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Jonestown, right in Mid-town Los Angeles, who wudda thought?

The shelter sits on the corner of Hoover St. and Adams Ave in South Los Angeles, right down the street from the UCLA campus. Housed in a 2-story run-down, old house that was at that time run by the Catholic Diocese of LA. The daily administration was run by a purported former crackhead (from what other women in the shelter whispered), a black mid-40’s appearing, rail-thin woman, Marilyn Ross–an arrogant, conniving & manipulative female version of what I imagine the Reverend Jim Jones was like at the end of the failed, maniacal CIA/MI6/Mossad-funded pogrom that was Jonestown back in the late 70s.

Oh you didn’t know? Yes, it’s true: the Guyanese massacre that was Jonestown was run & funded by the CIA/MI-6/Mossad & it wasn’t a cult as much as a government sponsored MK-ULTRA mind control experiment. It was also a failed experiment since they apparently, in the end, couldn’t convince the heavily psychotropically-drugged 900+ forcibly enslaved blacks to drink the kool-aid and commit mass suicide. Instead, the overwhelming majority were either shot, strangled or injected with cyanide in places on their bodies they couldn’t have possibly reached themselves. Jonestown was also not the first or only forced slave/concentration camp in the area. Another nearby camp–Hilltown, was run by a black man, David or Rabbi Hill, another criminal who had reportedly fled Cleveland as a wanted man and who lorded over almost 10 times the number of black people murdered at Jonestown.  Another interesting aside to all of this is all of the strange connections many of the inner-circle (all white, mostly Jewish) in Jonestown had to previous & subsequent US govt related high profile assassinations & false flag operations: lawyer Mark Lane was a key figure in MLK’s assassination, as well as later employing 9-11 journalist, Christopher Bollyn.  Furthermore, other inner circle members, like the Layton & Schacht families, were related to key figures in other top secret US govt sponsored black ops pogroms, such as the Manhattan Project & one of the architects of Nazi concentration camp experiments. It has also been reported that Jonestown had a state-of-the-art medical facility that conducted daily medical examinations of the slaves/experimentees & was stocked with enough psychotropics (including sodium pentathol, a reported “truth serum” and thousands of doses of thorazine), to sedate the nearby Georgetown population of over 100,000 for more than a year.  You be the judge.

Links to the REAL Jones town story (Glad I downloaded John Judge’s Jonestown Piece as the online version has “mysteriously” disappeared:

THE BLACK HOLE OF GUYANA THE UNTOLD STORY OF Jonestown JOHN JUDGE       

http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/viewthread.php?tid=348857&page=19#pid4502938

http://nstarzone.com/JONESTOWN.html

http://whale.to/b/jonestown1.html

Now where does this all sound familiar?  Um, yeah. lol..ok, so back to the Women’s Shelter run by the LA Catholic Diocese & located at the corner of Adams & Hoover in LA. The woman who ran it was part sophisticated educator (she said she had a doctorate, don’t know if it’s true, but that’s what she said and referred to herself as Dr. Ross)..and part street hustler. She could pretend to be charming. But it was never QUITE convincing. She always gave me the creeps and my spidey senses went off when I first met & spoke to her in her office at the house/shelter. Or maybe it was the shelter itself.

Let me describe it for you. The house was old and falling apart. The plumbing was bad and always stopping up. As I recall, there were about 5 or 6 partitioned bedrooms that generally housed anywhere from 4 to 5 women each in single twin beds.  The shelter received federal funding for each woman they provided housing to and Dr. Ross also required that if we were not already receiving food stamps that we sign up for them soon after entering the shelter. And once we became ‘residents’ she requested that we relinquish any EBT/Food Stamp cards to her and her minions, um, assistants at the first of each month. This, among many other things, didn’t sit well with me. This requirement meant that we also had to give out our pin numbers, which according to the card (and I actually read it)..violated federal law. But beyond that, I just didn’t think we should have to give our food stamps to her. Maybe if we volunteered, I could see it. But I didn’t like the mandatory part. I personally never even ate in the shelter dining area. I don’t even think I ever even peeked in there. I bought my own food at the grocery store down the street and prepared it so I definitely didn’t feel she had the right to ask me provide food for a dining room I never ate in. Again, the shelter was already receiving funding for each resident so my spidey senses went off.  It was also said that while the food in the dining area reflected the fine cuisine you’d expect in a dump like that, purportedly, she and her adult children, who were frequent visitors to the shelter since Ross lived in 1st floor living quarters, were using the resident’s EBT cards for their own personal use. I have no way of corroborating that. But it was said on more than one occasion by different women.  Beyond basic lodging, we received the use of one wall locker type storage unit for our belongings and that was it. Tight quarters, to be sure, but it was decidedly better than sleeping on the streets of LA.  Or so I thought at the time.

Quite a few of the women were obviously on psychotropic meds and always looked spaced out and out of it. Most of us were, I would guess, in the 35-50+ age range. We were also overwhelmingly black and latino. There was a general gloom that hung in the air and I don’t think it was solely because the place was decked out in early 70’s Sanford & Son decor. Think iron curtain-era Russian orphanage. Yup. That’s about right. Spooky. And Ross was even creepier. And a bit of a power freak. She would summon all of the women down to what was the tv room where most women would congregate in the evenings to chat and watch tv and movies.  I was only in the shelter maybe a month or so and never really socialized down in the room except on the days that Ross would demand we come to what were termed mandatory ‘meetings’, so as a resident, I really didn’t have a choice.

Now let me describe these so called ‘meetings’—let her tell it, these were supposed to be meaningful chats and info sessions meant to afford us the opportunity to get acquainted with each other and to bring up any important issues in the shelter we were having. Again, let her tell it, that’s what they were. Now from MY perspective, they were something else totally. First of all, they always happened in the early morning hours, at say, 2, 3 or 4 am, unGODLY hours..so we were basically awakened out of a deep sleep and forced to come and sit while this woman then droned on for what was usually, I kid you not–2, 3 & 4 hours. Talking about nothing. I guess this bitch fancied herself doling out profound life anecdotes and advice…but the kicker is that we couldn’t leave and there was no give and take. We were literally a captive audience. Now at the time that I stayed at this shelter, I just didn’t like her. Didn’t have anything to do with her purported past drug addiction, there was just something about her that seemed ‘shady’ or ‘off’ to me so I was always guarded with her. Suffice it to say, I hated these mandatory ‘fireside’ chats but did not realize until waay after, in fact, years later, once my auditory harassment began in 2010 and I started researching online–that the tactics that this woman employed: forced awakenings and hours-long speeches that capitalize on ‘sleep deprivation’–because we were, in fact, sleep deprived by having our sleep interrupted like that regularly.. I realized then that this is STANDARD practice in cults for brainwashing and programming. These practices were also reportedly regularly used in the CIA-run mind control experiment that was Jonestown, Guyana. And again, did I mention that this shelter was RUN by the Catholic Diocese of LA?

 
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Covert & Illegal Experimentation on Black People Is As Amerikan As Apple Pie. Exhbit A: Vertus Hardiman

VERTUS HARDIMON SIDE VIEWSome More US Government Sponsored Experiments

This is just one of the most extreme and grotesque examples of what has been done to black people by psychological cripples passing as human in the US.

Author Harriet Washington details a long documented history of medical experiments on specifically black people in her well-researched book, Medical Apartheid.

Another instance of the medical establishment using black people as involuntary guinea pigs is the story of Henrietta Lacks. I’m sure most of us have read her story.

I don’t have the space, time nor energy right now to list here at length the experiments that were REVEALED; because you can believe that there are probably 20 times more that have YET to fully come to light–including the Targeted Individual Phenomena. (I will come back and fill this space with details as time permits.)

But I have to post the below You Tube video featuring another horrific and barbaric incidence of the US government, in concert with the medical establishment, covertly experimenting on unsuspecting black people. This now deceased man, Vertus Hardiman, was used as a young boy in radiation experiments that literally left him with a gaping HOLE in his skull. We are dealing with sick, barbaric bastards who need to pay for these crimes against humanity. This man may have forgiven them but I will NEVER forget nor forgive.

 
 

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Havana Syndrome should be called Ft. Detrick Syndrome

So as a Targeted Individual who is being currently & illegally used as a test guinea pig (though I believe it’s been life-long) for US military/DoD “research” on the long-term effects of it’s unclassified directed energy/electromagnetic frequency weapons, used in concert with other advanced technologies like voice to skull (V2k), remote neural monitoring, and the more COINTELPRO-inspired tactics of organized gang stalking and constant and ongoing PC and phone monitoring and hacking, I find it irksome that all of the sudden I’m reading all of these articles on what has been coined as the “Havana Syndrome”. As someone who has been experiencing the very same neurological and physiological results on my body described specifically as the effects of this “mysterious” Havana Syndrome since at least 2009 (when Voice to Skull was first introduced to me in Los Angeles but possibly as early as 1999) and the subsequent realization that I have also, at some point, been illegally and covertly implanted with unknown nano particles/hydrogel that I first felt moving around actively in my gut beginning in February 2011 once I had moved back to San Diego, CA, I believe the misnomered “Havana Syndrome” as described should be correctly renamed for it’s more likelier origin—-“Ft. Detrick, Maryland and called the “Ft. Detrick Syndrome.”

As I have shared repeatedly on this blog, I am an Army veteran, but my active duty time was short and I was nothing more than a low-level paper pusher. Certainly, not a position important or worthy enough to warrant targeting by any foreign government like China, Cuba or Russia. And since my targeting with directed energy weapons started in Southern California, it’s further preposterous to think that any foreign government not working with the US government’s explicit permission and/or assistance, would not only randomly target little ol’ me with microwave pulsed energy weapons NON-STOP INSIDE THE COUNTRY for over six years–targeting that continues to THIS DAY outside of the country—but that they would additionally also have the manpower, access and reach to covertly medically implant me with nano particles and regularly & remotely interface with them; but additionally, would also have an internal US network set up that could confidently enlist local SD police (without being exposed) to follow and stalk me anytime I left my apartment from 2011 to 2017. Apparently, this absolutely absurd proposition is one that the US govt really wants you to believe! Well, maybe you, who are ignorant of this illegal experimentation and the US govt’s documented history of engaging in just this type of illegal activity would believe that, but I KNOW BETTER.

Anyone who is a legitimate TI and has been illegally used to test out this US military/DoD technology knows it’s more likely the usual suspects engaged in the usual nazi experimentation that they have a long, storied and documented history of. So when I read non-sense like this: Havana syndrome: NSA officer’s case hints at microwave attacks since 90s | Espionage | The Guardian being pushed by MSM as some mysterious & covert targeting of US government personnel by ostensibly FOREIGN governments, I have to laugh. They may be able to push that lie with US diplomats and personnel overseas, but how do you explain targeted individuals like me or those who’ve NEVER served in the military or in foreign services, complaining publicly about this nazi experimentation for DECADES on end now? That dog does not hunt and in fact, it’s more a case of the dog that didn’t bark.

If the US govt really believed foreign governments were responsible (and not US govt/Military/private contractors, universities, researchers, companies & foreign governments who have been authorized and/or contracted to do so) they’d be more forthcoming with info and would have used the targeting as a pretense for war or some other armed aggression. It’s not like they haven’t gone to war for much less. If they can fabricate stories about infants being taken out of incubators and fake WMDs to beat the drums of war; certainly, foreign & ostensibly hostile governments targeting US personnel in foreign countries would qualify, don’t you think? The fact that these diplomats and employees are getting stonewalled and little to no help screams “cover up”. But maybe that’s just me who thinks that way? But that’s doubtful since many of the other untold number of Targeted Individuals who are also being illegally & covertly used as involuntary human guinea pigs by these same US government officials, have also spoken out over the years. Repeatedly. Some of us have even brought lawsuits against the US government. Multiple. So anyone who has critical thinking skills and an objective, COURAGEOUS brain can easily find the information and evidence online. That is, if you really wanted to and weren’t content to write & read these fake incredulous articles when the uncomfortable truth is & has been staring you right in the face all along! We see you and I KNOW you see us. Unfortunately, too many of you are nothing but cowards and/or paid shills.

 
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Posted by on May 8, 2021 in Organized Gang Stalking

 

It’s very curious to see some of the IP Addresses that visit this blog.

Hmmmm.,,,wonder why someone working with the Department of Veteran Affairs in Leavenworth & someone logging in from a Facebook IP address of all places is visiting this site? Interesting what people spend their taxpayer-funded work time on? And trust, if I was suspected of any REAL crime, any of the letter agencies would have happily questioned me eons ago. If anything, they seemingly run the other way. I don’t know how many FOIA requests I’ve completed and all I’ve gotten is crickets. At least, Muslims who were illegally and deliberately placed on no-fly & terror watchlists simply because they refused to become snitches on their own communities for the FBI/CIA, were directly approached by Stasi. All Targeted Individuals (aka Tuskegee Implantees) get is surreptitious and cowardly in-person and IP stalking. They don’t even have the kahunas to face us and I know it’s not because they are morally conflicted. lol…

And it seems some spying shill is on full-time duty at Facebook (or CIA book as I like to call them). As they seem to love to peruse this blog & feel no need to mask the FB IP address. Not sure why they feel the need to cyberstalk me from the FB platform to this blog but apparently, some Nazi has dispatched them to do just that as I recently shared an FB IP address visit to the blog & as I have noted, this is not the first time I’ve noticed IP addresses from FB lurking on this blog for years but never bothered to share it in a post before..so anyway, I just added their IP address to this post last week and as I mentioned I don’t log into FB under my real name so how would someone who works there know to connect my FB user account to this blog? And whattaya know, lo-and-behold, this week my CIAbook/Facebook account has been deleted b/c of guess what? Using a fake name!!! Now, how would they know that unless the spy/cyberstalker working at FB read THIS POST???!!!! This is the dystopian/Big Brother world more and more of you are becoming aware of (I’ve been aware since 2008/2009) although it’s been building up to this for awhile now.

