, keep in mind what I said about my dreams of becoming a prostitute as a teen–so yes, in my opinion, it is absolutely plausible that the decisions I made at the time were subliminally ‘fed’ to me. This is the ultimate objective of covert mind control, I would think: to have your ‘subject’ take subliminal cues or directives from you while being completely unaware these thoughts/desires are originating from another source. On a very practical level, subliminal marketing has proven that this can and is done daily with the general populace. So is it really such a giant leap to think that the US ‘intel’ agencies and the military have been putting their diabolical heads & virtually unlimited resources together to come up with a pogrom that is catered specifically to a person who is an unaware ‘controlled sample’ from birth to see how well targeted & specific subliminal programming works? Again, the evidence is provided by THEM. The CIA’s Mk-ULTRA proves that at the very least—organized & systemic pogrom attempts were made. Not just pondered or theorized about but MADE. And that is just one of the many black ops pogroms we know about. I’m sure there are multitudes more we have YET to discover.

So though I was distressed about the MOS and didn’t find out til years later, that the US Army actually has an MOS that was more in line with my interests: Graphic Arts, where I actually would have been trained to create military advertising; I did end up liking my eventual assignment with the US Army Criminal Investigation Department’s Lab (CID) in Frankfurt, Germany. As the name implies, they were responsible for investigating all crimes committed by military & non-military. I ended up working as an Evidence Custodian during what ended up being a short stint in the Army. I say curious because I had no prior interest in ‘law enforcement’ and what seemed ‘random’ at the time, is in retrospect anything but. I was in the military for less than 2 years; having become pregnant with my son, I opted for an early release. ( My enlistment release ended up being a few months short of that time which again, I believe, was planned, since this disqualified me for many military perks and benefits that would have been afforded me if I had of stayed in for a minimum of 2 years. I would see this ‘pattern’ played out in other ways later on, again & again, in other life/employment situations).


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What Victims of Psychotronics Surveillance & Abuse Experience

Sunday, December 26, 2010
What Victims of Psychotronic Surveillance & Abuse Experience
NOTE: I found this online here and thought it captured precisely the types of experiences I have either dealt with or am presently dealing with since being targeted for gang stalking in October 2010:

What Victims of Psychotronic Surveillance & Abuse Experience

Until recently, there were few, if any, credible public accounts of what victims of psychotronic abuse and organized gang-stalking (for purposes of harassment) experience. However, recently, Pulitzer Prize winning author Gloria Naylor (Oprah book club author of “The Women of Brewster’s Place”) released her account of her own harassment and surveillance in the book “1996”.(12) Although Naylor labels the book “fiction” because of certain assumptions which must be made due to the classified nature of the technology involved, it is an accurate depiction of the torture and suffering imposed upon Targeted Individuals.

MY EXPERIENCE: I just recently read Gloria Naylor’s account of her gang stalking and it SO resonated with me!! There is comfort in knowing that this woman was brave enough to chronicle her experience–having to know full well the effect it probably would have on her reputation and standing in the literary community. I applaud Ms. Naylor and I hope more of us come out and tell our stories. It’s the only way I think this insidious gov’t sponsored operation will be brought to light and ultimately I have faith–to justice.
Not all targeted individuals experience the same things, but there are many consistent features to their harassment. The following is a typical progression of events that lead the victim to the conclusion that they are, in fact being targeted: surveilled and harassed.

1) Acts of “street theater” – usually consisting of “acts” carried out to induce paranoia, and the feeling that you are being watched. This can be done by doing things which, unto themselves, seem like random occurrences or accidents, but, when seen objectively on the whole, a pattern presents itself. It could come in the form of being followed by other vehicles whenever you leave the house. Mail tampering. Email tampering. Apparent illegal entry of the home. People making remarks to you in public that are relevant to remarks you’ve made in private. All of these things seem like harmless, random events until you realize there actually is a pattern to the events. When the victim complains to authorities or even loved ones, they are viewed as paranoid, mentally ill and delusional… as the dialectic of their harassment intended.

MY EXPERIENCE: My street theater (or as I used to call them “skits or vignettes”) were more along the lines of exaggerated examples of the voices (Keep in mind, I never SAW these people. Only heard them via the Voice to Ear being fed to me 24/7) of a casually known or unknown perp acting as if they were just discovering what was happening to me; seemingly admonishing the other perps that they were wrong and that they were going to the authorities. Of course, after reeling me into this engrossing skit that was virtually performed solely for my benefit–it would become clear (usually after hearing the perps erupt into guffaws or fits of laughter) that the calvary was in fact NOT coming and seemed to point to the perp’s desire to drive home that I was alone in my dilemma and that there would be no help. These skits or morality plays happened early on and after being duped 2 or 3 times, I got the point and realized what the perps were trying to do so I stopped believing ANYTHING they said. I will also add to this the current & ongoing following or stalking by the local San Diego police department. Whenever I go outside to walk or to work, there is at the very least a cop cruiser that ‘coincidentally’ shows up to pass me, to sit outside where I work, of course, making sure that I notice them–just watching for at least 15 to 20 minutes in the same California Highway Patrol SUV that has followed me since I came back to SD in 2011; and as per my usual, I write down the license plate number (for example, a recent incident where an ‘officer’ by the name of Enrique Melgar (badge# 17667) & his partner , last name, May, (badge# 17671) would repeatedly (pretty much daily) show up to my place of work and just sit there. I believe they are on the Fed’s payroll and probably are being paid ‘kickbacks’ or extra duty pay for this ‘stalking and harassment’. As you can see, I will name names. If you are up to no good; you don’t deserve cover or any respect from me. You are a criminal in the employ of the state and will be treated as such. Always. So now and for the past 5+ years, whenever I’m walking (which also lends credence to my belief that my implant also acts as a GPS tracking system); there are cop cruisers following me or there is what i call the ‘phantom’ black & white helicopter flying nearby. It never fails and this has ONLY been happening since moving back to San Diego in 2011. Why I call the helicopters ‘phantom’ is b/c on many occasions, I’ve taken my phone with me and tried to photograph these helicopters, only to view the captured pics later to discover that the helicopters NEVER show up. At first I thought it was an error on my part. Maybe I wasn’t focusing the camera correctly; seeing as I’m not a professional photog. But what I did on at least 3 occasions, is shoot pics of regular airplanes flying in the sky at about the same time as my seeing the phantom helicopters hovering about–and without exception.. what I found is that the airplanes showed up, no matter how tiny, they could visibly be seen in the photos but NOT ONCE was I EVER able to capture a photo of the helicopters. It was literally like they had disappeared into thin air…So either these were holograms (and based on the Tupac & Michael Jackson holograms, it’s obvious the technology is out here)..OR there is cloaking technology that the military possesses that they are testing out on Targets. Don’t know which is true but I certainly didn’t imagine them. 

These tactics represent the same patterns as experienced by those subjected to government harassment and surveillance under Federal CoIntelPro(13) programs designed to infiltrate and disrupt dissenters.