I also want to say that I believe Google, in particular, is tracking and running interference & deliberately deleting legitimate Targeted Individual personal testimonies online. Prior to this blog, I started blogging about my targeting & harassment experience on a Google blog platform: blogspot. It was the same name used here: Rosemarysbabiesandcompany.blogspot.com. That blog mysteriously disappeared into the ether about 5 or 6 years ago “without explanation”. And that’s when I was forced to start this one on WordPress. In addition to the virtual “silencing” on the blog, You Tube, which we all should know by now is owned by Google or as I call them “Goggle” as in spying…maybe one to two years ago, first deleted my mom’s account, again with no explanation. Now my mom is elderly and during that time we lived in two totally different places in the U.S. and although, we share many opinions and beliefs, we certainly were not commenting on or even visiting the same videos and we certainly were not doing them at the same time. The irony is the entire time I posted under that account it was usually in response to the legions of white, racist trolls that roam freely who post racist, vulgar comments on black channels & videos, and generally, harass black people with impunity on YT but who also never seem to get their accounts deleted. I wonder why? Any black person who is on YT can attest to this ongoing problem. So apparently, YTs resolution was to shadow & outright ban the people responding to these trolls, not the trolls themselves. Typical. Below is proof I have been essentially SHADOW-BANNED from even commenting on the Nazi platform that is SCREW TUBE. And as expected from fascists–with no warning or explanation. But what this definitely tells me is that the U.S. government and their erstwhile shills ARE reading this blog. lol…

Anyway, I said all of this to say that we were effectively banned on YT, my mother being the first casualty, and then a few months later, my account was also deleted, again with no explanation. The fact that our YT accounts were not connected to each other but ARE connected via gmail contacts makes me believe that Goggle, likely on behalf of the US government, is going into people’s gmail accounts and retrieving and likely sharing this info and tracking movements where ever we go online. There is no other explanation for me as to why both mine & my mom’s YT accounts were suspended in quick succession, or why my FB account has just been deleted after I relayed that I don’t log into that platform under my name. Apparently, they already KNEW that since they were obviously cyberstalking me and have been for YEARS from the above & various other FB IP addresses (and I can easily post them), although I wasn’t logged into FB under my real name. So I guess some criminal shill/cretin is mad because I outed their treacherous asses? Too bad. If you are going to be a criminal cyber stalker you might wanna grow a bigger set of balls and some thicker skin, hmmm?!

As an illegally-implanted veteran, I really wonder what lies these government-sponsored criminals are telling all of these private agencies and foreign governments? And whatever is being relayed, I wonder are they also including the fact that they are able to track my movements because of illegal implants surreptitiously placed in my body that I never consented to that also act as GPS tracking devices? I would bet those salient facts are left out. The beautiful irony is that those same implants are physically-identifiable pieces of evidence of an ongoing criminal conspiracy that undoubtedly have serial numbers and/or a manufacturer’s labels that can be easily traced back to some company in some country–with some kind of contract, agreement or grant that leads back to….not hard to figure out. Who/what has the manpower, the financial backing, political will and access to keep this going and out of the public domain for almost a decade now? Richard Cain and CAIR provide inspiration for Targeted Individuals/Implantees like me though. It is the dawn of the age of Aquarius, indeed.

 
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Posted by on December 24, 2020 in Organized Gang Stalking

 

My Early Experiences As An Israel/U.S. Government Illegally-monitored T.I./Non-Investigative Subject

The below was first written by me in around 2010 and then updated again in 2016. It outlines what I experienced in the beginning–honestly before I even knew the associated terms or what they meant. Now, of course, after almost 10 years, I know I am what is called a Targeted Individual or Non-Investigative Subject (NIS)–as we are listed on the U.S. Government’s illegal/bogus Counter-terrorism Watch list that purportedly includes around 175,000 others like me in the US alone, who are being ILLEGALLY targeted/harassed/monitored/experimented on for years & decades on end. As outlined on the website, R. Lighthouse’s TI Program Breakdown TIs or NISs are entered into the FBI’s database, which includes purported or “known or suspected” terrorists, but as Lighthouse asks, if we are being included on such a supposedly nefarious list with “known or suspected” terrorists, why aren’t we being investigated and why are we listed as Non-Investigative Subjects?! Why is the US government and it’s criminal cohorts, essentially, wasting YOUR taxpayer dollars year-in and year-out to the tune of $1 million PER Targeted Individual? I’m sure there are plenty of homeless or community-based assistance agencies that would love to put that money to good use.  But alas, the US government (along with other proto-fascist governments) has a history of spending ungodly amounts of taxpayer funds for diabolical experimentation ON the very same unwitting & unwilling taxpayers. Tuskegee & Mk-ULTRA are just two of these US black ops pogroms that we know about. 

As Lighthouse sensibly proffers (and I wholeheartedly agree)—the bogus counter-terrorism watch list is simply a cover because the mis-nomered “intelligence” agencies WELL KNOW that Targeted Individuals like me aren’t the real terrorists. That term would most aptly refer to them and their flunkies and co-conspirators. And although Lighthouse doesn’t refer to it as a black ops pogrom, I am b/c all that really means is that there is no official governmental acknowledgment that the pogrom exists and hence, no possibility for legitimate oversight.

To further quote R. Lighthouse: It is estimated there  are about 170,000 Targeted Individuals in the U.S., and more than 1 million worldwide.  It costs more than $1MM per person per year, in tax dollars to operate the program.  The Council on Foreign Relations (CFR) works with the CIA under the Black Budget, and this experimental program is administered worldwide, without Presidential or Congressional oversight. The Pentagon and Intelligence community are involved, where the program is called an “Unacknowledged Special Access Program” (USAP).  All USAP’s are illegal”. (Link: https://www.rlighthouse.com/targeted-individuals.html  ALERT: if the direct link gives you an error message, go to a search engine and type in R. Lighthouse Targeted Individuals directly)…

NOTE: This quotation does not imply endorsement. As legit TIs/NISs probably already know,  there are many online who proclaim they are trying to help TIs/NISs or expose the Targeting Phenomena, when, in fact, many of them really work for the same said US/Israel mafia agencies orchestrating & carrying out this Nazi experimentation. I believe from personal experience this applies to the group, Freedom from Covert Harassment & Surveillance or FFCHS (now rebranded as PACTS International, www.pactsntl.org. Note, that it’s still headed by “former” alphabet shill, Derrick (Derek) Robinson, so likely still a front to monitor/spy on legit TIs. Just my opinion based on personal experience and observations that were previously mentioned on this blog).

Just to make it clear: I do not know Mr. Lighthouse, have never had a conversation with him so I cannot say whether he is legitimately against or for legit TIs. I will admit here that I did fill out a questionnaire on his website for those TIs interested in filing a class-action lawsuit but I also did that years ago with PACTS, International in their previous incarnation as FFCHS. As a result, my expectations are nil to low as to the outcome since I know that FFCHS is/was illegitimate.  As for Mr. Lighthouse, the jury is still out on that but time will eventually tell, as it always does. But as of this writing, I will just say he does have some interesting info on his website.

2021 Update: I was perusing the site, Bitchute for videos featuring Richard Lighthouse and came across a video that I recall as being dated in either 2018 or 2019 and whattaya know, he was interviewing the above-mentioned “former” NSA shill/agent, Derrick (Derek) Robinson. Imagine my surprise. Well, not really. As I explicitly said above, most of these agenices portraying themselves as helping or assisting legit TIs are really just spies and agents of the same US govt entities who are carrying out this nazi/fascist & illegal experimentation. Whenever they ask for your real name and personal info as it relates to your targeting, I believe 9 times out of 10, they are simply doing what most US govt agencies do–dispense follow-up surveys to check the efficacy of their, in this case, nefarious activities.

So seeing a video (that has since “mysteriously” disappeared from Bitchute’s search engine..another surprise..lol) with Richard Lighthouse interviewing Derek Robinson is just confirmation of my wariness. So I guess the fascist US govt (or their paid and/or contracted lackeys and shills) has gotten two voluntary (under false pretenses of course, but this is their usual m.o.) follow-up questionnaires, in my own words no less, confirming how effective or ineffective their illegal experimentation is coming along. So I’ve gotten my confirmation that Richard Lighthouse is also a shill/agent. Especially, now since that specific Bitchute interview has mysteriously disappeared. This is just my opinion. But I’d bet I’m right, just as I was with FFCHS/Pact. I told him on the questionnaire that I filled out months ago for what is likely a bogus lawsuit that he claimed he was filing, that time would tell whether he was legit or not and I was right. Time did tell. As it always does. Legit TIs tread lightly. 

P.S. Another confirmation that I’m right is that “all of the sudden” there were multiple views of this updated post when there hasn’t been much activity as of late. Apparently, the fascists are all ears and eyes. Too bad they are not all brains. Or morals, for that matter. 

So now on to my initial experiences with Targeting/V2k/Directed Energy weapons & Illegal experimentation & implantation—-

 
The first ruse that I was aware of that was used by the sick minds that use CoIntelpro/Mk-ULTRA on steroids, was by feeding me info via Voice to Ear that I was living in a half way house full of mentally disturbed individuals. Each ‘character’ was introduced to me via V2k, I never SAW most of the people whom I was led to believe I was hearing and responding to..in the beginning, since I thought I was actually hearing people in the above apartment having conversation with me; I responded out loud as if I was speaking to someone in a loud, crowded environment and of course, at that time I had NO IDEA I was the only person who could hear these ‘voices’ & then later, I guess because I was talking too loud and my neighbors started rightfully complaining, this is when the fascists switched tactics & revealed to me that they could read my thoughts and from then on, I only ‘communicated’ with these unseen perps via thought. 

I will detail in another post specifically how Voice to Ear was revealed to me and how I first came to realize that there is technology, that according to the info available, has been around for decades, at the very least.. this technology can read sub-vocalized thoughts (think about it this way..in much the same way that EKGS pick up electrical activity of the heart, this technology also picks up electrical magnetic readings, only it’s brain activity..as I understand it can ‘read’ the activity and decipher what a person is thinking..Orwellian, isn’t it? And of course, we see this kind of sensitive technology has fallen into the hands of the most depraved and wretched..but what else is new?) ..so yes, sad to say these psychological cripples have access to something like this, but based on my experiences, it IS true… most of the voices I heard were either other casually known tenants in the building (mostly the upstairs neighbor, LaSandra Rose); but some I had never actually seen in the building. As I write this I remember that there was only one family excluded from the V2k voices I would hear daily and it was a Jamaican family that lived on the 2nd floor. I wonder why? I’ve read that supposedly there is technology that can ‘clone’ voices’ but if that’s the case, are foreign voices harder to clone? Doubtful. What it says to me, is that more than likely they were the only ones in that building probably not paid to record their voices because I believe emphatically that everyone else whose voice I heard were paid dupes and shills. The reason I believe this? I have now been living in the same apartment building for the past 5 years (as of 2016) since V2k was 1st revealed in 2010 and not once have I heard any of the voices of the current crop of tenants I am familiar with, used. Different city but if they were really cloning voices, they’ve had plenty of time to do that here; which says to me they more than likely paid people in LA. And I haven’t seen anything since that makes me think differently.

So the introduction of V2k out of no where, along with elaborate ‘street theatre’ or vignettes, as I like to call them, is how this government-sponsored non-stop harassment started for me around 2009. This was the beginning of the set up that sent me on a wild goose chase created by the government to then complain to others in the building (whom I believe were if not directly involved in this sick, twisted game, they were at least aware that I was a target and perhaps even aware that it had happened to others before)–after becoming aware of what I was initially led to believe was round-the-clock monitoring by an older, creepy white lady who presented herself as the property landlord/owner –Janet Lauritsen Beumer (1322 Woodruff Ave, Santa Monica, CA 90024) and an unseen/unknown crew in the above apartment that was heard by me constantly & whom I believed watched me in my apartment 24/7 via what I thought at the time were hidden cameras. A few examples of why I thought this: I would hear these ‘voices’ commenting on what i was eating, making vulgar, graphic comments about my body as I took a shower (and b/c I thought there were hidden cameras in the apartment, I had gotten into the habit of taking showers at night but of course since this was really ‘fed’ audio that was ‘thought’ activated, this didn’t stop the voices, which were of both men and women); I also had gotten into the habit of watching TV on mute once V2k became an everyday/all day occurrence & yet I still heard running commentaries from these ‘voices’ as to what I was watching, saying things such as: ‘Are you watching this again?’…Yes..this is the sickness that is your government at work. 

I also initially thought they were hacking my computer and with the assistance of hidden cameras & had the ability to see all of the activities inside my apartment.  I started complaining of course, to pretty much anyone who would listen–fellow neighbors, friends, family, the local police, local media, national media, state and federal authorities (ironically, the FBI, NSA, Department of Energy & CIA–all of whom I’m sure are actually behind this or at the very least, deeply involved) as well as various congress people—all with no response. So initially, I thought this was perhaps the work of a lone nut..Janet L. Beumer, the supposed landlord/owner of the property (whose business Wellman Property is probably just a front company) but then I thought about all of the things happening in concert: the constant computer hacking, being able to see what i was doing & also being able to ‘see’ what I actually was viewing with my eyes (b/c believe me the V2k voiced commentary on everything), the fact that even when i was out and about I still heard the V2k, and later when I called cops, they started inferring that I was crazy–all of these things together made me quickly come to the realization that no one random criminal— even one with connections— was going to have access to this kind of advanced technology without being vetted or authorized by the US government. I mean, this is not the kind of equipment you just pick up at the local Walmart. There was just no way if it was being used on me, the US govt/military wasn’t involved. Some where or some how.  

So the voices quickly then went to work on my insecurities/fears–making me think that b/c I couldn’t smell (every since army basic training and the ‘gas chamber’ exercise w/tear gas I haven’t been able to smell)..now in keep in mind, that I hadn’t had any intimate conversations with my landlord or anyone else in the building to have given out this info, but all of the sudden the voices are feeding me scenarios where 2 women whom I had never seen before but proclaimed that they lived in the bldg in an upstairs apt–were apparently so sickened by a purported smell that was coming from my apartment (that I of course couldn’t smell) that they wanted to move out of their apartment and break their lease, that is, of course unless my landlord, Jan, would somehow get me out of the building instead. 

So day after day, this scenario got played out, with ever more tenants in the apt building complaining to Jan about the supposed smell emanating from my apartment. I would ‘hear’ this day after day, of course, until I really believed that there was a smell coming from my apartment–this of course, was a lie–a ruse, there was no smell, but of course since I lived by myself I had no way of corroborating or rejecting this out of hand. This ‘ruse’ was created to play on what the mind reading/thought mining technology (manned by US govt via Intel agencies and/or their proxies/contractors) had come to conclude was a weakness of mine that could be exploited. There was even a ‘recording’ of what sounded like a cop coming to my apartment building hallway, apparently to kick me out b/c of the smell complaints from other tenants–I could hear what sounded like him coming close to my apartment door, yelling expletives about the imaginary smell and I’m assuming this ruse was created to hammer home my paranoia.

I’m assuming they were hoping I would take the bait and open the door–and honestly, the 1st time I heard this, I recall I did open the door–but of course there was no policeman there and I quickly realized it was simply computer-generated sound created to make me think I was going crazy. Now think about the scenarios and ‘skits’ I have just described. Apparently there are a LOT of unemployed actors in LA who have been enlisted in the US govt’s sick schemes. All of these skits were pre-recorded and played back to me so that they sounded like they were in real time and happening live. Can you imagine the depraved, sick bastid at mostly likely the FBI/CIA/NSA/DOE who sits around all day on the american tax payer’s dime thinking of shit like this? This is YOUR government at work!! So very, very comforting, isn’t it? 

Another scenario that happened early on is once the V2k was turned on and before I realized that it could be heard outside of my apartment–I went to a local drug store to pick up some prescribed meds for an infection, while there I overheard the voice that I recognized as one of the tenants that I knew to live in my bldg. It sounded like she was following me around the store, well since I was new to this, I went up and down the aisles trying to find the person I thought the voice belonged to–all to no avail. Eventually, I ‘heard’ this person tell the clerk at the back of the store to please let her out of the side door so that she could leave b/c someone (me) was waiting at the front of the store and she had ‘beef’ with me. I approached the clerk and asked her if she had let someone out the side door and of course she looked at me like I had two heads. I then watched and waited at the front of the store for like 30 minutes, thinking I would catch her coming out and then when she failed to come thru the front I heard her say that one of the cars in the front parking lot was hers. I went and wrote down the license plate number, now in hindsight, after countless hours of research and over 9 months of continuous harassment with v2k (this was originally written in 2010), it’s apparent that that person was never inside the store, it was all done remotely via the implants in my ears and I’m assuming they were hoping I would damage that car in the parking lot or do something else that would make me publicly appear mentally unstable and possibly get me arrested or committed. Again, never happened. But can you imagine yourself being subjected to this and not being aware that this sort of technology exists? What would YOU think? And doesn’t that make you ponder about all of these ostensibly ‘crazy and/or mentally ill’ people who are summarily written off across the globe? What if they are just Targeted Individuals who just don’t realize there is technology that exists that has the capability of feeding directed voice/sound to you that no one else around you can hear? Sort of sounds like the now commercial version of V2k that is called Audio Spotlight Technology marketed by a company called Holovision. I wonder do they know what kind of ‘testing’ was done to create this technology and if so, do they care? Doubtful. I would bet dollars to donuts, the company is a front company for a US government and/or ‘intel’ agency.

Whomever has made plans for me must be really frustrated and upset b/c they continuously FAIL. Continuously. The problem they encountered and probably didn’t foresee was that I never ever ONCE questioned my sanity. Not once. Which tells you how effective this ‘vetting’ process must be for the mis-nomered ‘intel’ agencies. Granted I had some stressful and trying times prior to this whole creepy US govt experiment unfolding–homelessness in what was then the US homeless capital, LA, with no family around and then followed by a sudden and ‘mysterious’ medical ailment (which in retrospect, I believe was also part of the ruse) …Again, with all of this going on, I STILL never bought into the ‘crazy’ meme. I knew instinctively that I did not go from reasonable to insane and to an all of the sudden break with reality in one day. That wasn’t plausible to me then and it isn’t plausible to me now. I’ve been through worst and never broke down. And again, the voices that they were attempting to pass off as evidence of a ‘mental breakdown’ sounded like white, male prosecutor’s interrogating me–why would MY internal & subconscious alter-ego be a damned  up-tight, anal & arrogant sounding white boy? They didn’t even have the sense nor courtesy to use a black woman’s voice. Arrogant and white-male entitled–even in mental illness. This is CLASSIC US government. Classic.

But for my part, I never believed for one second I had suffered a mental breakdown. It was just never believable to me. Then and certainly not now. And these idiots apparently were/are getting paid to fund this nonsense..

Apparently (and fortunately for me) a higher power is watching over and protecting me. From the beginning, I have been unwavering, consistent and resolute about what I was hearing and especially in the apt bldg in Hell-A (my nickname now for LA) The non-stop ‘chatter’  seemed absolutely as real as any other conversation that anyone would hear all day from people around them- though, i really couldn’t understand in the beginning how the conversations were so clear, since they were ostensibly coming from the apartment upstairs; but I just came to accept (and was FED this info from the voices that sounded like the landlord, Janet L. Beumer) that the building, which is older was just poorly made and then was encouraged (via again janet lauritsen beumer’s/john beumer/ derek j beumer’s voice) that the apt I lived in (apt 103) was somehow equipped with listening devices b/c it was supposedly used as a drug den or used for drug sales. I had no way of knowing that what was being told and fed to me was simply a ruse to keep me off kilter and confused about what was really going on. Curiously, my apartment had been newly renovated right before my move-in with a totally new & updated kitchen & bathroom & the hardwood floors I love–coincidence? Have I mentioned that I no longer believe in ‘coincidence’?

Janet Beumer’s voice indicated various scenarios in the beginning: that she was a drug dealer, that she had ‘done this before’, that she was only doing this to me b/c she knew I would survive, that I was one of her best ‘students or pupils ‘ thus far, that I would have a religious awakening b/c of this situation, that she thought perhaps I was DEA or some other type of plant b/c I didn’t seem to be scared of the death threats by the various voices; she also had me believing that there was video footage posted on the internet of me in compromising sexual positions that she had posted; that she had been into my apt at various times and had slipped me drugs but that I seemed to be resistant to them b/c I hadn’t become hooked–ALL TOTAL BS— but at the time I thought it was plausible–I didn’t know at the time about remote neural monitoring technology and that it can indeed remotely control internal organs which includes accelerating heart rates that so many TIs describe.  NOTE: I now believe this “racing heartbeat” is more like an overlay, if that makes sense & not actually the TIs own heart racing. I say this b/c in the almost 10 years of experiencing this, I notice at various times that I can actually “hear” or “feel” the “heartbeat” in the same area of my stomach where the implant moves around & not in my chest area where you would expect to feel it. Sounds strange but what else is new about this whole Nazi pogrom? This may be also related to the fact that when I “hear” V2k, I can’t really tell from which direction the sound is coming from. I’m assuming this is a feature of the technology. I also recall a time recently, when I placed neodymium magnets on that same area of my stomach & I felt the sensation that an internal alarm was going off. I could actually feel it. I’ve also noticed over the years, that the “sensation” of a racing heartbeat has been used to awaken me from sleep. This seems deliberate and has been consistent. 

But back in the beginning, I had no idea that what feels like a racing heartbeat wasn’t real. When it first happened to me, I easily believed that maybe my landlord, Janet Beumer, had actually slipped me drugs and I just didn’t know it. I then fell into another trap laid and called an ambulance thinking I had been drugged and in my short stay in the ER, the V2k was in full force. Taunting me the whole time. Again, I believe this too was an effort to make me think I was going crazy. Since I don’t know what goes on in the mind of the legitimately mentally ill, I can’t say for sure–but it just never rang true for me that voices emanating from my brain organically as a black woman, would sound like white male detectives. It did not & does not compute. I have just never bought it and they obviously weren’t & aren’t convincing enough to make it believable to me. Then or now.

Apparently, those who come up with & who work within these pogroms aren’t the brightest or sharpest. But then again, what else should we expect? Nobody who is intelligent AND who has any integrity would agree to participate in this kind of psychosis, so the only options are those mediocre ‘scientists’ who are lazy, marginal and who would otherwise never make any substantive contributions to their respective fields. As well as being slightly unhinged and sadistic. The kind who don’t mind receiving a guaranteed paycheck for utilizing someone else’s true genius misappropriated for more sinister means. Racist, Apartheid nations like the US/Israel are teeming with racists/eugenicists who are socialized to believe certain groups or demographics are ripe pickings as the vulnerable, low-hanging fruit they are aptly programmed to seek out in these kinds of experiments. Their lack of intellect and critical-thinking skills make it unlikely they would survive in the workplace if there were no “low-hanging” fruit. And of course, we know the other daft/dull underlings like military and “crime enforcement” (I refer to them as such, because the last thing on their mind is enforcing laws that they and those they work for never adhere to–they are there simply to maintain the status quo.)..these two latter, mercenary-for-hire groups are always easy to bring into the criminal-fold of state crimes against humanity. 

Anyway, back to what I “heard” in the beginning, back in 2009/2010: Janet Beumer’s ‘voice’  indicated initially that she had bought the mind reading technology on the ‘black market’ and then changed it to ‘being given it by a friend who worked in defense contracting–as you can see this bitch is a full-fledged pathological, sociopathic liar (and obviously made for this type of job) and I imagine for most of the uninitiated and unaware it would have clearly been enough to make the average person question their sanity. But again, I’m apparently not the average b/c then as is the case now, tho this story probably sounds as far fetched and contrived as they come–I KNOW IT TO BE 1000% true as well as NOT in the slightest caused by any mental malaise–at least not on MY part! But you have to give them an A for effort b/c they certainly tried. Once I began complaining to friends and family, I had a couple friends who suggested that perhaps I needed to go speak to ‘someone’..you can guess, who that ‘someone’ was..lol..in hindsight, I can’t blame them. Hell, if you are reading this and you are sane and not working for any of the criminally insane government agencies mentioned above–then you probably think this story is crazy too. To say the least. If I hadn’t of LIVED it; I’d concur. But again, instinctively, I knew there was nothing wrong with me and that what I was hearing was somehow being fed externally via technology. The FIRST day, I surmised this. I didn’t know the HOW, but I just knew that to be the case.

But to calm my friend, I agreed to see a local head doctor (this was covered by a state program since I was still collecting state unemployment at the time) who patiently listened to what I’ve relayed here and without missing a beat, predictably wrote a prescription for ‘meds’. I politely thanked him and left and never filled that prescription. I knew that’s what I DIDN’T need. Psychotropics is what I believe they wanted me to get on so they could then say later on, that is the reason for the ‘chatter’. I wasn’t going it make it that easy though. (Side Note: I had taken prescribed psychotropics once previously (namely Prozac) for about 6 months in 2008 while homeless and looking for housing. Someone in passing informed me that the local outpatient PATH clinic had a women’s shelter program that would house you for 6 months if you just went in and told them you were suffering from ‘depression’..so this is what I did–though I was never admittedly really depressed–and with that, I was prescribed the lowest dosage of prozac (10mg, I think it was, courtesy of the state of California) and was able to eventually secure a bed in the PATH cottages located at that time on Hoover Street in the Echo Park area of LA until I was able to get a housing voucher which is how I found the apartment located in South LA in 2008 where V2k became a daily part of my life. I should also note that as soon as I moved into the West Blvd apartment I promptly ceased taking the prozac and never took another pill again. I believe when I stopped there was still half a bottle left.  I now believe that, at least partially, some of my reaction to V2k, was the result of my withdrawals symptoms from prozac. If you look up those symptoms and those of other psychotropics you will see why so many people decide to keep taking them instead of stopping cold-turkey like I did or slowly weening themselves off of them. Prozac’s withdrawal symptoms for me after six months of taking the lowest dosage prescribed of 10mg was likely mild compared to others who have experienced horrific withdrawal symptoms after years of taking prescribed other mood-altering drugs with higher dosages. Anyone can take a cursory look at the horror stories of people who have done just that. Thank God that even in that state, I STILL was able to discern that what I was experiencing was not a psychotic break but some unknown technology. Since I had moved out of that apartment by the end of December and no longer suffering from withdrawals by the time I got to San Diego a few months later, I was keenly aware that this was some kind of US govt/military psy ops.  No question. 

I will also discuss why I think the US government criminal elements funding this harassment want people like me to be summarily dismissed as schizos or paranoids—and because of that they TRY to introduce psychotropics some where in the picture. Otherwise, the crackpot dismissal isn’t as effective. Of course, there are people like former lawyer and TI, Myron May, whom I don’t think was ever previously on psychotropics, yet the introduction of voice to skull into his case, will most certainly still make the average person assume he was mentally ill–which I believe, is the objective of the Targeting Individual Phenomena–at first glance anyway. I don’t think most–upon hearing or reading about these cases and for those who haven’t been personally affected themselves–will ever delve deeper into the facts and come to the realization that most TIs, like me, are as sane, if not saner, than the average person. We’d almost have to be because I don’t believe the average person could withstand this kind of all-out pyscho-emotional assault. Especially, not for decades. 


The next re-occurring scenario in this dystopian US/Israeli-funded drama, focused on sexuality and then attempts to make me believe out of nowhere I had pedophile tendencies and even the preposterous and sick accusation that I secretly wanted to have sex with my adult son. Yes, I know..sick, and more sick. All of this is being fed to me. I couldn’t see who was doing the ‘speaking’. They were voices–again, primarily white males, that were not recognizable to me. And they basically were ‘grilling’ me virtually. Think about how newscasters or tv personalities have ‘in ear’ mics that feed them info and instructions–but we, as the audience, cannot hear any of the conversations. That was my experience. Except ALL of the convo was negative, denigrating, bullying, violent, accusatory, and threatening. And in the beginning, this was happening 24/7. I could not escape the chatter. I woke up hearing it and when I laid down at night to TRY to sleep, I still heard it.  As far as the preposterous claims of pedophilia or thoughts of incest went…they were just that. Preposterous and baseless. 

What i have now learned about the very reoccurring scenarios reported by those targeted is that this seems to be the norm–accusations of pedophilia and other sexual perversions. I knew it didn’t apply to me, because as an over 40 adult, I KNOW damn well what floats my boat and children are not it and never have been, so I knew instinctively this had to be part of some sort of psy ops and this was even before going online and seeking out an explanation of what was happening to me.
So after this I believe the next phase of the mind screw was to have me believe that people were actually viewing me in my most intimate moments–in the shower and bathroom. As I mentioned, I began to hear men and women making lewd and lascivious comments about my body whenever I went into the bathroom, they even went so far as to comment about the frequency and consistency of my bowel movements! Now you tell me what frickin’ schizophrenia symptoms that stems from! I’d like to meet a true schizophrenic whose ‘special friends’ go to these lengths to denigrate & humiliate. And many other TIs relay the same sort of scenarios, which leads me to believe that this is S.O.P. or in Government/Military terms: Standard Operating Procedure. Another clear indication this is organized by/being funded by governments/militaries and/or proxies and not just some random low-life criminals. No, these are highly-skilled criminals. 

This black ops pogrom (ironically named since I doubt there are few, if any “blacks” knowingly working in these Nazi/fascist pogroms–unless they are among those being illegally targeted like me) is the US/Israel govt’s sick idea of the art of war & co-intelpro dirty tricks made completely REMOTE and possible by what I believe are nano implants of some kind that have been covertly placed in my body (confirmed in 2018).

(2011)..This is why I am still being targeted 120 miles away from LA with voice to skull and synthetic sound that includes amplified & projected sounds that I can’t tell from which direction they originate, bamming, bumping, thumping & even ‘mooing’ sounds that are made to make me think my current neighbors are a mere continuation of the harassment that was manufactured in Los Angeles. This is why Janet Lauritsen Beumer/John Beumer/Derek J Beumer said early on: No matter where you go there will be crazy neighbors.  I’ve also ‘been hearing’ since I moved back to San Diego, that Jan and the whole crew were moving here also and have even implied they are already here–more bunk–those cowards wouldn’t come to chance a face to face encounter with me now, even if guaranteed protection. I guess that statement, like so many others, was meant to make me anxious and super paranoid. Didn’t work. Ever. I’ve never feared these cowards and that has never changed. 