2) Noise – Imagine living at the end of a dead end street where no traffic exists. And, suddenly, at all hours of the day and night, there is traffic turning around, racing their engines, honking their horns, flashing their headlights, playing stereos loudly… It keeps you awake all night, makes you worry, rattles your nerves and… imagine complaining to the police about the noise and traffic patterns on a public street. Again, the targeted individual is labeled as paranoid. Yet, the noise harassment continues. Imagine the response to additional reports that helicopters are hovering overhead at strange hours for no reason at all.

MY EXPERIENCE: Since the beginning of this experience (at least at the point where I became aware that something was amiss) I started noticing that the upstairs neighbor (hence the name of my blog) or someone living with them, was basically stalking me from room-to-room from the above apartment, along with loud stomping, bamming on walls, and since then, the noise has pretty much consisted of those trigger noises. I believe the upstairs tenant is also a perp (who i believe is at the very least mentally disturbed) and they are also using a developmentally disabled person who may live with her. Of course, it’s speculation as to who is making most of the deliberate noise–all I know is that the noise is deliberate and consistent.

3) Alienation and isolation – As already stated, reporting these strange events/patterns causes people to question your sanity. The more you try to point out the patterns, the more you are discredited. Police put you on their “crazy” list. Politicians won’t even bother to answer your requests for assistance. Little by little, friends families and authorities who used to hold you in high regard dismiss you as mentally ill.

Because of this, the harassment is stepped up, as the perpetrators understand that they can do whatever they want to do to you because no one will believe you, AND, if you continue to try to speak out about what is going on, the more likely it is that you will end up being hospitalized (completely discredited) for observation as a delusional paranoid schizophrenic.

According to the NSA, Russell Tice is paranoid, although psychiatrists not associated with the NSA report that Tice is in perfect mental health.

MY EXPERIENCE: Of course, my situation is similar and seems to be along the same pattern as described by others. Family and friends, whom like me before this happened to me, are unfamiliar and dis-believing when it comes to gang stalking and pretty much think i’ve flipped my wig. Can’t blame them. But I’ve NEVER once questioned my sanity. I KNOW what i’m hearing/experiencing and my instincts have been buttressed by reading all of the online accounts of fellow targeted individuals–people whom I’VE NEVER MET YET THEY DESCRIBE TO A “T” THE EXACT SAME SCENARIOS I’VE BEEN EXPERIENCING. Obviously, there is something going on and I see us as the equivalent to the involuntary victims of any covert gov’t sponsored testing/experimentation that has gone on, including the Tuskegee Institute Experiments and all the way to the most extreme and egregious example of this: Nagasaki & Hiroshima.

4) Sleep Deprivation – It is currently estimated that 40% of the U.S. population is sleep deprived. Sleep deprivation is a typical first step in mind control operations – in order to soften up the target. Sleep deprivation is accomplished by means of noise, as expressed above, or by electronic means. The use of tranquilizers or other “hypnotic” drugs to sleep or reduce anxiety make people more susceptible to the effects of electronic “silent sound”. So, while takers of Ambien and other drugs sleep, the subliminal effects of their harassment are more profound.

MY EXPERIENCE: Pretty much the same as described above. Usually there is an effort to keep me awake by using voice to skull discussions from the perps especially when I’m scheduled to go somewhere the next day or engage in some activity that the perps are trying to thwart or delay.
When accomplished electronically, people report these “symptoms”, which are generated utilizing microwave and other voice to skull technologies:

A) Hearing unusual buzzing, popping or clicking noises (the same kind microwave technicians report when working on microwave transmitters and antennas) which seem to come from nowhere

MY EXPERIENCE: As of late, I do hear a loud buzzing in my ear, even being loud enough the other day as to mimic “a cooking sound”–my perps even indicated that i was cooking from the inside out.

B) A sudden but persistent degeneration of sight

MY EXPERIENCE: Well, I have had more problems with small print but that could be independent of this or it could be b/c of it.

C) Headaches, a “tingly, static-like feeling” on the head, to the point of making it feel “numb”, like an arm or hand or foot falling asleep – only it’s your skull

MY EXPERIENCE: Yes, definitely have experienced this, particularly the “numb” feeling at the base of my skull. Have resorted to trying to use shielding products but who knows whether they really work or whether they provide more of a psycho-somatic relief.

D) Sudden or persistent nausea or feeling of unbalance. It sometimes seems like “chronic fatigue”
MY EXPERIENCE: I have experienced the sudden nausea and definitely feel the sense of unbalance or being chronicly tired or drained.

E) Hearing voices, or having thoughts about things that you have never thought about before (most often times perverse things that you would never have thought about). Some are the result of subliminal thought injection designed to cause you to recall memories that are “read” by synthetic telepathy. Some are the result of direct conversations with victims by remote operators using voice to skull.

MY EXPERIENCE: Yes, altho i’ve read varying degrees of which this is applied to targets. For me, for whatever reason, this happened within the first 2 weeks of my 24 hour surveillance. It seems like just from point of view, i’ve gotten the “buffet or samplers” treatment. Or maybe whomever is targeting me is using me for training purposes I don’t know. But I’ve experienced pretty much the full spectrum in just a little over 2 months. I should feel honored, I guess. NOT.
G) Unexplained arrhythmia and palpitations of the heart. When tested, the heart is completely normal with no signs of dysfunction or disease

MY EXPERIENCE: Yes, I’ve experienced this, which i believe is a result of the remote neural monitoring or some other device that is used to remotely regulate any part of the targeted individuals bodily functions, including genital stimulation, directed pain manipulation, etc.

Other “SYMPTOMS” of electronic attacks can be found here (14)
Read more: THE MISUSE OF MICROWAVE WEAPONS BY CRIMINALS AND TERRORISTS by Dr. Reinhard Munzert, Germany, Erlangen Sudden mood swings accompanied by some or all of the symptoms above (thankfully for me, so far at least, my moods are pretty stable)

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MIND OVER MATTER (Don’t Believe The Hype)

Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Mind Over Matter (Don’t Believe The Hype)
From what I’ve experienced from almost 2 months of constant 24 hr surveillance, along with the numerous mind games, lies, distortions, deliberate instances of dis-information, wild goose chases, and lastly, but certainly the most important as well as most invasive, intrusive and decidedly enraging–the involuntary,uninvited scrutiny of every thought that crosses my mind; along with some thoughts that clearly are not mine. For some reason, whomever has decided to play this sadistic game of mind control/psychological operations (psy ops), apparently doesn’t allow for the fact that most people can discern between “normal” thoughts that they may or may not have and those that seem totally aberrant and out of the ordinary. The latter are always totally apparent and glaringly obvious. Obviously, there’s no subtlety button on that mind-reading device. What i’ve come to realize is what I read on another t.i. site that gives some really good advice on how to mentally try to handle this all out assault on not only our bodies, minds, but in most instances, our souls.
Here’s few of mine. Just observations, opinions based on what I’ve dealt with so far.
1. “Their” stated powers are greatly over-stated and/or exaggerated.
a. There are some things that can be attributed to them: the constant surveillance which is proven by the chatter/comments made about my every move/action. So yes, listening to my cellphone calls, viewing what websites I visit, watching what I’m doing inside/outside my apt are givens and I’ve learned to roll with that. But what I won’t give over to “them” is the ability to affect how other entities will or will not react. For instance, my landlord has filed an eviction notice against me (after having been a model tenant and never having been late on my rent AND after having already given a 30 day notice on 1st of the month) for purportedly being a “public nuisance”. Now what Satan is saying is that I have become a nuisance to the apt bldg b/c I’ve exercised my constitutional rights and made what I believe to be legitimate complaints against both she and my upstairs neighbor. Of course, it’s my opinion that the attempt at eviction(when I planned on moving anyway) is retaliatory action on her part. So while I should be able to move in peace now I’m forced to have to deal with a distraction that has cost money and time unnecessarily. But isn’t that one of the tactics of gang stalking? While this is an obvious attempt at making me look bad; ultimately, I believe, it will back-fire. I will not give this situation anymore power than it deserves, nor will i ever concede that it or satan, by default, has the best of me. (btw, satan is the name i’ve given my landlord, Janet Lauritsen Beumer, who has indicated she is married to John Beumer III, a professor of Dentistry at UCLA & has a son Derek J Beumer, who is a film producer–the nickname is very well deserved i might add too)

2. It’s all about perception. When it comes down to it, the only power the perps own is the power I CHOOSE to give to them. My innate, God-given powers can never be taken away; only given away. As long as I can mentally fight and realize that this is a mind game and the ultimate goal is to get me to cede defeat, then I win.

3. My family and friends ARE NOT the enemy. This bears repeating. My family and friends are NOT the enemy. The perps/gang stalkers are the enemy and I’d do well to always remember that fact. Tho family and friends may be dismayed, frightened, angered by what I’m stating to be my experience, they are, after all, just human. They have never been thru this type of experience so i can’t reasonably expect them to understand nor empathize with my situation. I need to take a step back and breathe if when approached with info that they are not equipped, prepared to deal with or process–they reject it out of hand. Even if it’s in anger or disgust. It’s not an attack on me; and shouldn’t be taken as such. Again, one of the aims of gang stalking is to isolate and distance targets from family/friends, so why make their job easier?

4. Every wrong thing that happens in my day-to-day existence is not part of some vast conspiracy. Yes, some things can and should be attributable to this very strange situation. But if people are rude or the bus driver doesn’t stop for me or someone cuts in front of me in line–chalk it up to just life. These things happened before gang stalking and they will happen after gang stalking and independent of gang stalking. Paranoia seems to be part and parcel of this phenomena. This type of experience is bound to color a target’s perceptions and make us see slights that are un-intended and are just part of the human experience. Assume that and chuck the rest. Doesn’t mean I’m oblivious to what’s happening but being paranoid about everything is a way to make it a self-fulfilling prophecy that “they” are all powerful and have overtaken my life. The Creator and Universe is all-powerful, omniscient and infinite—Evil is finite, limited and can only enter where we allow it to in filitrate. Gang stalking is evil and needs to be put in it’s proper perspective.

Devonah Blackwell commented below (HINT: THIS will stay b/c at this point, in 2015, I don’t care who knows I am the TI writing this. I’ve offered my prior address and other clues. Since I’m not a criminal and the US govt IS, and since I KNOW there is a list of people like me somewhere in the possession of the letter agencies that will confirm that everything I’ve written is TRUE, then I’ll let my name stand. One day, all of this will come under widespread public scrutiny, and I and other TIs will be vindicated and proven right. And also, if ANYTHING happens to me, like, a ‘mysterious’ & sudden & deadly illness; I get shot or run over by some random other black person; I’m killed in a random crime of violence; or in the chance that it is reported that i committed ‘suicide’…know that the paper trail & funding will ALWAYS lead back to the US government or their PROXIES. Always.)

Another point I wanted to make about family and friends is: Over-stating your experience to them is probably the equivalent of those that prosteylize ad infinitum about this being the “last days” or calling for all to repent of their sins “because HE is coming back”–well, let’s be honest, don’t most of us cross the street when we see these types coming our way? Or roll our eyes in either melodramatic amusement, disgust or pity? Ahem. I’m reminded to look at the situation from their vantage point. Most of us don’t won’t to be browbeaten into a position; we’d rather come into the knowledge on our own. Let it be. Share with those who are either experiencing it or who seek out your opinion/knowledge.
This experience is like life in general and comes down to: 10% is what happens to us and the other 90% is determined by how we REACT to that 10%.

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US Government Nano Impants & Remote Neural Monitoring

Government Implants & Remote Neural Monitoring
Ok, this is an update of the on-going saga of what I believe is my wholly involuntary, ILLEGAL and COVERT targeting and harassment by the US govt and/or contractors working under it’s auspices with it’s full knowledge. Just to cover some old ground: I noticed that I was targeted in October 2010 while residing in South Los Angeles at 2821 West Blvd. Apt 103, LA, Ca. 90016. In retrospect, it’s absolutely possible that I have been targeted much longer but v2k made it glaringly obvious and I really wonder how many other perhaps millions of people across the country and world, are targets yet haven’t realized yet because they haven’t been subjected to 24 hour voice to skull transmissions. (NOTE: I now believe this started on ME in my childhood at the very latest but in all probability at birth and I wholly believe also now that my mother, has also been a life long target many generations this goes back, I have NO idea; but I’ve come to believe wholeheartedly that my immediate family are also unwitting targets of what I believe is another multi-generational, covert and non-consensual experiment perpetrated by U.S. government intel agencies., along with their contractors and proxies)…I think most Targeted Individuals (TIs) initially probably, like me, just think they are having a spate of bad luck or have internalized the harassment and think they are the problem. In any case, I believe my former landlord at that address (or someone presenting themselves as the owner of the address) Janet Lauritsen Beumer/Ellen Coleman, which I understand could both be aliases, a 60’s, short, white-haired, bespectacled, slight caucasian woman, is the person who ‘hooked’ me into this system for whatever govt entity decided I was to be targeted. Her voice is the primary voice I hear in my 24 hour v2k chatter, along with the neighbor who lived upstairs from me at that apartment in apt 203–LaSandra G.Rose. I believe both to be involved in hooking people into the system as I ‘heard’ them saying that I wasn’t the 1st person they had done this to. Of course, all of this continues to be speculation but until i have any evidence to the contrary, then this hypothesis makes the most sense for me. Janet Lauritsen Beumer also brought against a bogus unlawful retainer case against me- after having been a model tenant for almost 2 years prior to my targeting and after my having already submitted my intention to move out of the building. In my opinion, it was all retaliatory and meant to make me appear ‘mentally imbalanced’–but if that was the plan–it didn’t work and I moved out of the building and was able to secure my deposit along with a sealed record of the proceedings. Again, altho I’ve read that this technology has the capability to ‘clone’ voices–I wholeheartedly believe both of these women who I named to be totally culpable and involved with my targeting and probably many others who lived at this particular building or perhaps one of the other 30 or so properties that Jan Beumer indicated to me that she ‘owns’–possibly with CIA front money.