Early on I realized the tactics used were those used by bullies and elementary school-aged ones at that. This whole operation smacks of amateurs: from the ineffective attempts to convince me the ever running looped recordings are ‘live’; that whatever govt agency that is feeding the lame excuse for ‘artificial intelligence’ into my ears needs to go back to the drawing board b/c it’s not fooling anyone–a live human doesn’t know the difference between an upstairs apt and a downstairs one? Doesn’t know the difference between pizza and toast? (recently I was warming up some PIZZA & the recording which is presented as if it’s ‘live’ humans speaking, said “oh you burned your toast”, well I immediately started thinking you don’t know the difference between pizza and toast? Not ONCE was I corrected. So I’m to believe a reasonable human adult wouldn’t have KNOWN it was pizza and not toast and would have been that easily confused?!! THIS IS WHAT THE IMPOTENT, amateurish, buffoonish United States government’s seriously woeful ATTEMPT at artificial intelligence comes up with to make ME think I’m crazy?!! Obviously there is some SERIOUS projection going on!! 

If I really had schizophrenia , doesn’t it seem likely that I would still KNOW the difference between toast and pizza and that voices organically coming from my brain wouldn’t be fooled by me saying it was toast instead?!! This shit is NOT rocket science but apparently it’s too complex for the governments sad attempt at artificial intelligence. Artificial STUPIDITY if you ask me. Or maybe they are using the old, out-dated version of A.I. on me. But I doubt it. This probably IS the best they have to offer. What a sick, sick joke. If this is the best the US has to offer in the way of A.I., China will soon dust your ass. 

I will give credit where it’s due, the initial entraining works well if the target is totally unaware of this technology (as I’m sure most Targeted Individuals are initially); it’s capabilities and the methods used by the government (with the caveat that again once the target has knowledge of what’s going on and that they are in fact being targeted by a computer–the ‘gig’ is up–it renders it impotent if the purpose is in fact to get the target to interact with the A.I. computer program)–once that window of opportunity is closed I cannot imagine that it would open again and have yet to see anything from this pogrom that would indicate it CAN be opened once closed. Try as they may; hasn’t happened in my case. Can’t see it happening with anyone who hasn’t descended into madness, which I personally think would be a small percentage of TIs. I have actually come to believe they chose us specifically because they surmised we would be able to survive and learn to navigate around this technology. In my opinion, they are looking to gather long-term ‘data research’. And the longer we survive as TIs, the more money they stand to make. Ultimately, in their mind, this is simply a business venture. No different than the American companies who financed Hitler’s slave labor camps. These kinds of sick ‘beings’ have always made money off of others’ misery. I don’t believe they know any other way.


The point I want to drive home is that based on my experience, this technology does not work as it’s widely described online–as a slow kill, mind control weapon. It may indeed slowly kill but so will eating Mickey D’s daily. Or drinking certain municipalities’ tap water. Just ask the people of Flint, Michigan..ironically, which is the city I grew up in. Is this factoid related to my current US government targeting? Who knows? Well, I’m sure somebody knows, but I certainly can’t say for sure. Wouldn’t doubt it, though. In my opinion, with all the death weapons at the US military’s disposal, I’m sure if they REALLY wanted to kill people like me; there are more efficient ways of doing so. But then again, we are talking about the US military who can’t even keep track of spending and are known for waste; so maybe they do see this as ‘efficient’? lol.. Bottom line: V2k doesn’t work long term. Not on the average mentally healthy, even barely functioning & intelligent adult.

NOTE: A little advice to those who are still dealing with the daily audio non-stop assault that is V2k: keep your tongue away from the roof of your mouth. Just become acclimated to placing it anywhere but the roof of your mouth on a regular basis. This is how I believe it comes thru & also at night, if you can close your fingers or fold your hands into your armpits or somehow not have your fingers/digits exposed (yes, I know hot and uncomfortable) but I believe it piggybacks on them so that you hear it more clearly. I’m not guaranteeing that this will work for you but it’s helped me. Also I’ve mentioned this repeatedly on this blog–the use of neo-dymium magnets will also temporarily ameliorate the directed energy/electromagnetic weapons used on TIs. Keep in mind though, that after a few months they may be able to adjust/attenuate the technology so that no one method permanently blocks the V2k..but just keep alternating them. But then again, I never got into the daily or long-term habit of using the magnets, so the consistent use of them MAY disable or deactivate the implants. I can only speak on my personal experience. I’ve seen videos of TIs creating caps and clothing with neodymium magnets attached and they wear these most of the time and swear they have effectively blocked the electromagnetic/directed energy weapons & fields that surround us.  I would say it certainly can’t hurt to try this as a TI.

As I mentioned prior, I now maybe hear bits and pieces through out the day, totally maybe 5 or 10 minutes max..compared to non-stop 24 hour chatter I heard in the beginning. Huge difference. Especially if you have a life. And though these sick, degenerate bastids would love to believe otherwise, you can still have one—with family, friends, work, school or whatever. The options mentioned above are certainly cheaper than any of these expensive equipment and/or technology company schemes claiming a cure-all for the effects we deal with from being targeting with directed energy weapons that you see advertised all over sites that cater to TIs. And you can’t beat free or the low-cost of neodymium magnets.

 Now, does V2k work as an initial ‘interrogation’ tool to knock ‘enemies’ off-kilter and even perhaps push those teetering on the precipice of insanity over the edge? A definite yes, for the former based on my own personal experience & especially if unaware of the technology; and more than likely on the latter. And on children? Yes, I can see that easily. As a matter of fact, this sounds like it was MADE for children and I can see it being useful as a tool of trauma on a young, impressionable child, which seems to be an ongoing interest of elements of the US government, especially after reading about cases like those chronicled in the book: The Franklin Scandal. I certainly wouldn’t put it past them. And as I think about my own strange experiences as a child and what I now believe were years of the externally-fed dreams of my childhood & adolescence, as well as the knowledge that other family members have been adversely affected by vivid nightmares in the early years, I now believe it’s very likely that this technology IS being surreptitiously used on multiple generations of black children who are unaware TIs.  Again, it’s not like the US is above this kind of behavior/crime. They have admitted to such atrocities in the past, and the book, Medical Apartheid has provided clear and incontrovertible evidence that the US govt and it’s proxies have never been “above” this kind of illegal & amoral behavior. In fact, they seem to enjoy it. And as I have asked before, how many of the criminally-insane stop engaging in aberrant, unlawful behavior on their own? Especially, if they have the means and resources to escape not only detection, but punishment? For decades and centuries on end? So this is why we will likely continue to have black ops pogroms like the Targeted Individual Phenomena play out again and again. 

***I also have another question: If the US govt and it’s proxies can ostensibly use National Security as a defense for this kind of illegal/covert experimentation, how could they condemn or even prosecute a TI who decides to seek out assistance with the removal and/or deactivation of the implants, since we have never given consent for the implantation? If a TI wants to go to another country & find medical personnel who may be able to remove/disable or even reverse-engineer these implants, what legal standing would the offending country/’govt’ have to pursue the TI? TIs have broken no laws and cannot be charged with sharing “classified military or national security information” since we were not properly informed of and certainly no one asked our permission to become involuntary human guinea pigs. This illegal/covert implantation is both a US domestic & International crime and there is no way they are unaware of that. However, I’m sure there are a LOT of foreign countries who would love direct access to these implants. Who in their right mind could blame a TI who has likely been shadow-banned from legitimate employment through no fault of their own, to seek out funds where ever they can get them?  If the criminals in the employ of the US/ISrael governments who are engaged in this kind of illegal experimentation can make money off of forced implantation, then why shouldn’t TIs also be able to make money off of the criminal exercise? In effect, the criminals have left the evidence/proof of their crimes inside TIs. What criminal court would prosecute a TI?  That’s like prosecuting a homeowner who allows the cops to come in and take evidence left behind by people who have robbed them. And TIs certainly deserve it more than the US/Israeli governments. Again, as I’ve written many times over–if there was any justice in the American courts, people like me would be receiving millions in compensation from the US govt–just like those Canadians who were subjected to illegal experimentation at Canada’s McGill University decades ago. But since I know there is NO justice in the US court system & particularly, for blacks, then it’s even more reason for a legit TI to seek alternative avenues to obtain justice for themselves–and finding entities who would be willing to pay TIs for access to their bodies to reverse-engineer this technology is one way of doing so.****

Another aspect of this technology that I don’t think I’ve mentioned here before is behavior modification. What I have noticed that has been effective is elements of modifying behaviors. For instance, prior to this, I was somewhat a neat freak, not overly so; but I would definitely clean up promptly and liked things in their proper place…but since around 2011 when I became aware of the implants moving around,  I have experienced really weird, sick ‘urges’ that never happened prior–like for instance, the urge to lick the toilet seat or eat something gross that I would never ordinarily consider–like a piece of lint or something disgusting, like something on the ground. I definitely attribute these ‘urges’–which are never strong enough to make me even remotely consider them, but they are strong enough where I’m cognizant that they exist–to this technology. These ‘urges’ are not ongoing and I believe are regulated by whatever government or contractor freak is at the control panel. I actually haven’t noticed them in some months now. They used to be more regular. Now to be clear, I wouldn’t say I’m like the kind of extreme cases you see featured on TV shows like Hoarders or Strange Addictions (both shows, I wholeheartedly believe feature people who are unaware Targeted Individuals who are being exploited as sick ‘entertainment’ as an added insult to injury)..but I can see the difference in these particular behaviors and wholeheartedly believe this is a direct result of this technology. I’d be willing to bet on it.

As of today in 2016, I believe that what I am experiencing is the culmination of life-long targeting and not something that began in 2010 when it was revealed to me–& so perhaps this is just another phase of the Nazi/US government programming that runs it’s course and at middle age has to be ‘rebooted’ for those of us who have ‘awakened’ somehow & this is how they try to ‘scare’ us back into the Matrix? Who knows? lol..anything is possible. The hows and the whys are speculative; but I DO know that whatever the source— it’s not internal nor naturally occurring. Nor do I believe this to be the Frankenstein/Nazi creation of the US alone.

****I wholly believe this is a joint venture, involving many global players who are also using this against their own citizens; including most ‘western’ nations. And I suspect, in particular, Israel, who is not only the global leader in the nanotechnology industry but who also, curiously, provides most of the world’s airport security technology.****

Are these two facts related to the Targeted Individual Phenomena? I’ll leave you to research the facts and determine the truth for yourself. All you have to do is type in the term: Targeted Individuals and see how prevalent this phenomena is worldwide today and how it has essentially become one of the greatest crimes against humanity, hiding in plain sight.

2020 UPDATE: As of 2020, I wholeheartedly, believe that while the US govt (probably via contractors) is the primary & long-term funding source of this Nazi experimentation, I would also venture that Israel is the primary & on-going manufacturer/monitor of the nanotech utilized to illegally monitor & interface with TIs like me. Anyone doing a cursory search online can view all of the available info on how large the Israeli imprint is in nanotechnologies. Where ever the lapdog of Apartheid treads, their erstwhile partner-in-crime surely follows. The US & Israel are the usual suspects and the first diabolical duo that comes to mind in such a vast, yet largely hidden human rights crime such as the Targeting Individual Phenomena. I’m sure that officially these two career fascist/racist mafioso families passing themselves off as legitimate “democratic” governments (including the other “Five Eyes” criminal cohorts) have given this ‘black ops’ pogrom some cutesy, “original” name like Operation or Project Bed-dragon or something else only those of their unique developmentally & emotionally stunted ilk can come up with. I’d also bet dollars to donuts that there are many Palestinians inside Israel being illegally & covertly used as involuntary human guinea pigs in this pogrom. As we know from history–the apartheid twins, US & Israel, both have long, storied histories of governmental & organized human rights abuses against Blacks & Palestinians (among many others), so it really doesn’t take much to arrive at the conclusion that they are likely, per their usual, the primary (though not only) state agents acting in concert in one of the most novel incarnations of domestic & international crimes against humanity–the Targeting Individual Phenomena.

Of course, the aforementioned two are not the only groups being targeted with this technology but as I’m a member of one of the aforementioned groups who has historically always been illegally used & targeted with involuntary experimentation by various elements of the US government and it’s proxies, I am, of course, more concerned with addressing that particular demographic. But what “others” never seem to understand is that whatever nefarious illegal  & extrajudicial tactics the US government uses against black folk–these very same methods will EVENTUALLY arrive at your doorstep and be used on you too. ALWAYS. Just wait for it. Don’t take my word for it, read a history book and it will bear this fact out. 

 
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Should the victims of the Unabomber Seek Financial Compensation from the elements of the US government & Harvard who drove him to do what he later did? Asking for a friend.

MY THOUGHTS:
Another interesting article I stumbled upon covers the story of Ted Kaczynski, also dubbed ‘the Unabomber’–who was convicted of a series of mail bombings to universities and airlines over an almost 20 year period that resulted in 3 deaths and numerous injuries.  His story has been relegated to the annals of the well-worn historical ‘lone-nut’ category and he has for the most part, simply been written off as mentally ill by most media accounts. But his story is of interest to me because of what allegedly happened to him as a young student at Harvard in the late 50’s and the reason for his subsequent turn to terrorist bombings–Kaczynski was used as a test subject in experiments that according to reports, partially were used to gauge how well people react under ‘stress’.
One of the primary reasons his story is compelling is of course my belief that I, along with other TIs are also being used as involuntary test subjects in ongoing, life long US government sponsored experiments; but another curious aspect of my interest is that I have also noticed that middle-aged black women seem to be disproportionately represented among those publicly complaining of Targeting and I have wondered if it is  because those conducting these experiments are attempting to discover something ABOUT black women as a particular demographic. But what? Perhaps there is a clue in another article I came upon that indicated that researchers had determined that black women as a group seemed to handle long-term stress better than other groups. And since it is well documented that white men have the highest rates of suicide in the world and black women, conversely, the lowest–I wonder if one of the objectives of our targeting experience is to gauge WHY it is that black women handle long-term stress better than others?
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http://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2000/06/harvard-and-the-making-of-the-unabomber/378239/
Through research at the Murray Center and in the Harvard archives I found that, among its other purposes, Henry Murray’s experiment was intended to measure how people react under stress. Murray subjected his unwitting students, including Kaczynski, to intensive interrogation — what Murray himself called “vehement, sweeping, and personally abusive” attacks, assaulting his subjects’ egos and most-cherished ideals and beliefs. (sounds like Voice to Skull)..
….Michael Mello, a professor at Vermont Law School, is the author of He and William Finnegan, a writer for The New Yorker, have suggested that Kaczynski’s brother, David, his mother, Wanda, and their lawyer, Tony Bisceglie, along with Kaczynski’s defense attorneys, persuaded many in the media to portray Kaczynski as a paranoid schizophrenic. To a degree this is true. Anxious to save Kaczynski from execution, David and Wanda gave a succession of interviews from 1996 onward to The Washington Post, The New York Times, and Sixty Minutes, among other outlets, in which they sought to portray Kaczynski as mentally disturbed and pathologically antisocial since childhood. 