What I want to discuss now is my current belief that Voice to Skull (v2k) is a result of nano-implants. After having looked online at various sites seeking out more info about voice to skull (v2k), I have come to believe that what I initially thought-that this technology allowed the indiscriminate ‘entraining’ of anyone’s brain which results in the target’s brain processes, sub-vocalized thoughts, anatomy, internal organs all made remotely accessible to a computer-interface that allows remote ‘conversations’ & interaction between user and what I believe is supercomputers equipped with ‘artificial intelligence’ software that allows the ‘computer’ to cull the targets brain and ‘reacts’ to the targets thoughts and speech as if “it was actually engaging in a live conversation with the target–it took me months to actually realize that what i was hearing was not live and was simply pre-recorded, looped messages based on the ‘mining’ of my thoughts, desires, beliefs, dislikes, likes, etc.

Now I think that while a lot of t.i’s are subjected to overt harassment like surveillance, harassment by neighbors, co-workers, etc, and other CO-Intelpro dirty trix like job and housing blacklisting, and the enlistment of help from even some friends and family—I believe the vast majority of long suffering t.i’s have not been subjected to v2k–the reason I think that is–they have not had the opportunity to implant these t.i’s with the receivers that would allow 24 hour transmission of v2k. Of course, I don’t have definitive proof of this-(hell I don’t have proof of most of what I’m writing) but based on some of the t.i’s I’ve met recently–if it was possible for the govt to subject them to v2k-they CERTAINLY would already be.So in my mind, the fact that they are not suffering with v2k tells me that they are not able to–which points to an inability of this technology to entrain ANYONE’s brain at ANYTIME remotely. It indicates to me that there needs to be a receiver somehow implanted in the targets’ body to facilitate v2k, since I still wholly believe that v2k is transmitted via the US HAARP project and/or satellites or even by piggybacking on localized conductors. This is why anyone who has been subjected to v2k still hears the voices even after having moved say, to another city, state or even another country in some instances.

I now think that I was implanted in 2007 while ostensibly getting a biopsy for what I was told was a growing mass in my left eye by the Opthamology at King-Drew Medical Center located in the poor and heavily minority community of Willowbrook in S. LA. At the time I was a homeless vet living in a shelter that catered to that particular demographic. If you are a student of history, you should realize that the medical establishment has consistently been in bed and complicit in each and every instance of government wrong-doing when it comes to covert, illegal & non-consensual experimentation on both US and foreign citizenry so it’s not really beyond the pale to believe that they are currently involved in the covert implantation of un-suspecting targets with nano-implants while said target is thinking they are being treated for something totally unrelated. This is simply the Tuskegee Experiment taken to it’s maniacal, sociopathic, predictable end. And so if you are POOR, without standard healthcare, homeless, veteran, female, of color, living in an economically depressed area with few medical care providers, or someone who has to rely on free or low-income health clinics–BEWARE. Even if you fall into none of the aforementioned demographics BEWARE but ESPECIALLY poor, minority, without medical insurance or having to depend on subsidized or publicly funded medical/health coverage–KNOW that the United States government & their paid contractors & proxies ARE implanting for the (C)riminally.(I)nsane.(A)gency, (N)ational.(S)ociopathic.(A)gency., & (D)umbest & (F)ascists.(B)igots.(I)ncompetents.

NOTE: AS of October 2015, though I’m leaving the above message; I want to disavow my former certainty that I was implanted at King-Drew Hospital. At this point I will say I do not know when I was implanted. I just know that I WAS and I AM carrying in my body a receiver of sorts, something that moves and jumps and I believe acts as a GPS tracking device that allows the local SD Police department to follow my movements when i leave my home.  I believe that I could have been implanted at birth and at numerous times through out my life whenever I was exposed to the medical establishment. I had an ongoing childhood issue that required me to go to doctors quite a bit as a child; As a young adult living in Saginaw, Michigan, I consented to having the Norplant inserted into my arm..though I had it removed about 6 months later due to unwanted weight gain & I also had surgery done on my nasal passages around this same time so at ANY time during my life proceeding my dealings with King-Drew I could have been implanted. But I will stand by my belief that I have indeed been implanted. There is without a doubt in my body, some foreign mechanical moving object or nano implant that is primarily operating & moving in my intestinal or gut area. And I would welcome ANY trustworthy (that probably eliminates most US based medical personnel) and legitimate medical practitioner to examine me and my internal organs, whether via x-rays or MRis or some other means that would be able to visually monitor or detect whatever it is.

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Breakdown of US Government Targeting Methods

Tales About The Sociopaths Upstairs

Friday, August 10, 2012
A Complete Breakdown of US Govt Targeting/Methods

Ok, I wanted to revisit some of the tactics that were used to ‘reel’ me in at the advent of this bizarre, creepy experiment the government has apparently targeted me with but 1st I wanted to comment on a movie that I just came across, that deals with the United States Government version of D.E.W., Doo-Doo (and it’s so named because like most manaical plans coming out of the sociopathic, deranged minds of the supremely fearful and paranoid–the govt’s Doo-Doo ‘doesn’t work worth shit’–so hence the name–anyway, on to my opinion of the movie, “CONTROL FACTOR”…I watched all of it and it’s definitely an amazing piece of fantasy with bits of true life in it.

Yes, the government (misnomered ‘intelligence agencies’) with the complicity of the medical establishment (or certain factions of it) is in my opinion covertly implanting unsuspecting citizens and targeting them with externally fed voices, among other things. There is also an intricate and involved psy ops pogrom that incorporates all of the targets known fears, insecurities, beliefs and personality quirks. This isn’t some random throw it up against the wall and see what sticks kind of harassment—it takes time, processing, culling, man hours and technology to gather this type of intimate and intricate information. The methodologies used in my targeting would not work on you and vice versa.

So the agencies who are at the helm of this ‘research’ are going to great lengths to target someone like me. Why? If you believe the bunk theme in the movie Control Factor, it’s for some higher ideal and for what is inferred at the end as the elevation of humanity. Oh really now? Past behavior is an indicator of future behavior? Yes? Then what have you seen in the past and current behavior of those in power that would indicate that a) they generally give a damn about uplifting humanity AND b) they are motivated by any such moral considerations in regards to why they target & harass citizens whose only ‘crime’ may be that their political views are deemed dangerous or beyond the ‘pale’? (pun intended) Yeah… I came up with nothing too.