MY THOUGHTS:
The last portion of this sentence stood out to me, because I am sure that many who have known me in my life could describe me in much the same way.  Maybe not pathologically antisocial but definitely extremely so. So again, it leads me to the conclusion that what I have always previously thought was simply a personality ‘quirk’ may instead be a carefully manufactured and covertly managed US government experiment result that was supposed to set me up for some kind of use down the line (incubator is what I’m thinking).
 
http://umm.edu/health/medical/altmed/condition/stress

Acute stress disorder happens soon after the traumatic event and lasts for a month or less. Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) lasts for more than 3 months and may begin within a few days of an event, or may happen later, sometimes as long as 30 to 40 years after an event.

Signs and Symptoms

Stress can cause many symptoms, both physical and mental:

  • Headache
  • High blood pressure
  • Rapid heartbeat
  • Chest pain
  • Upset stomach
  • Insomnia
  • Tight muscles or muscle aches
  • Teeth grinding
  • Depression
  • Weight loss or gain
  • Mood swings
  • Inability to concentrate
  • Anger
  • Withdrawal from friends and family
  • Worrying

MY THOUGHTS:
Interestingly, some of the symptoms of purported PTSD also could be caused by directed energy weapons–headaches, rapid heartbeat, insomnia, muscle aches & withdrawal from friends and family. Could it be that the US misnomered ‘intel’ agencies are trying to manufacture the appearance of PTSD in Targeted Individuals?

 
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Re-post from 2012 Early On in my Targeting

Breakdown of US Government Targeting Methods

Tales About The Sociopaths Upstairs
Friday, August 10, 2012
A Complete Breakdown of US Govt Targeting/Methods


Ok, I wanted to revisit some of the tactics that were used to ‘reel’ me in at the advent of this bizarre, creepy experiment the US government has apparently targeted me with but 1st I wanted to comment on a movie that I just came across, that deals with the United States Government version of D.E.W., Doo-Doo (and it’s so named because like most manaical plans coming out of the sociopathic, deranged minds of the supremely fearful and paranoid–the govt’s Doo-Doo ‘doesn’t work worth shit’–so hence the name–anyway, on to my opinion of the movie, “CONTROL FACTOR”…I watched all of it and it’s definitely an amazing piece of fantasy with bits of true life in it. 

Yes, the government (misnomered ‘intelligence agencies’) with the complicity of the medical establishment (or certain factions of it) is in my opinion covertly implanting unsuspecting citizens and targeting them with externally fed voices, among other things. There is also an intricate and involved psy ops pogrom that incorporates all of the targets known fears, insecurities, beliefs and personality quirks. This isn’t some random throw it up against the wall and see what sticks kind of harassment—it takes time, processing, culling, man hours and technology to gather this type of intimate and intricate information. The methodologies used in my targeting would not work on you and vice versa. 

So the agencies who are at the helm of this ‘research’ are going to great lengths to target someone like me. Why? If you believe the bunk theme in the movie Control Factor, it’s for some higher ideal and for what is inferred at the end as the elevation of humanity. Oh really now? Past behavior is an indicator of future behavior? Yes? Then what have you seen in the past and current behavior of those in power that would indicate that a) they generally give a damn about uplifting humanity AND b) they are motivated by any such moral considerations in regards to why they target & harass citizens whose only ‘crime’ may be that their political views are deemed dangerous or beyond the ‘pale’? (pun intended) Yeah… I came up with nothing too. 

Targeting, non-consensual human experimentation and attempts at mind control/behavior modification is about CONTROL of the human population. Plain and simple. Another interesting look behind the curtain touched on in the movie, was the synthetic emotions and how they were used via electromagnetic frequencies to alter moods on a mass scale. Think about the almost like clockwork and successive ever more bizarre and violent incidents that are happening nationwide? Chicago? The recent mass shootings in Colorado & Wisconsin? 

The ‘false’ mass shooting in NY that actually turned out to be one lone gunman killing one person but the incompetent and apparently lacking in basic markmanship-like skills of the NYPD–who seemingly couldn’t hit an unmoving target but instead, hit 9 innocent bystanders. Too bad they don’t seem to be lacking in markmanship skills when it comes to killing innocent black men like Sean Bell, Amadou Diallo or the most recent shooting that occurred in Times Square of an un-armed black male. Could all of these recent shootings also be ‘staged’ attacks that are meant to bolster the publics’ support for the UN Small Arms Treaty? Will an already docile and compliant populace be more amenable to giving up their now guaranteed right to bear arms if the UN pushes this thru with the backing of the US?

In the movie Control Factor, there is a scene when the ‘aliens’ indicated they had the frequency of the anger that sparked the LA Rebellion and used it on an imaginary city of primarily black people…now that sounds totally plausible. Again, in my own personal experience with directed energy weapons attacks, synthetic emotions felt artificial and I immediately noticed them but who knows if I’m the norm in regards to that?

All I know is there is mass chaos going on all over this country and if these cretins possess the technology to affect mass behavior, don’t think for a second they wouldn’t use it. They are the ‘human’ equivalent of Lucifer trying to play God. And frankly only a suicidal, delusional fool would embark on that dead end path. I’m not particularly religious, in fact, I would say I’m not religious at all but instead spiritual; but I can see where this experiment is going.

Ultimately where all sociopathic excursions end up–as a big hot ass mess with the collective world reeling from the aftermath. And they would have us believe that they are an infallible, all-powerful & inescapable force of nature to be reckoned with; but the manner in which they operate speaks to something wholly opposite: they slink and hide in the shadows like a crack addict looking for their next rock or like a wanted fugitive constantly looking over their shoulder for the long arm of the law to ominously swoop down on them…this is NOT the way a sure of themselves, fearless, heroic world leader FUNCTIONS. This is the way a deeply psychologically disturbed, down-to-it’s-last-fix addict, who has no self-esteem left, no integrity, who is cowardly at their core and is convinced that they don’t have anything left to lose, behaves. A cornered, feral animal is what you have here. What we are witnessing at work here is the archetypical CRIMINAL that the above agencies SWEAR THEY are in the business of protecting the general public from.HA! As if..tell me, how can you genuinely expect JUSTICE from an organized network of CRIMINALS? Maybe I’m missing something here.


So I guess the question is: Must you become a criminal to snag what you view as a criminal? The answer is staring you right in the face if you are reading this blog. Back to the movie Control Factor: I guess if the CIA/FBI continues to co-opt hollywood and use them in the same way that they used authors like Gloria Naylor, Evelyn Waugh and even Orwell in the past to discreetly tell the public about their secret plans, then I guess we really shouldn’t be surprised that this film would try to make out the establishment as the hero in the end as opposed to the devil they really are. After all the devil IS in the details and I’m sure they are hoping we don’t notice them or even better–we are oblivious to them. A little revisionist history and embellishment of the truth is what hollywood after all is known for.. 

As I mentioned many times before non-person shill Janet Lauritsen Beumer’s son is Derek J. Beumer, who is reportedly a hollywood film producer. Makes it plausible that the so-called intelligence community is in bed with hollywood. I wouldn’t put ANYTHING past these troglodytes. I guess the best way for a cowardly bitch to do their dirty work is to sneak and skulk in the shadows and/or use easily manipulated dullards and lost souls to do the heavy lifting for you. It’s the american way it appears.. I mean that with every fiber of my being. You can’t even really call those responsible for these pogroms ‘human’. Maybe human-like or humanoid. But human? Maybe evolutionary throwbacks. But definitely a devolution. A species regression as it were. And they actually think they are superior to the masses on the planet. Laughable. 

How is it that these people ostensibly ‘rule’ the world and have if not literally, metaphorically, commandeered this runaway train called humanity toward a steep cliff and is ready to kill not only themselves but all of us in the train with them? They have amassed most of the wealth, all of the power, though illusory, have availed themselves of unfettered access to most of the finite natural resources on the planet–YET, is it enough and do they appear satiated or happy? Take a look around you? Does it appear those who are mad with power and starved for more are happy with their spoils? No, it doesn’t look that way from my vantage point either. They APPEAR to be miserable fucks who are certifiably out of their minds. Seeing boogeymen around every corner. CREATING boogeymen where none exist to JUSTIFY their incessant paranoia. And these are the ‘people’ who populate the CIA, the FBI, the NSA, the DoD,the MI5’s, the Mossads and the other sundry domestic and foreign unknown or unnamed govt agencies or proxies working on their behalf. This is what your tax $$ are financing. This is what your obedience and apathy is feeding and encouraging. The same type of beast that was Nazi Germany. I guess we as humans never do learn, do we? 

Let me now describe some of the sick,demented COINTELPRO/MK-ULTRA tactics used in the beginning of my Targeting initiation: Some of the scenarios that I was subjected to that were conceived by what I believe is US government/military developed technology that is able to cull thoughts, fears, desires, and subsequently some latent psycho pinhead (probably originating in the psychiatry or mental health field) then coming up with ‘skits’ that played and/or fed on those respective fears–for example, if you have a fear of spiders, perhaps ‘they’ use that fear by making you believe that forces unseen, maybe neighbors you don’t particularly know are planning to unleash spiders into your home or maybe if you are hetereo, they introduce sudden ,out of nowhere ‘thoughts’ that you’ve never had before, that make you question your sexuality–and miraculously they KNOW exactly what aberrant thoughts you are having, right down to the last tawdry detail!; unbeknownst to me at the time, I had become a target of the sick, demented ‘prank’ that was at once all too real, that was acted out on a stage that only I was aware of and turned out to be some twisted homage to the twilight zone–unfortunately tho for those of us targeted, it’s not a tv show, comes with no commercial breaks, there is no ‘gotcha you’re on candid camera’ at the end of the day, it continues to this day and it isn’t some alternate reality but the clear and obvious manifestation of the sociopathic, demented minds that populate some of the highest levels of the United States government & Military.

I want to give you specific instances of the type of mind games the government took the time to carefully cultivate; my reactions to them and I also want to close with what I believe (as a victim of voice to skull for over 9 months now–this was originally written in 2012, it is now 2015 and I am adding to my recollections, as my original blog was deleted.) is the scope and capabilities of the technology, as I have experienced it, and what it’s limitations and failings are (and there are many). If I can give insight into what probably is happening all over the world to people who haven’t a clue initially of what’s going on–then I’ve done more than was possible in my case. 

NOTE: Voice to Skull: has been described as advanced US military grade technology purportedly utilizing the Frey Effect, that can, in lay men’s terms, ‘beam recognizable words & phrases into Targets’ brains; bypassing the ears.’ That’s the lie based on my own personal experience with it. 

Based on my over 5 years of continuously hearing this so called advanced technology, I can say unequivocally, at least in MY case; this shit can’t beam words directly into your skull while bypassing your ears. I have at different times in the 5+ years of being subjected to it daily, blocked it out partially or completely & distorted it, by alternately using ear plugs; using neo-dymium magnet ear rings; wearing headphones playing music or spoken word; pushing rolled up cotton into my ear and even stupidly using rolled up paper towel..(which I wouldn’t advise for obvious reasons)..of course out of desperation, I’m sure there are TIs who’ve tried worse. But what i found is that the ‘voices and chatter’ could be muffled, distorted, drowned out and they could also be completely blocked out at times. Now it was never a permanent block but it provided relief at the time that was much needed. Necessity is the mother of invention, right?


So 5+ years later, I STILL sleep with headphones on playing music. You do what you have to do. And now, I can say that i may hear the chatter less than 5 minutes out of a full 24 hour day (except on what I call laughingly the ‘first of the month’–which is when I believe that those who are actively ‘monitoring’ me remotely and reporting back to whatever criminal organization they work for, take your pick–CIA, NSA, FBI, M6, the Mossad..doesn’t matter which one, they are all criminals in my book–and have to ‘justify’ why they still should be provided what is, without a doubt, in my mind, at least—continued government funding..this used to happen like clockwork in the 1st week of the month, but I guess when they noticed that I noticed there was an uptick in activity on the same days each month, they changed it up..but it still happens. They just may break it up or try to be slick. But these are dull paper pushers. It doesn’t take much to figure it out. It just shows you that government bureaucracy exists even in insane asylums. Apparently. 

But back to what I ‘hear’ today–again it usually amounts to a total of maybe 5 minutes out of a full 24 hour day and it’s usually 1 to 5 word oft-repeated phrases. Certainly, nothing like the 24 hour non stop assault that I had to deal with in the beginning. Now I believe this is simply the US government’s amateur attempt at artificial intelligence computer-to-brain-interface. It plays back oft-repeated phrases based on my thoughts and memory. And a simple change in the way I hold my tongue, for example, can block it out. So I said all of that to say: there is NO way that if this was capable of beaming words or phrases directly into a Target’s skull or brain, bypassing the ears and the cochlea; would I have been successful in blocking it or diminishing it’s effects in the years I’ve been exposed to it. No way. Probably more deliberate dis-info and lies from the people who make their living at doing just that.


Now on to what I experienced in the beginning as a Targeted Individual, honestly before I even knew the term or what it meant:
The first ruse that I was aware of that was used by the sick minds that use CoIntelpro/Mk-ULTRA on steroids, was by feeding me info via Voice to Ear that I was living in a half way house full of mentally disturbed individuals. Each ‘character’ was introduced to me via V2k, I never SAW most of the people whom I was led to believe I was hearing and responding to..in the beginning, since I thought I was actually hearing people in the above apartment having conversation with me; I responded out loud as if I was speaking to someone in a loud, crowded environment and of course, at that time I had NO IDEA I was the only person who could hear these ‘voices’ & then later, I guess because I was talking too loud and my neighbors started rightfully complaining, this is when the fascists switched tactics & revealed to me that they could read my thoughts and from then on, I only ‘communicated’ with these unseen perps via thought. 

I will detail in another post specifically how Voice to Ear was revealed to me and how I first came to realize that there is technology, that according to the info available, has been around for decades, at the very least.. this technology can read sub-vocalized thoughts (think about it this way..in much the same way that EKGS pick up electrical activity of the heart, this technology also picks up electrical magnetic readings, only it’s brain activity..as I understand it can ‘read’ the activity and decipher what a person is thinking..Orwellian, isn’t it? And of course, we see this kind of sensitive technology has fallen into the hands of the most depraved and wretched..but what else is new?) ..so yes, sad to say these psychological cripples have access to something like this, but based on my experiences, it IS true… most of the voices I heard were either other casually known tenants in the building (mostly the upstairs neighbor, LaSandra Rose); but some I had never actually seen in the building. As I write this I remember that there was only one family excluded from the V2k voices I would hear daily and it was a Jamaican family that lived on the 2nd floor. I wonder why? I’ve read that supposedly there is technology that can ‘clone’ voices’ but if that’s the case, are foreign voices harder to clone? Doubtful. What it says to me, is that more than likely they were the only ones in that building probably not paid to record their voices because I believe emphatically that everyone else whose voice I heard were paid dupes and shills. The reason I believe this? I have now been living in the same apartment building for the past 5 years since V2k was 1st revealed in 2010 and not once have I heard any of the voices of the current crop of tenants I am familiar with, used. Different city but if they were really cloning voices, they’ve had plenty of time to do that here; which says to me they more than likely paid people in LA. And I haven’t seen anything since that makes me think differently.

So the introduction of V2k out of no where, along with elaborate ‘street theatre’ or vignettes, as I like to call them, is how this government-sponsored non-stop harassment started for me around 2009. This was the beginning of the set up that sent me on a wild goose chase created by the government to then complain to others in the building (whom I believe were if not directly involved in this sick, twisted game, they were at least aware that I was a target and perhaps even aware that it had happened to others before)–after becoming aware of what I was initially led to believe was round-the-clock monitoring by an older, creepy white lady who presented herself as the property landlord/owner –Janet Lauritsen Beumer (1322 Woodruff Ave, Santa Monica, CA 90024) and an unseen/unknown crew in the above apartment that was heard by me constantly & whom I believed watched me in my apartment 24/7 via what I thought at the time were hidden cameras. A few examples of why I thought this: I would hear these ‘voices’ commenting on what i was eating, making vulgar, graphic comments about my body as I took a shower (and b/c I thought there were hidden cameras in the apartment, I had gotten into the habit of taking showers at night but of course since this was really ‘fed’ audio that was ‘thought’ activated, this didn’t stop the voices, which were of both men and women); I also had gotten into the habit of watching TV on mute once V2k became an everyday/all day occurrence & yet I still heard running commentaries from these ‘voices’ as to what I was watching, saying things such as: ‘Are you watching this again?’…Yes..this is the sickness that is your government at work. 

I also initially thought they were hacking my computer and with the assistance of hidden cameras, had the ability to see all of the activities inside my apartment.  I started complaining of course, to pretty much anyone who would listen–fellow neighbors, friends, family, the local police, local media, national media, state and federal authorities (ironically, the FBI & CIA–both of whom I’m sure are actually behind this or at the very least, deeply involved) as well as various congress people—all with no response. So initially, I thought this was perhaps the work of a lone nut..Janet L. Beumer, the supposed landlord/owner of the property (whose business Wellman Property is probably just a front company) but then I thought about all of the things happening in concert: the constant computer hacking, being able to see what i was doing & also being able to ‘see’ what I actually was viewing with my eyes (b/c believe me the V2k voiced commentary on everything), the fact that even when i was out and about I still heard the V2k, and later when I called cops, they started inferring that I was crazy–all of these things together made me quickly come to the realization that no one random criminal— even one with connections— was going to have access to this kind of advanced technology without being vetted or authorized by the US government. I mean, this is not the kind of equipment you just pick up at the local Walmart. There was just no way if it was being used on me, the US govt/military wasn’t involved. Some where or some how.

So the voices quickly then went to work on my insecurities/fears–making me think that b/c I couldn’t smell (every since army basic training and the ‘gas chamber’ exercise w/tear gas I haven’t been able to smell)..now in keep in mind, that I hadn’t had any intimate conversations with my landlord or anyone else in the building to have given out this info, but all of the sudden the voices are feeding me scenarios where 2 women whom I had never seen before but proclaimed that they lived in the bldg in an upstairs apt–were apparently so sickened by a purported smell that was coming from my apartment (that I of course couldn’t smell) that they wanted to move out of their apartment and break their lease, that is, of course unless my landlord, Jan, would somehow get me out of the building instead. 

So day after day, this scenario got played out, with ever more tenants in the apt building complaining to Jan about the supposed smell emanating from my apartment. I would ‘hear’ this day after day, of course, until I really believed that there was a smell coming from my apartment–this of course, was a lie–a ruse, there was no smell, but of course since I lived by myself I had no way of corroborating or rejecting this out of hand. This ‘ruse’ was created to play on what the mind reading/thought mining technology (manned by US govt via Intel agencies and/or their proxies/contractors) had come to conclude was a weakness of mine that could be exploited. There was even a ‘recording’ of what sounded like a cop coming to my apartment building hallway, apparently to kick me out b/c of the smell complaints from other tenants–I could hear what sounded like him coming close to my apartment door, yelling expletives about the imaginary smell and I’m assuming this ruse was created to hammer home my paranoia.

I’m assuming they were hoping I would take the bait and open the door–and honestly, I really don’t recall if I ever opened the door–probably the 1st time I heard this, I’m assuming that I would have–but of course there was no policeman there and it was simply computer generated sound created to make me think I was going crazy. Now think about the scenarios and ‘skits’ I have just described. Apparently there are a LOT of unemployed actors in LA who have been enlisted in the US govt’s sick schemes. All of these skits were pre-recorded and played back to me so that they sounded like they were in real time and happening live. Can you imagine the depraved, sick bastid at mostly likely the FBI/CIA/NSA who sits around all day on the american tax payer’s dime thinking of shit like this? This is YOUR government at work!! So very very comforting, isn’t it? 

Another scenario that happened early on is once the V2k was turned on and before I realized that it could be heard outside of my apartment–I went to a local drug store to pick up some prescribed meds for an infection, while there I overheard the voice that I recognized as one of the tenants that I knew to live in my bldg. It sounded like she was following me around the store,well since I was new to this, I went up and down the aisles trying to find the person I thought the voice belonged to–all to no avail. Eventually, I ‘heard’ this person tell the clerk at the back of the store to please let her out of the side door so that she could leave b/c someone (me) was waiting at the front of the store and she had ‘beef’ with me. I approached the clerk and asked her if she had let someone out the side door and of course she looked at me like I had two heads. I then watched and waited at the front of the store for like 30 minutes, thinking I would catch her coming out and then when she failed to come thru the front I heard her say that one of the cars in the front parking lot was hers. I went and wrote down the license plate number, now in hindsight, after countless hours of research and over 9 months of continuous harassment with v2k, it’s apparent that that person was never inside the store, it was all done remotely via the implants in my ears and I’m assuming they were hoping I would damage that car in the parking lot or do something else that would make me publicly appear mentally unstable and possibly get me arrested or committed. Again, never happened. But can you imagine yourself being subjected to this and not being aware that this sort of technology exists? What would YOU think? And doesn’t that make you ponder about all of these ostensibly ‘crazy and/or mentally ill’ people who are summarily written off across the globe? What if they are just Targeted Individuals who just don’t realize there is technology that exists that has the capability of feeding directed voice/sound to you that no one else around you can hear? Sort of sounds like the now commercial version of V2k that is called Audio Spotlight Technology marketed by a company called Holovision. I wonder do they know what kind of ‘testing’ was done to create this technology and if so, do they care? Doubtful. I would bet dollars to donuts, the company is a front company for a US government and/or ‘intel’ agency.

Whomever has made plans for me must be really frustrated and upset b/c they continuously FAIL. Continuously. The problem they encountered and probably didn’t foresee was that I never ever ONCE questioned my sanity. Not once. Which tells you how effective this ‘vetting’ process must be for the misnomered ‘intel’ agencies. Granted I had some stressful and trying times prior to this whole creepy US govt experiment unfolding–homelessness in the US homeless capital, LA; with no family around and then followed by a sudden and ‘mysterious’ medical ailment (which in retrospect, I believe was also part of the ruse) …Again, with all of this going on, I STILL never bought into the ‘crazy’ meme. I knew instinctively that I did not go from reasonable to insane and to an all of the sudden break with reality in one day. That wasn’t plausible to me then and it isn’t plausible to me now. I’ve been through worst and never broke down. And again, the voices that they were attempting to pass off as evidence of a ‘mental breakdown’ sounded like white, male prosecutor’s interrogating me–why would MY subconscious alter-ego be a damned  up tight, anal & arrogant sounding white boy? They didn’t even have the sense or courtesy to use a black woman’s voice. Arrogant and mentally ill. Classic US government. Classic. But I never believed for one second I had suffered a mental breakdown. It was just never believable to me. Then and certainly not now. And these idiots apparently were/are getting paid to fund this nonsense..

Apparently (and fortunately for me) a higher power is watching over and protecting me. From the beginning, I have been unwavering, consistent and resolute about what I was hearing and especially in the apt bldg in Hell-A (my nickname now for LA) The non-stop ‘chatter’  seemed absolutely as real as any other conversation that anyone would hear all day from people around them- though, i really couldn’t understand in the beginning how the conversations were so clear, since they were ostensibly coming from the apartment upstairs; but I just came to accept (and was FED this info from the voices that sounded like the landlord, Janet L. Beumer) that the building, which is older was just poorly made and then was encouraged (via again janet lauritsen beumer’s/john beumer/ derek j beumer’s voice) that the apt I lived in (apt 103) was somehow equipped with listening devices b/c it was supposedly used as a drug den or used for drug sales. I had no way of knowing that what was being told and fed to me was simply a ruse to keep me off kilter and confused about what was really going on. Curiously, my apartment had been newly renovated right before my move-in with a totally new & updated kitchen & bathroom & the hardwood floors I love–coincidence? Have I mentioned that I no longer believe in ‘coincidence’?

Janet Beumer’s voice indicated various scenarios in the beginning: that she was a drug dealer, that she had ‘done this before’, that she was only doing this to me b/c she knew I would survive, that I was one of her best ‘students or pupils ‘ thus far, that I would have a religious awakening b/c of this situation, that she thought perhaps I was DEA or some other type of plant b/c I didn’t seem to be scared of the death threats by the various voices; she also had me believing that there was video footage posted on the internet of me in compromising sexual positions that she had posted; that she had been into my apt at various times and had slipped me drugs but that I seemed to be resistant to them b/c I hadn’t become hooked–ALL TOTAL BS— but at the time I thought it was plausible–I didn’t know at the time about remote neural monitoring technology and that it can indeed remotely control internal organs which includes accelerating heart rates that so many TIs describe. (So when it first happened to me, I easily believed that maybe she had slipped me drugs and I just didn’t know it. I then fell into another trap laid and called an ambulance thinking I had been drugged and in my short stay in the ER, the V2k was in full force. Taunting me the whole time. Again, I believe this too was an effort to make me think I was going crazy. Since I don’t know what goes on in the mind of the legitimately mentally ill, I can’t say for sure–but it just never rang true for me that voices emanating from my brain organically as a black woman, would sound like white male detectives. It did not compute. I have just never bought it and they obviously weren’t & aren’t convincing enough to make it believable to me. Then or now.

Janet Beumer’s ‘voice’ also indicated initially that she had bought the mind reading technology on the ‘black market’ and then changed it to ‘being given it by a friend who worked in defense contracting–as you can see this bitch is a full-fledged pathological, sociopathic liar (and obviously made for this type of job) and I imagine for most of the uninitiated and unaware it would have clearly been enough to make the average person question their sanity. But again, I’m apparently not the average b/c then as is the case now, tho this story probably sounds as far fetched and contrived as they come–I KNOW IT TO BE 1000% true as well as NOT in the slightest caused by any mental malaise–at least not on MY part! But you have to give them an A for effort b/c they certainly tried. Once I began complaining to friends and family, I had a couple friends who suggested that perhaps I needed to go speak to ‘someone’..you can guess, who that ‘someone’ was..lol..in hindsight, I can’t blame them. Hell, if you are reading this and you are sane and not working for any of the criminally insane government agencies mentioned above–then you probably think this story is crazy too. To say the least. If I hadn’t of LIVED it; I’d concur. But again, instinctively, I knew there was nothing wrong with me and that what I was hearing was somehow being fed externally via technology. The FIRST day, I surmised this. I didn’t know the HOW, but I just knew that to be the case.

But to calm my friend, I agreed to see a local head doctor (this was covered by a state program since I was still collecting state unemployment at the time) who patiently listened to what I’ve relayed here and without missing a beat, predictably wrote a prescription for ‘meds’. I politely thanked him and left and never filled that prescription. I knew that’s what I DIDN’T need. Psychotropics is what I believe they wanted me to get on so they could then say later on, that is the reason for the ‘chatter’. I wasn’t going it make it that easy though. (Side Note: I had taken prescribed psychotropics once previously (namely Prozac) for about 6 months in 2008 while homeless and looking for housing. Someone in passing informed me that the local outpatient PATH clinic had a women’s shelter program that would house you for 6 months if you just went in and told them you were suffering from ‘depression’..so this is what I did and with that, I was prescribed prozac (courtesy of the state of California) and was able to eventually secure a bed in the PATH cottages located at that time on Hoover Street in the Echo Park area of LA until I was able to get a housing voucher which is how I found the apartment located in South LA in 2008 where V2k became a daily part of my life. I should also note that as soon as I moved into the West Blvd apartment I promptly ceased taking the prozac and never took another pill again. I believe when I stopped there was still half a bottle left.  I will also discuss why I think the US government criminal elements funding this harassment want people like me to be summarily dismissed as schizos or paranoids—and because of that they MUST introduce psychotropics some where in the picture. Otherwise, the crackpot dismissal isn’t as effective.


The next re-occurring scenario focused on sexuality and then attempts to make me believe out of nowhere I had pedophile tendencies and even the preposterous and sick accusation that I secretly wanted to have sex with my adult son. Yes, I know..sick, and more sick. All of this being fed to me. I couldn’t see who was doing the ‘speaking’. They were voices, mostly of white males again that were not recognizable to me. And they basically were ‘grilling’ me virtually. Think about how newscasters or tv personalities have ‘in ear’ mics that feed them info and instructions–but we, as the audience, cannot hear any of the conversations. That was my experience. Except ALL of the convo was negative, denigrating, bullying, violent, accusatory, threatening. And in the beginning, this was happening 24/7. I could not escape the chatter. I woke up hearing it and when I laid down at night to TRY to sleep, I still heard it.  As far as the preposterous claims of pedophilia or thoughts of incest went…they were just that. Preposterous and baseless. 

But from what i have now learned about the very ‘standard protocol’ of Targeting; this seems to be the norm–accusations of pedophilia and other sexual perversions. I knew it didn’t apply to me, because as an over 40 adult, I KNOW damn well what floats my boat and children are not it and never have been, so I knew instinctively this had to be part of some sort of psy ops and this was even before going online and seeking out an explanation of what was happening to me.
So after this I believe the next phase of the mind screw was to have me believe that people were actually viewing me in my most intimate moments–in the shower and bathroom. As I mentioned, I began to hear men and women making lewd and lascivious comments about my body whenever I went into the bathroom, they even went so far as to comment about the frequency and consistency of my bowel movements! Now you tell me what frickin’ schizophrenia symptoms that stems from! I’d like to meet a true schizophrenic whose ‘special friends’ go to these lengths to denigrate & humiliate. 