Targeting, non-consensual human experimentation and attempts at mind control/behavior modification is about CONTROL of the human population. Plain and simple. Another interesting look behind the curtain touched on in the movie, was the synthetic emotions and how they were used via electromagnetic frequencies to alter moods on a mass scale. Think about the almost like clockwork and successive ever more bizarre and violent incidents that are happening nationwide? Chicago? The recent mass shootings in Colorado & Wisconsin?

The ‘false’ mass shooting in NY that actually turned out to be one lone gunman killing one person but the incompetent and apparently lacking in basic markmanship-like skills of the NYPD–who seemingly couldn’t hit an unmoving target but instead, hit 9 innocent bystanders. Too bad they don’t seem to be lacking in markmanship skills when it comes to killing innocent black men like Sean Bell, Amadou Diallo or the most recent shooting that occurred in Times Square of an un-armed black male. Could all of these recent shootings also be ‘staged’ attacks that are meant to bolster the publics’ support for the UN Small Arms Treaty? Will an already docile and compliant populace be more amenable to giving up their now guaranteed right to bear arms if the UN pushes this thru with the backing of the US?

In the movie Control Factor, there is a scene when the ‘aliens’ indicated they had the frequency of the anger that sparked the LA Rebellion and used it on an imaginary city of primarily black people…now that sounds totally plausible. Again, in my own personal experience with directed energy weapons attacks, synthetic emotions felt artificial and I immediately noticed them but who knows if I’m the norm in regards to that?

All I know is there is mass chaos going on all over this country and if these cretins possess the technology to affect mass behavior, don’t think for a second they wouldn’t use it. They are the ‘human’ equivalent of Lucifer trying to play God. And frankly only a suicidal, delusional fool would embark on that dead end path. I’m not particularly religious, in fact, I would say I’m not religious at all but instead spiritual; but I can see where this experiment is going.

Ultimately where all sociopathic excursions end up–as a big hot ass mess with the collective world reeling from the aftermath. And they would have us believe that they are an infallible, all-powerful & inescapable force of nature to be reckoned with; but the manner in which they operate speaks to something wholly opposite: they slink and hide in the shadows like a crack addict looking for their next rock or like a wanted fugitive constantly looking over their shoulder for the long arm of the law to ominously swoop down on them…this is NOT the way a sure of themselves, fearless, heroic world leader FUNCTIONS. This is the way a deeply psychologically disturbed, down-to-it’s-last-fix addict, who has no self-esteem left, no integrity, who is cowardly at their core and is convinced that they don’t have anything left to lose, behaves. A cornered, feral animal is what you have here. What we are witnessing at work here is the archetypical CRIMINAL that the above agencies SWEAR THEY are in the business of protecting the general public from.HA! As if..tell me, how can you genuinely expect JUSTICE from an organized network of CRIMINALS? Maybe I’m missing something here.

So I guess the question is: Must you become a criminal to snag a criminal? The answer is staring you right in the face if you are reading this blog. Back to the movie Control Factor: I guess if the CIA/FBI continues to co-opt hollywood and use them in the same way that they used authors like Gloria Naylor, Evelyn Waugh and even Orwell in the past to discreetly tell the public about their secret plans, then I guess we really shouldn’t be surprised that this film would try to make out the establishment as the hero in the end as opposed to the devil they really are. After all the devil IS in the details and I’m sure they are hoping we don’t notice them or even better–we are oblivious to them. A little revisionist history and embellishment of the truth is what hollywood after all is known for..

As I mentioned many times before non-person shill Janet Lauritsen Beumer’s son is Derek J. Beumer, who is reportedly a hollywood film producer. Makes it plausible that the so-called intelligence community is in bed with hollywood. I wouldn’t put ANYTHING past these troglodytes. I guess the best way for a cowardly bitch to do their dirty work is to sneak and skulk in the shadows and/or use easily manipulated dullards and lost souls to do the heavy lifting for you. It’s the american way it appears.. I mean that with every fiber of my being. You can’t even really call those responsible for these pogroms ‘human’. Maybe human-like or humanoid. But human? Maybe evolutionary throwbacks. But definitely a devolution. A species regression as it were. And they actually think they are superior to the masses on the planet. Laughable.

How is it that these people ostensibly ‘rule’ the world and have if not literally, metaphorically, commandeered this runaway train called humanity toward a steep cliff and is ready to kill not only themselves but all of us in the train with them? They have amassed most of the wealth, all of the power, though illusory, have availed themselves of unfettered access to most of the finite natural resources on the planet–YET, is it enough and do they appear satiated or happy? Take a look around you? Does it appear those who are mad with power and starved for more are happy with their spoils? No, it doesn’t look that way from my vantage point either. They APPEAR to be miserable fucks who are certifiably out of their minds. Seeing boogeymen around every corner. CREATING boogeymen where none exist to JUSTIFY their incessant paranoia. And these are the ‘people’ who populate the CIA, the FBI, the NSA, the DoD,the MI5’s, the Mossads and the other sundry domestic and foreign unknown or unnamed govt agencies or proxies working on their behalf. This is what your tax $$ are financing. This is what your obedience and apathy is feeding and encouraging. The same type of beast that was Nazi Germany. I guess we as humans never do learn, do we?

Let me now describe some of the sick,demented COINTELPRO/MK-ULTRA tactics used in the beginning of my Targeting initiation: Some of the scenarios that I was subjected to that were conceived by what I believe is government technology that is able to cull thoughts, fears, desires, and subsequently some latent psycho pinhead (probably originating in the psychiatry or mental health field) then coming up with ‘skits’ that played and/or fed on those respective fears–for example, if you have a fear of spiders, perhaps ‘they’ use that fear by making you believe that forces unseen, maybe neighbors you don’t particularly know are planning to unleash spiders into your home or maybe if you are hetereo, they introduce sudden ,out of nowhere ‘thoughts’ that you’ve never had before, that make you question your sexuality–and miraculously they KNOW exactly what aberrant thoughts you are having, right down to the last tawdry detail!; unbeknownst to me at the time, I had become a target of the sick, demented ‘prank’ that was at once all too real, that was acted out on a stage that only I was aware of and turned out to be some twisted homage to the twilight zone–unfortunately tho for those of us targeted, it’s not a tv show, comes with no commercial breaks, there is no ‘gotcha you’re on candid camera’ at the end of the day, it continues to this day and it isn’t some alternate reality but the clear and obvious manifestation of the sociopathic, demented minds that populate some of the highest levels of the United States government.

I want to give you specific instances of the type of mind games the government took the time to carefully cultivate; my reactions to them and I also want to close with what I believe (as a victim of voice to skull for over 9 months now–this was originally written in 2012, it is now 2015 and I am adding to my recollections, as my original blog was deleted.) is the scope and capabilities of the technology, as I have experienced it, and what it’s limitations and failings are (and there are many). If I can give insight into what probably is happening all over the world to people who haven’t a clue initially of what’s going on–then I’ve done more than was possible in my case.

NOTE: Voice to Skull, has been described as advanced US military grade technology purportedly utilizing the Frey Effect, that can, in lay men’s terms, ‘beam recognizable words & phrases into Targets’ brains; bypassing the ears.’ That’s the lie. 

Based on my over 5 years of continuously hearing this so called advanced technology, I can say unequivocally, at least in MY case; this shit can’t beam words directly into your skull. I have at different times in the 5+ years of being subjected to it daily, blocked it out partially or completely & distorted it, by alternately using ear plugs; using neo-dymium magnet ear rings; wearing headphones playing music or spoken word; pushing rolled up cotton into my ear and even stupidly using rolled up paper towel..(which I wouldn’t advise for obvious reasons)..of course out of desperation, I’m sure there are TIs who’ve tried worse. But what i found is that the ‘voices and chatter’ could be muffled, distorted, drowned out and they could also be completely blocked out at times. Now it was never a permanent block but it provided relief at the time that was much needed. Necessity is the mother of invention, right?

So 5+ years later, I STILL sleep with headphones on playing music. You do what you have to do. And now, I can say that i may hear the chatter less than 5 minutes out of a full 24 hour day (except on what I call laughingly the ‘first of the month’–which is when I believe that those who are actively ‘monitoring’ me remotely and reporting back to whatever criminal organization they work for, take your pick–CIA, NSA, FBI, M6, the Mossad..doesn’t matter which one, they are all criminals in my book–and have to ‘justify’ why they still should be provided what is, without a doubt, in my mind, at least—continued government funding..this used to happen like clockwork in the 1st week of the month, but I guess when they noticed that I noticed there was an uptick in activity on the same days each month, they changed it up..but it still happens. They just may break it up or try to be slick. But these are dull paper pushers. It doesn’t take much to figure it out. It just shows you that government bureaucracy exists even in insane asylums. Apparently.

But back to what I ‘hear’ today–again it usually amounts to a total of maybe 5 minutes out of a full 24 hour day and it’s usually 1 to 5 word oft-repeated phrases. Certainly, nothing like the 24 hour non stop assault that I had to deal with in the beginning. Now I believe this is simply the US government’s amateur attempt at artificial intelligence computer-to-brain-interface. It plays back oft-repeated phrases based on my thoughts and memory. And a simple change in the way I hold my tongue, for example, can block it out. So I said all of that to say: there is NO way that if this was capable of beaming words or phrases directly into a Target’s skull or brain, bypassing the ears and the cochlea; would I have been successful in blocking it or diminishing it’s effects in the years I’ve been exposed to it. No way. Probably more deliberate dis-info and lies from the people who make their living at doing just that.

Now on to what I experienced in the beginning as a Targeted Individual, honestly before I even knew the term or what it meant:

The first ruse that I was aware of that was used by the sick minds that use CoIntelpro/Mk-ULTRA on steroids, was by feeding me info via Voice to Ear that I was living in a half way house full of mentally disturbed individuals. Each ‘character’ was introduced to me via V2k, I never SAW most of the people whom I was led to believe I was hearing and responding the beginning, since I thought I was actually hearing people in the above apartment having conversation with me; I responded out loud as if I was speaking to someone in a loud, crowded environment and of course, at that time I had NO IDEA I was the only person who could hear these ‘voices’ & then later, I guess because I was talking too loud and my neighbors started rightfully complaining, this is when the fascists switched tactics & revealed to me that they could read my thoughts and from then on, I only ‘communicated’ with these unseen perps via thought. 

I will detail that in another post specifically how Voice to Ear was revealed to me and how I first came to realize that there is technology, that according to the info available, has been around for decades, at the very least.. this technology can read sub-vocalized thoughts..yes, sad to say these psychological cripples have access to something like this, but based on my experiences, it is true… most of the voices I heard were either other casually known tenants in the building (mostly the upstairs neighbor, LaSandra Rose); but some I had never actually seen in the building. As I write this I remember that there was only one missing family included in the V2k voices I would hear daily and it was a Jamaican family that lived on the 2nd floor. I wonder why? I’ve read that supposedly there is technology that can ‘clone’ voices’ but if that’s the case, are foreign voices harder to clone? Doubtful. What it says to me, is that more than likely they were the only ones in that building probably not paid to record their voices because I believe emphatically that everyone else whose voice I heard were paid dupes and shills. The reason I believe this? I have been living in the same apartment building in the last 5 years since V2k was 1st revealed in 2010 and not once have I heard any of the voices of current crop of tenants I am familiar with, used. Different city but if they were really cloning voices, they’ve had plenty of time to do that here; which says to me they more than likely paid people in LA. And I haven’t seen anything since that makes me think differently.

So the introduction of V2k out of no where, along with elaborate ‘street theatre’ or vignettes, as I like to call them, is how this government-sponsored non-stop harassment started for me. This was the beginning of the set up that sent me on a wild goose chase created by the government to then complain to others in the building (whom I believe were if not directly involved in this sick, twisted game, they were at least aware that I was a target and perhaps even aware that it had happened to others before)–after becoming aware of what I thought was monitoring by just this group of criminals night and day via hidden cameras, and what I initially thought was their apparent hacking of my computer and ability of them to see all of my activities inside my apartment, I started complaining of course, to pretty much anyone who would listen–fellow neighbors, friends, family, the local police, local media, national media, state and federal authorities, as well as various congress people—all with no response.

The voices then went to work on my insecurities/fears–making me think that b/c I couldn’t smell (every since army basic training and the ‘gas chamber’ exercise w/tear gas I haven’t been able to smell) obviously, not having had any intimate conversations with my landlord or anyone else in the building to have given out this info, all of the sudden the voices are feeding me scenarios where 2 women whom I had never seen before but proclaimed that they lived in the bldg in an upstairs apt–were apparently so sickened by the apparent smell that was coming from my apartment (that I of course couldn’t smell) that they wanted to move out of their apartment and break the lease, that is, of course unless my landlord, Jan, would somehow get me out of the building instead.

So day after day, this scenario got played out, with ever more tenants in the apt building complaining to jan about the supposed smell emanating from my apt. I would ‘hear’ this day after day, of course, until I really believed that there was a smell coming from my apt–this of course, was a lie–a ruse, there was no smell, this was created to play on what the mind reading/thought mining technology had come to conclude was a weakness of mine that could be exploited. there was even a recording of what sounded like a cop coming to my apartment, apparently to kick me out b/c of the smell complaints from other tenants–I would hear what sounded like him coming close to my door, yelling expletives about the imaginary smell and I’m assuming this ruse was created to hammer home my paranoia.

I’m assuming they were hoping I would take the bait and open the door–and honestly, I really don’t recall if I ever opened the door–maybe the 1st time I heard this, I assume that I probably would have–but of course there was no policeman there and it was simply computer generated sound created to make me think I was going crazy. Now think about the scenarios and ‘skits’ I have just described. Apparently there are a LOT of unemployed actors in LA who have been enlisted in the US govt’s sick schemes. All of these skits were pre-recorded and played back to me so that they sounded like they were in real time and happening live. Can you imagine the depraved, sick bastid at mostly likely the FBI who sits around all day on the american tax payer’s dime thinking of shit like this? This is YOUR government at work!! So very very comforting, isn’t it?