This is the US govt’s sick idea of the art of war & co-intelpro dirty tricks made completely REMOTE and possible by what I believe is nano implants of some kind that have been covertly placed in my body. This is why I am still being targeted 120 miles away from LA with voice to skull and synthetic sound that includes amplified & projected sounds that I can’t tell from which direction they originate, bamming, bumping, thumping & even ‘mooing’ sounds that are made to make me think my current neighbors are a mere continuation of the harassment that was manufactured in Los Angeles. This is why Janet Lauritsen Beumer/John Beumer/Derek J Beumer said early on: No matter where you go there will be crazy neighbors. 

I’ve also ‘been hearing’ since I moved back to San Diego, that Jan and the whole crew were moving here also and have even implied they are already here–more bunk–those cowards wouldn’t come to chance a face to face encounter with me now, even if guaranteed protection. I guess that statement, like so many others, was meant to make me anxious and super paranoid. Didn’t work. Ever. I’ve never feared these cowards and that has never changed. 

Early on I realized the tactics used were those used by bullies and elementary school aged ones at that. This whole operation smacks of amateurs: from the ineffective attempts to convince me the ever running looped recordings are ‘live’; that whatever govt agency that is feeding the lame excuse for ‘artificial intelligence’ into my ears needs to go back to the drawing board b/c it’s not fooling anyone–a live human doesn’t know the difference between an upstairs apt and a downstairs one? Doesn’t know the difference between pizza and toast? (recently I was warming up some PIZZA & the recording which is presented as if it’s ‘live’ humans speaking, said “oh you burned your toast”, well I immediately started thinking you don’t know the difference between pizza and toast? Not ONCE was I corrected. So I’m to believe a reasonable human adult wouldn’t have KNOWN it was pizza and not toast and would have been that easily confused?!! THIS IS WHAT THE IMPOTENT, amateurish, buffoonish United States government’s seriously woeful ATTEMPT at artificial intelligence comes up with to make ME think I’m crazy?!! Obviously there is some SERIOUS projection going on!! 

If I really had schizophrenia , doesn’t it seem likely that I would still KNOW the difference between toast and pizza and that voices organically coming from my brain wouldn’t be fooled by me saying it was toast instead?!! This shit is NOT rocket science but apparently it’s too complex for the governments sad attempt at artificial intelligence. Artificial STUPIDITY if you ask me. Or maybe they are using the old, out-dated version of A.I. on me. But I doubt it. This probably IS the best they have to offer. What a sick, sick joke. If this is the best the US has to offer in the way of A.I., China will soon dust your ass. 

I will give credit where it’s due, the initial entraining works well if the target is totally unaware of this technology (as I’m sure most Targeted Individuals are initially); it’s capabilities and the methods used by the government (with the caveat that again once the target has knowledge of what’s going on and that they are in fact being targeted by a computer–the ‘gig’ is up–it renders it impotent if the purpose is in fact to get the target to interact with the A.I. computer program)–once that window of opportunity is closed I cannot imagine that it would open again and have yet to see anything from this pogrom that would indicate it CAN be opened once closed. Try as they may; hasn’t happened in my case. Can’t see it happening with anyone who hasn’t descended into madness, which I personally think would be a small percentage of TIs. I have actually come to believe they chose us specifically because they surmised we would be able to survive and learn to navigate around this technology. In my opinion, they are looking to gather long-term ‘data research’. And the longer we survive as TIs, the more money they stand to make. Ultimately, in their mind, this is simply a business venture. No different than the American companies who financed Hitler’s slave labor camps. These kinds of sick ‘beings’ have always made money off of others’ misery. I don’t believe they know any other way.


The point I want to drive home is that based on my experience, this technology does not work as it’s widely described online–as a slow kill, mind control weapon. It may indeed slowly kill but so will eating Mickey D’s daily. Or drinking certain municipalities’ tap water. Just ask the people of Flint, Michigan..ironically, which is where I grew up. Is that factoid related to my current US government targeting? Who knows? Well, I’m sure somebody knows, but I certainly can’t say for sure. Wouldn’t doubt it, though. In my opinion, with all the death weapons at the US military’s disposal, I’m sure if they REALLY wanted to kill people like me; there are more efficient ways of doing so. But then again, we are talking about the US military who can’t even keep track of spending and are known for waste; so maybe they do see this as ‘efficient’? lol.. Bottom line: V2k doesn’t work long term. Not on the average mentally healthy, even barely functioning & intelligent adult. NOTE: A little advice to those who are still dealing with the daily audio non-stop assault that is V2k: keep your tongue away from the roof of your mouth. Just become acclimated to placing it anywhere but the roof of your mouth on a regular basis. This is how I believe it comes thru & also at night, if you can close your fingers or fold your hands into your armpits or somehow not have your fingers/digits exposed (yes, I know hot and uncomfortable) but I believe it piggybacks on them so that you hear it more clearly. I’m not guaranteeing that this will work for you but it’s helped me. And also keep in mind that after a few months they may be able to adjust/attenuate the technology so that one position no longer blocks the V2k..just move your tongue into another position. And let me add: this tactic never completely blocks the V2k..but it does cut down the frequency. As I mentioned prior, I now maybe hear bits and pieces through out the day, totally maybe 5 or 10 minutes max..compared to non-stop 24 hour chatter I heard in the beginning. Huge difference. Especially if you have a life. And though these sick, degenerate bastids would love to believe otherwise, you can still have one—with family, friends, work, school or whatever. This option is certainly cheaper than any of these expensive equipment and/or technology company schemes claiming a cure-all for the effects we deal with from being targeting with directed energy weapons that you see advertised all over sites that cater to TIs. And you can’t beat free.

 Now, does V2k work as an initial ‘interrogation’ tool to knock ‘enemies’ off-kilter and even perhaps push those teetering on the precipice of insanity over the edge? A definite yes, for the former based on my own personal experience & especially if unaware of the technology; and more than likely on the latter. And on children? Yes, I can see that easily. As a matter of fact, this sounds like it was MADE for children and I can see it being useful as a tool of trauma on a young, impressionable child, which seems to be an ongoing interest of elements of the US government, especially after reading about cases like those chronicled in the book: The Franklin Scandal. I certainly wouldn’t put it past them. 

Another aspect of this technology that I don’t think I’ve mentioned here before is behavior modification. What I have noticed that has been effective is elements of modifying behaviors. For instance, prior to this, I was somewhat a neat freak, not overly so; but I would definitely clean up promptly and liked things in their proper place…and I have also experienced really weird, sick ‘urges’ that never happened prior–like for instance, the urge to lick the toilet seat or eat something gross that I would never ordinarily consider–like a piece of lint or something disgusting, like something on the ground–I definitely attribute these ‘urges’ which are never strong enough to make me even remotely consider them, but they are strong enough where I’m cognizant that they exist–to this technology. These ‘urges’ are not ongoing and I believe are regulated by whatever government or contractor freak is at the control panel. I actually haven’t noticed them in some months now. They used to be more regular. Now to be clear, I wouldn’t say I’m like the kind of extreme cases you see featured on TV shows like Hoarders or Strange Addictions (both shows, I wholeheartedly believe feature people who are unaware Targeted Individuals who are being exploited as sick ‘entertainment’ as an added insult to injury)..but I can see the difference in these particular behaviors and wholeheartedly believe this is a direct result of this technology. I’d be willing to bet on it.

As of today in 2016, I believe that what I am experiencing is the culmination of life-long targeting and not something that began in 2010 when it was revealed to me–& so perhaps this is just another phase of the Nazi/US government programming that runs it’s course and at middle age has to be ‘rebooted’ for those of us who have ‘awakened’ somehow & this is how they try to ‘scare’ us back into the Matrix? Who knows? lol..anything is possible. The hows and the whys are speculative; but I DO know that whatever the source— it’s not internal nor naturally occurring. Nor do I believe this to be the Frankenstein/Nazi creation of the US alone. I wholly believe this is a joint venture, involving many global players who are also using this against their own citizens; including most ‘western’ nations. All you have to do is type in the term: Targeted Individuals and see how prevalent this phenomena is worldwide today and how it has essentially become one of the greatest crimes against humanity, hiding in plain sight.

 
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Posted by on March 19, 2020 in Organized Gang Stalking

 

Let’s See if the US will pull a KSA move…

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I have a passport renewal appointment tomorrow in Banjul. Let’s hope the US isn’t stupid enough to brazenly pull a Jamal Khasoggi on me…joking but not joking. If people only knew how Nazi-fied the US government and it’s cronies are. But what goes on in the dark…as they say.
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Posted by on February 26, 2020 in Organized Gang Stalking

 

Six Big Red Dots..confirmation of illegal nano implants in an unlikely place…

Ok, so I’ve tried to bring readers up-to-speed on life as a Targeted Individual living outside the US, now for about two years. I’ve mentioned that I’ve traveled to several Asian countries and had never had the nano implant(s) that I’ve felt moving around in my gut area since early 2011 show up on any airport security monitors, as of 2018.  I often wondered why that was since airport security is such a hyped up topic of concern nowadays and I would think that most or all of the airports who deal with a sizable population of fliers would invest in the best technology available. But then that would also assume that nano implants are made of material that would trip existing airport security technology. I would imagine (because I’m not a scientist or medical professional) that in order for nano implants to attach themselves to internal organs and function for decades on end, they would have to be covered in a material that the body would not reject over time and that would eventually be absorbed or synthesized into organs successfully without losing functionality. As a TI who has experienced living with nano implants actively moving around for the past 8 years or so in my body, I have no doubt that materials like this have to exist and I doubt they are metal-based. Of course, I can’t prove this (at this point) and this is all speculation but what I do know is that they do move around and have done so since 2011 so common sense would indicate they are made of some kind of material that allows them to coexist with human organs for years on end, as well as allowing for remote interface.

So after having lived with the strange results of having these nano implants in my body, some of which were having my left ear opening (cochlea)  expand to be much larger than the right ear opening. Note: For some reason, all of the movements and obvious reactions to the implants center on the left side of my body.

In the early stages of my overt targeting and after the activation of the implants in 2011, I got into the habit of wearing earbuds to sleep at night and I would actually feel the sensation of my inner ear contracting to push out the earbuds. Sounds like sci-fi but 100% true. Things like this don’t happen now but I still hear V2k (voice to skull) daily but primarily via motors. Voice to skull audio piggybacks on water, electrical devices and motors. I’m also always cognizant of my living surroundings and notice when & if someone all of the sudden moves out of an adjoining apartment or house near me. In the past, that has always resulted in some change or uptick in voice to skull/noise or increase in my sensing the surrounding electromagnetic field. What I mean by this is that I’ve become acutely aware that I can actually hear the electromagnetic field around me and that was never the case before 2011. It’s a static-like sound and generally the nerve endings in my feet soles are affected. I can actually feel the vibration and movement beneath me. It’s almost like feeling something settle and move beneath my feet. Maybe it’s electrical currents, I’m not sure? I’ve also noticed it’s always especially pronounced in what ever room I’m in the most. This has been consistent over the years. 

I’ve also read where this technology still needs portable equipment to work and not sure if that’s true but I have noticed since 2011, that when ever I’m in a place for long-term, there always seems to be a change of the guard, so to speak, with either people moving in or out soon after I move in as is the case of my last apartment in San Diego, there was a light in a bedroom directly facing my bedroom that stayed on all the time -day and night- in the apartment complex next door. For years. Call me paranoid but it didn’t matter whether I woke up in the middle of the night at 1 am, 2 am or 4 am, that the light was always on. So I often wondered if there was equipment set up in that bedroom, pointed straight at my bedroom? Of course, it could have been a deliberate trigger but I don’t know what other explanation there could be for it being on for years if someone was actually living in the place?  And I never saw anyone move around in that bedroom window that directly faced me the whole 5 years I lived in that apartment building. Ever.

Nowadays, voice to skull is generally restricted to hearing a humming in a woman’s voice or a reverberating ‘hive sound’ that I can hear over the fan or when my fridge motors turns on. To this day, I still sleep with earbuds on & music playing at night. It’s become a habit and I doubt that will change.

Through out any posts I’ve made after 2011, I have repeatedly mentioned the nano implants moving around in the left side of my gut area. Since I know what being pregnant is like, I would say it feels similar to that but more mechanical. The movement is also primarily active at night and usually followed by a racing heartbeat & body shaking.

Coincidentally (or maybe not) some of the attendant physiological disturbances I have noticed personally or read about from other Targeted Individual accounts over the years: the racing heartbeat, involuntarily bodily functions and neurological changes are all mentioned in an article about five of the most common Ashkenazi diseases. I’m certainly not Ashkenazi but maybe someone is illegally using people like me to ‘replicate & study’? (Link: https://www.gaucherdisease.org/blog/5-common-ashkenazi-genetic-diseases/)

Here is one of the five diseases that features symptoms that stand out to me as a Targeted Individual:

  1. Familial Dysautonomia (1 in 31)

Typically, symptoms of this disease are already present when a baby is born. Familial dysautonomia is characterized by changes to nerves in the autonomic nervous system. These nerves are responsible for many involuntary bodily functions, including blood pressure, heart rate, and digestion. While there has been progress in developing effective treatments for this disease, people with the condition usually have shortened lifespans.

One thing I haven’t mentioned prior to now is that since 2011 when I first noticed movement in my stomach, that I have gained an inordinate amount of weight & it seems to be related to the ‘full or satiated’ trigger being turned off. I’ve also noticed that losing weight has become incredibly harder now. Of course, age can also be factored in but prior to 2011, I had no problem changing eating habits and losing weight.

Something that I have previously mentioned in previous posts is that I really think that the proliferation of odd television shows like, Hoarders and Strange Addictions, are examples of unaware experimentees being used as circus sideshow entertainment for profit. The reason I emphatically believe this is because, in addition, to the noticeable lack of a ‘full or satiated’ feeling since 2011,  I also began to have weird compulsions to do things that had never crossed my mind prior to that time. Strange things such as an urge to lick the toilet seat or lick dirt on the floor – admittedly disgusting urges that never were strong enough to make me actually do them, but these ‘urges’ mimic the strange things featured on shows like Hoarders and Strange Addictions. As I’ve said plenty times: I no longer believe in coincidences.

Based on my experiences, I would say the implant activity I’ve experienced regularly since 2011 is the result of externally fed technology or manipulation. The intensity of the shaking and neurological disturbances has varied from country to country but I have noticed that it was most visible and intense in Vietnam, Bali, Indonesia and most recently, in a new construction house in Arusha, Tanzania. I’ve read accounts of many other TIs who have also experienced this phenomena who have made claims that nearby cell or GWEN towers are the source, but of course, again, it’s all speculation. I’ve also seen & read many dire warnings about the planned 5G technology and how it’s expansion will likely introduce many more Targeted Individuals into what is essentially a remotely controlled/interfaced-with virtual prison grid.