Another scenario that happened early on is once the v2k was turned on and before I realized that it could be heard outside of my apt–I went to a local drug store to pick up some meds for an infection, while there I overheard the voice of one of the tenants that I knew to live in my bldg. It sounded like she was following me around the store,well since I was new to this, I went up and down the aisles trying to find the person I thought the voice belonged to–all to no avail. Eventually, I ‘heard’ this person tell the clerk at the back of the store to please let her out of the side door so that she could leave b/c someone (me) was waiting at the front of the store and she had ‘beef’ with me. I approached the clerk and asked her if she had let someone out the side door and of course she looked at me like I had two heads. I then watched and waited at the front of the store for like 3o minutes, thinking I would catch her coming out and then when she failed to come thru the front I heard her say that one of the cars in the front parking lot was hers. I went and wrote down the license plate number, now in hindsight, after countless hours of research and over 9 months of continuous harassment with v2k, it’s apparent that that person was never inside the store, it was all done remotely via the implants in my ears and I’m assuming they were hoping I would damage that car in the parking lot or do something else that would make me again appear mentally unstable and possibly get me arrested or committed. Again, never happened.

Whomever has made plans for me must be really frustrated and upset b/c they continuously FAIL. Continuously. The problem they encountered and probably didn’t foresee was that I never ever ONCE questioned my sanity. Not once. Which tells you how effective this ‘vetting’ process must be for the mis-nomered ‘intel’ agencies. Granted I had some stressful and trying times prior to this whole creepy US govt experiment unfolding–homelessness in the US homeless capital, LA; with no family around and then followed by a sudden and ‘mysterious’ medical ailment (which in retrospect, I believe was also part of the ruse) …Again, with all of this going on, I STILL never bought into the ‘crazy’ meme. I knew instinctively, that I did not go from reasonable to insane and to an all of the sudden break with reality in one day. That wasn’t plausible to me then and it isn’t plausible to me now. I’ve been through worst and never broke down. And again, the voices that they were attempting to pass off as evidence of a mental breakdown sounded like white, male prosecutor’s, interrogating me–why would MY subconscious alter-ego be a damned  up tight, anal & arrogant, white boy? They didn’t even have the sense or courtesy to use a black woman’s voice. Arrogant and mentally ill. And employed by your ‘government’. What a combo. But I never believed for one second I had suffered a mental breakdown. It was just never believable to me. Then and certainly not now. And these idiots apparently were/are getting paid to fund this nonsense..

Apparently (and fortunately for me) a higher power is watching over and protecting me. From the beginning, I have been unwavering, consistent and resolute about what I was hearing and especially in the apt bldg in Hell-A (my nickname now for LA) The non-stop ‘chatter’  seemed absolutely as real as any other conversation that anyone would hear all day from people around them- though, i really couldn’t understand in the beginning how the conversations were so clear, since they were ostensibly coming from the apt upstairs; but I just came to accept (and was FED this info from the voices that sounded like the landlord, Janet L. Beumer) that the building, which is older, was just poorly made and then was encouraged (via again janet lauritsen beumer’s/john beumer/ derek j beumer’s voice) that the apt I lived in (apt 103) was somehow equipped with listening devices b/c it was supposedly used as a drug den or used for drug sales. I had no way of knowing that what was being told and fed to me was simply a ruse to keep me off kilter and confused about what was really going on.

Janet Beumer’s voice indicated various scenarios in the beginning: that she was a drug dealer, that she had ‘done this before’, that she was only doing this to me b/c she knew I would survive, that I was one of her best ‘students or pupils ‘ thus far, that I would have a religious awakening b/c of this situation, that she thought perhaps I was DEA or some other type of plant b/c I didn’t seem to be scared of the death threats by the various voices; she also had me believing that there was video footage posted on the internet of me in compromising sexual positions that she had posted; that she had been into my apt at various times and had slipped me drugs but that I seemed to be resistant to them b/c I hadn’t become hooked–total bs but at the time I thought it was plausible–didn’t know at the time about remote neural technology and that it can indeed remotely control internal organs which includes accelerating heart rates that so many TIs describe. (So when it first happened to me, I easily believed that maybe she had slipped me drugs and I just didn’t know it. I then fell into another trap laid and called an ambulance thinking I had been drugged and in my short stay in the ER, the V2k was in full force. Taunting the whole time. Again, I believe this too was an effort to make me think I was going crazy. Since I don’t know what goes on in the mind of the legitimately mentally ill, I can’t say for sure–but it just never rang true for me that voices emanating from my brain organically as a black woman, would sound like white middle-aged detectives. It did not compute. I have just never bought it and they obviously weren’t & aren’t convincing enough to make it believable to me. Then or now.

Janet Beumer’s ‘voice’ also indicated initially that she had bought the mind reading technology on the ‘black market’ and then changed it to ‘being given it by a friend who worked in defense contracting–as you can see this bitch is a full-fledged pathological, sociopathic liar (and obviously made for this type of job) and for the uninitiated and unaware it would have clearly been enough to make the average person question their sanity. But again, I’m apparently not the average b/c then as is the case now, tho this story probably sounds as far fetched and contrived as they come–I KNOW IT TO BE 1000% true as well as NOT in the slightest caused by any mental malaise–at least not on MY part! But you have to give them an A for effort b/c they certainly tried. Once I began complaining to friends and family, I had a couple friends who suggested that perhaps I needed to go speak to ‘someone’ can guess, who that ‘someone’ hindsight, I can’t blame them. Hell, if you are reading this and you are sane and not working for any of the criminally insane government agencies mentioned above–then you probably think this story is crazy too. To say the least. If I hadn’t of LIVED it; I’d concur. But again, instinctively, I knew there was nothing wrong with me and that what I was hearing was somehow being fed externally via technology. The FIRST day, I surmised this. I didn’t know the HOW, but I just knew.

But to calm my friend, I agreed to see a local head doctor who patiently listened to what I’ve relayed here and without missing a beat, wanted to prescribe ‘meds’. I politely thanked him and left and never filled that prescription. I knew that’s what I DIDN’T need. Psychotropics is what I believe they wanted me to get on so they could then say later on, that is the reason for the ‘chatter’. I wasn’t going it make it that easy though. (Side Note: I had taken prescribed psychotropics (namely Prozac) for about 6 months in 2008 before the V2k was introduced daily in 2010 and I will back track and tell that part of my story in another post. I will also discuss why I think the US government criminal elements funding this harassment want people like me to be summarily dismissed as schizos or paranoids—and because of that they MUST introduce psychotropics some where in the picture. Otherwise, the crackpot dismissal isn’t as effective.)

The next re-occurring scenario focused on sexuality and then attempts to make me believe out of nowhere I had pedophile tendencies and even the preposterous and sick accusation that I secretly wanted to have sex with my adult son. Yes, I know..sick, and more sick. All of this being fed to me. I couldn’t see who was doing the ‘speaking’. They were voices, mostly of white males again that were not recognizable to me. And they basically were ‘grilling’ me virtually. Think about how newscasters or tv personalities have ‘in ear’ mics that feed them info and instructions–but we, as the audience, cannot hear any of the conversations. That was my experience. Except ALL of the convo was negative, denigrating, bullying, violent, accusatory, threatening. And in the beginning, this was happening 24/7. I could not escape the chatter. I woke up hearing it and when I laid down at night to TRY to sleep, I still heard it.  As far as the preposterous claims of pedophilia or thoughts of incest went…they were just that. Preposterous and baseless.

But from what i have now learned about the very ‘standard protocol’ of Targeting; this seems to be the norm–accusations of pedophilia and other sexual perversions. I knew it didn’t apply to me, because as an over 40 adult, I KNOW damn well what floats my boat and children are not it and never have been, so I knew instinctively this had to be part of some sort of psy ops and this was even before going online and seeking out an explanation of what was happening to me.

So after this I believe the next phase of the mind screw was to have me believe that people were actually viewing me in my most intimate moments–in the shower and bathroom. I began to hear men and women making lewd and lascivious comments about my body whenever I went into the bathroom, they even went so far as to comment about the frequency and consistency of my bowel movements! Now you tell me what frickin’ schizophrenia symptoms that stems from! I’d like to meet a true schizpohrenic whose ‘special friends’ go to these lengths to denigrate & humiliate.

This is the US govt’s sick idea of the art of war, co-intelpro dirty tricks made completely REMOTE and possible by what I believe is nano implants of some kind that have been covertly placed in my body. this is why I am still being targeted 120 miles away with voice to skull and synthetic sound that includes amplified sounds, projected sounds that I can’t tell from which direction they originate, bamming, bumping, thumping sounds that are made to make me think my current neighbors are a mere continuation of the harassment that was manufactured in Los Angeles. This is why Janet Lauritsen Beumer/John Beumer/Derek J Beumer said early on: No matter where you go there will be crazy neighbors.

I’ve also ‘been hearing’ since I moved back to San Diego, that Jan and the whole crew were moving here also and have even implied they are already here–more bunk–those cowards wouldn’t come to chance a face to face encounter with me now, even if guaranteed protection. I guess that statement, like so many others, was meant to make me anxious and super paranoid. didn’t work. ever. I’ve never feared these cowards and that has never changed.

Early on I realized the tactics used were those used by bullies and elementary school aged ones at that. This whole operation smacks of amateurs: from the ineffective attempts to convince me the ever running looped recordings are ‘live’; that whatever govt agency that is feeding the lame excuse for ‘artificial intelligence’ into my ears needs to go back to the drawing board b/c it’s not fooling anyone–a live human doesn’t know the difference between an upstairs apt and a downstairs one? doesn’t know the difference between pizza and toast? (recently I was warming up some PIZZA & the recording which is presented as if it’s ‘live’ humans speaking, said “oh you burned your toast”, well I immediately started thinking you don’t know the difference between pizza and toast? Not ONCE was I corrected. So I’m to believe a reasonable human adult wouldn’t have KNOWN it was pizza and not toast and would have been that easily confused?!! THIS IS WHAT THE IMPOTENT, amateurish, buffonish United States government’s seriously woeful ATTEMPT at artificial intelligence comes up with to make ME think I’m crazy?!! Obviously there is some SERIOUS projection going on!!

If I really had schizophrenia , doesn’t it seem likely that I would still KNOW the difference between toast and pizza and that voices organically coming from my brain wouldn’t be fooled by me saying it was toast instead?!! This shit is NOT rocket science but apparently it’s too complex for the governments sad attempt at artificial intelligence. Artificial STUPIDITY if you ask me. Or maybe they are using the old, out-dated version of A.I. on me. But I doubt it. This probably IS the best they have to offer. What a sick, sick joke. If this is the best the US has to offer in the way of A.I., China will soon dust your ass.

I will give credit where it’s due, the initial entraining works well if the target is totally unaware of this technology (as I’m sure most Targeted Individuals are initially); it’s capabilities and the methods used by the government (with the caveat that again once the target has knowledge of what’s going on and that they are in fact being targeted by a computer–the ‘gig’ is up–it renders it impotent if the purpose is in fact to get the target to interact with the A.I. computer program)–once that window of opportunity is closed I cannot imagine that it would open again and have yet to see anything from this pogrom that would indicate it CAN be opened once closed. Try as they may; hasn’t happened in my case. Can’t see it happening with anyone who hasn’t descended into madness, which I personally think would be a small percentage of TIs. I have actually come to believe they chose us specifically because they surmised we would be able to survive and learn to navigate around this technology. In my opinion, they are looking to gather long-term ‘data research’. And the longer we survive as TIs, the more money they stand to make. Ultimately, in their mind, this is simply a business venture. No different than the American companies who financed Hitler’s slave labor camps. These kinds of sick ‘beings’ have always made money off of other’s misery. I don’t believe they know any other way.

The point I want to drive home is that based on my experience, this technology does not work as it’s widely described online–as a slow kill, mind control weapon. It may indeed slowly kill but so will eating Mickey D’s daily. And with all the death weapons at the US military’s disposal, I’m sure if they REALLY wanted to kill people like me; there are more efficient ways of doing so. But then again, we are talking about the US military who can’t even keep track of spending and are known for waste; so maybe they do see this as ‘efficient’? lol.. Bottom line: this doesn’t work long term. Not on the average mentally healthy, even barely functioning & intelligent adult. Now, does it work as an initial ‘interrogation’ tool to knock ‘enemies’ off-kilter and even perhaps push those teetering on the precipice of insanity over the edge? A definite yes, for the former based on my own personal experience & especially if unaware of the technology; and more than likely on the latter. And on children? Yes, I can see that easily. As a matter of fact, this sounds like it was MADE for children and I can see it being useful as a tool of trauma on a young, impressionable child, which seems to be an ongoing interest of elements of the US government, especially after reading about cases like The Franklin Scandal. I certainly wouldn’t put it past them. 

I believe that what I am experiencing is the culmination of life-long targeting and not something that began in 2010 when it was revealed to me–& so perhaps this is just another phase of the Nazi programming that runs it’s course and at middle age has to be ‘rebooted’ for those of us who have ‘awakened’ somehow & this is how they try to ‘scare’ us back into the Matrix? Who knows? lol..anything is possible. The hows and the whys are speculative; but I know whatever the source, it’s not internal nor naturally occurring. Nor do I believe this to be the Frankenstein/Nazi creation of the US alone. I wholly believe this is a joint venture, involving many global players who are also using this against their own citizens; including most ‘western’ nations. All you have to do is type in the term: Targeted Individuals and see how prevalent this phenomena is worldwide and how it has essentially become one of the greatest crimes against humanity, hiding in plain sight. 


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