The likelihood that cellphone/GWEN towers are used to activate/disseminate this technology is as plausible as any other theory, but what I do know for sure is that the resulting neurological effects have been an ongoing and present nighttime experience for me since 2011. I have also noticed a few times over the years when the local electrical power grid has been disabled, primarily for scheduled maintenance, and the implant activity has been effectively quelled. This happened once while living in San Diego when the local utility company had an overnight scheduled power outage because of maintenance beginning at 10 pm and ending at 6 am the next day and the whole night there were no neurological disturbances and no implant movement and I didn’t experience them again until right before 6 am the next morning. So that definitely indicates, to me at least, that these implants most likely need an external power source. Maybe this is why Ted Kaczynski, also known as the Unabomber, moved into the middle of nowhere with no electricity? It has been revealed that he too was used as an involuntary human guinea pig in his freshman year at Harvard.

So anyway, let me get to the confirmation that I’ve been alluding to. I was traveling from Asia to Africa and this was in early 2018. Mind you, at this point, I had probably been through at least 5 Southeast Asian countries, along with JFK airport while leaving the US and the implants had never shown up or at least nobody had alerted ME that anything showed up when I had gone thru multiple airport security terminals. Because of this, I wasn’t expecting anything different as I went through Addis Ababa’s airport in May of 2018 upon leaving Ethiopia.

Side Note: I’d bet if I were to travel there again, the implants probably won’t show up as I read soon after leaving Ethiopia that the airport had been undergoing upgrades courtesy of a Chinese company.  Plus, I’ve relayed this story too many times online & since my activities are always being monitored by the Nazis, I’m positive they’ve most likely “rectified” whatever security ‘lapse’ allowed my implants to show up. lol….and now that I think about it, it’s also puzzling as to why the implants didn’t show up when coming into the airport but anyway back to what happened….

As I was going through a long line of passengers, there were two security personnel at the gate, a male and female. Already having placed the required items (cellphone, keys, coins & basically anything made of metal that would ostensibly set off the security gate) in a plastic bin that had moved thru on the conveyer belt without incident, I then walked through the security ‘door’ as instructed and noticed the female security person, who was sitting to the right of the security ‘door’ & conveyer with a small monitor facing her and she was looking rather puzzled. She then asked me to go back through the security ‘door’ a second time. Still looking puzzled after I had passed through a second time, she then came over to me with a hand-held security wand and passed it over my body. At this point, I was close enough to the monitor behind which she had been sitting and was able to peek over, as it was sitting to the right of where I was being checked and I saw six large red dots in various parts of my body on the computer monitor and now understood why she had been so puzzled and had asked me go through multiple times. After over 7 years, I finally had visual confirmation of what I had been feeling moving around in my body. A nano implant. Or rather implants with a fucking S…represented by not one but SIX big red dots. Covertly and illegally placed in my body by God only knows when or by whom? Can’t say for sure either since I, like most of us, have had numerous encounters with doctors/medical establishment, as well as medical procedures performed in my life time and again, and as I have mentioned through out the blog, I was also in the US military in the mid-80’s— so who’s to say that I was even implanted in 2011, maybe they had been lying dormant in my body for years before they were activated in that year. All I know for sure is that they became noticeably active in 2011.

Of course, after feeling movement in my gut, along with other obvious neurological ‘oddities’ since 2011, I wasn’t really surprised to see confirmation on that small monitor screen that day, but in all honesty, I hadn’t expected it to come in Ethiopia, and certainly hadn’t expected multiple implants.  Based on what I vividly recall from that day, there were a few red dots in my skull area (one of those in my left ear area), there were also implants in my throat & chest areas, and at least one each in my arm and leg area. I was seeing red — literally and figuratively — as I made my way to the airport sitting area to wait for my flight to Cairo. As I processed what I had just seen (and in response to the question I’m sure many will ask: unfortunately, no I didn’t photograph the images, I wasn’t even thinking about that at the time but in retrospect, of course, I wish I had), I quickly sent an email to my mother with a short message as to what I had just witnessed. I will post my original email and her response below but delete the email addresses for obvious reasons but you can see the time/date it was sent (Ethiopia Time):

DELETED for PRIVACY@gmail.com

Mon, May 7, 2018, 3:26 AM

to DELETED 
Hey I just went thru the stupid line where they check for contraband and weapons and I guess cuz this is Africa I finally saw my implants come up on an x-ray machine. The woman looked puzzled but they came up clear as day in my ear area, my stomach area (this is what I’ve been saying moves all this time) and looked like in my leg. So I knew these Nazi muthafuckas had implanted me. First time I’ve seen clear evidence of it. They probably have an ignore directive in the states. Nazi bastids.

DELETED@gmail.com

Mon, May 7, 2018, 3:45 AM

to me
What do they look like? Large-/small? Did you get a copy of a x-ray of them? When would they have put them in? Why haven’t you notice them at all the other airports you been to?
 
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Posted by on May 20, 2019 in Organized Gang Stalking

 

Escape from the lab…(or so I thought)

The last time I updated this blog was back before I left the US in 2017 and while still living in San Diego, CA. I think it’s past time to bring readers up-to-date on what life as a Targeted Individual has entailed since traveling and living outside of the country. First thing I’d like to note to those TIs who may think moving out of the US will stop your targeting, whether it’s hearing voice to skull (v2k), remote neural monitoring, gang stalking, having your cellphones & computers hacked and monitored–sorry to inform you that hasn’t been my experience. The illegal and non-consensual US government-funded experimentation continues, even outside of the US.

Let me give a little background on how and why I left the US? Well, I think the why is obvious. As an aware TI since 2010, I, probably like most of us, had wondered if this targeting would still happen abroad? Even though I’ve read over the years about TIs traveling to other countries (like Mexico) and still hearing V2k, in the back of my mind, I thought it likely that where ever cell towers, electrical grids and possibly, satellites, exist, that I’d still be affected. And in the ensuing two years since I’ve lived abroad, this has proven to be true. I still hear V2k, albeit sporadically and pretty much limited to oft-repeated phrases that I believe are thought-triggered. I also am still subjected nightly to neurological disturbances..this too is not daily like it was in San Diego, but it’s still very evident.

One of the benefits I’ve found in living in foreign countries is that I don’t have to worry about hearing V2k out randomly among people like often happened in the US. Since I don’t speak any foreign languages (and am not trying to really learn precisely b/c of v2k), even if it was used, it would be pretty obvious to me surrounded by foreign-speaking people. After almost 9 years of V2k, it’s definitely not in use on a regular basis anymore. Recently,  I moved into a new place late at night and needing to write a paper for class, I was bombarded with V2k for the first time in a long time. But since it really is ineffectual at this point, I finished what I had to finish and haven’t heard it since. So these cretins are still trying to ‘test’ it after all this time. Apparently, psychos don’t stop trying.

What is still being used on a fairly regular basis is externally-fed V2k sound effects. As I mentioned above, while in San Diego I would often hear bamming on walls and even ridiculous mooing sounds. Since living outside the US, I continue to hear revving motors, especially when I was in Vietnam, as it’s filled with motor bikes. But since leaving Vietnam, I notice that particular sound never varies or sounds different no matter when it’s played, what country I’ve heard it played in or what time it’s played, so anybody with a modicum of intelligence and experience with V2k would realize that sounds attenuate, change and do not sound exactly the same all the time.  So basically, a fail.

Another result of targeting that I still experience is remote neural monitoring and neural disturbances nightly. It feels as if my body is shaking and I believe it’s b/c of the implant(s). This hasn’t abated at all, although it’s frequency and intensity varies. In Vietnam, it was pretty intense, along with the hacking of my cellphone and internet. Even though Vietnam is a communist country, I actually felt safer there than I did in the last 10 years of my life in the US. At least, outside of my rented room. It was almost like clockwork that if I had to turn in homework online or anything related to working online teaching English, my internet and phone would invariably and mysteriously lose connection. The phone service was with Viettel phone service (I believe it’s run by the Vietnamese military) and though I paid for monthly phone and internet service, there were times when I was going online for school or to attempt to teach online and my phone/internet service would stop. I remember a few times, I made arrangements to teach online a couple of hours and right before the scheduled time, my internet and phone would shut down. Like clockwork. As I’ve mentioned before and what much of the declassified information online indicates, part of this technology includes mind reading capabilities. So yes, ‘they’ can read thoughts based on brain activity patterns and, hence the reason I believe this happened multiple times while in Vietnam. Of course, computer hacking/monitoring is also part and parcel of this targeting so ‘they’ could have just read my plans online but whenever my internet/phone service was shut down, I would inevitably have to leave the building I was staying in and only then would it come back on, which indicates to me that TI locations can be triangulated and electronics and wifi/internet service deliberately interrupted or shut down.

Let me reiterate here that I believe I’m a life-long involuntary human guinea pig, being illegally used by elements of the US government (this technology has been developed by the US military/DoD and is declassified), as well as proxies and even foreign governments , and I’ve come to wholeheartedly believe that my nano implants were manufactured in Israel and those actively monitoring them are more than likely working in concert (at the very least) with Israel/US/UK “intel” agencies/operatives.  All I have to do is look at the locations of the regular visitors to this blog–primarily from the US, UK and Hong Kong/China. I would bet there are Mossad operatives in each of those locales. I’d also bet that many Palestinians are being subjected to the same kind of illegal/covert targeting, harassment and nazi-like experimentation that TIs like me are living with. Also recent activity online and in the country I’m now in, seem to also point to Israeli/Mossad monitoring & targeting. I have made comments online about the book, The Secret Relationship between Blacks & Jews, that reveals documented proof of a sizable Jewish influence in the Trans-Atlantic Slave Trade–primarily cited by Jewish scholars–as well as the documented fact that Israel has a thriving security tech industry that has greatly profited from the ‘war on terror’, including providing airport security tech & terrorism training to many ‘crime’ enforcement agencies globally.

After I started viewing and commenting on You Tube videos discussing these kinds of topics,  I started to notice that I could not find work as an ESL teacher online. Now mind you I have ESL work experience going back to 2017, have worked in the classroom & online with both children and adults. Additionally, in the past I had been previously offered jobs by multiple companies that I had declined, but after my comments were posted on You Tube specifically, all of the sudden, I can’t find a job online. I don’t believe in coincidences. It seems that as long as my continual rants were limited solely to elements of the US government’s involvement in my targeting, I could still find employment (albeit low-paying & work for which I’m infinitely over-qualified) but as soon as I started mentioning Apartheid Israel, employment opportunities “mysteriously” evaporated into the ether. The irony is, these kinds of obvious ‘punishment’ tactics make it clear who must be orchestrating or at the very least, deeply involved, in this illegal/covert experimentation of TIs like me. If I can go on for years about US government involvement with no obvious results but can’t even mention Apartheid Israel before there are clear “consequences”? Well, you do the math. Apparently, TIs are not only being illegally used as involuntary human guinea pigs to test out this technology in “real-world scenarios” but we are also being punished for telling the truth about the reprobate criminals who are profiting from this illegality. The psychotic nerve. I absolutely believe those who are monitoring me have been covertly contacting prospective employers and who knows what lies they are telling them? Again, I don’t believe in coincidences.

Also keep in mind that the ESL industry has it’s biggest market in Asia and many who do the hiring and/or recruiting are non-Asian (i.e. white) and those who are Asian are often notoriously anglophile. This can be confirmed by any black person who has worked in the ESL industry–in-class or online. The excuse given is that parents of English-studying students want authentically-looking or appearing English-speakers. The inference is that black people or even Asians cannot be ‘real’ native English speakers. It’s laughable but it’s what’s used as an excuse to, in my opinion, keep ESL the provence overwhelmingly white-even if these whites are non-native English speakers with accents so thick as to be barely understandable. So even outside of the US, the employment realm is contaminated with Eurocentricism and racism. And this is not conjecture, but a fact based in part on my own personal experiences. In spite of this, until recently, none of the above had prevented me from finding ESL work. For black native-English speakers, our journey in ESL will be harder than for our white counterparts (and even non-native English speaking whites), but it is still possible to get work. I guess until you mention historical truths about Jews and Apartheid Israel. Another reason Apartheid Israel/Mossad came up on my radar recently is because as noted above they have been working in concert with many foreign government/agencies–most notably the US in cross-training of personnel and providing advanced tech, so it makes sense to me that nano implants/GPS tracking devices would ostensibly be something that would be a novel lure to foreign governments, especially ones with as despotic and amoral a history as the US government. Also a few weeks ago, I had gone to a local lake in the African country I’m now in and there were two dark-haired, swarthy looking white men who showed up as I was recounting my targeting experience to a couple of Americans/vets who also live here. Of course, in an African country they stand out like sore thumbs. I noticed them and they were not there long but long enough for me to note their presence. So yes, until proven otherwise, I will continue to believe Apartheid Israel/Mossad is also involved in my ongoing targeting/harassment.

After becoming aware of being a Targeted Individual around 2010 while living in South Los Angeles and being first exposed to voice to skull, soon after I moved back to San Diego, thus began the daily subjection to voice to skull (v2k) fed pre-recorded sounds (mostly bamming on walls and even ridiculous cow mooing sounds) and voices. The targeting harassment also included constant stalking and following by local San Diego police black & white SUVs that inevitably showed up whenever I walked outside my apartment door, primarily peopled by crew cut wearing white or latino men, a few times white women and even multi-car caravans of police cars that went on for all of the seven years of my time in San Diego after having left LA in 2011. Ironically (or maybe not) I only saw a black male once in one of these stalking police vehicles. We actually made eye contact and the look on his face implied to me that he was puzzled and miffed as to why he was following me. That was the only time I’ve ever had a black roach ‘escort’ while in San Diego. I would like to think it’s because most black people (even cops) have some sort of moral compass and would  soon notice that TIs like me being stalked are primarily black but don’t have any kind of criminal record and then perhaps wonder why?

Another thing I’ve noticed since being a target and telling my story over and over again through the years, is that whenever black people hear it, they have NEVER exclaimed with  disbelief with a comment along the lines of: “I don’t believe the US government would do anything like that!”…they may have asked me why I think I’m being targeted or look on in shock at the capabilities of the technology and what I’m relaying but invariably, to a person, they generally have somberly responded with something more akin to and many times verbatim: “I believe you…I wouldn’t put shit past them.” Anyone, and especially black people, with even a cursory knowledge of our historical treatment in the US and, in particular, the way the medical establishment has been all-too-complicit in US government crimes against humanity–all the way from J. Marion Sims to 40-year-long Tuskegee to Mk-ULTRA to CoinTELPRO to Jonestown (now known to be a CIA-funded mind control experiment) to Ft. Detrick lab-created AIDS (substantiated by research by the late Dr. Boyd Graves) to the heartbreaking case of Vertus Hardiman, who was covertly irradiated as a child to the point of literally having a hole burnt in his skull to today’s Nazi incarnation via ELF/directed energy weapons & V2k, someone would have to be incredibly obtuse or willfully ignorant to summarily dismiss the possibility of what I’m describing. Not only is/has it been happening but it’s an inevitability, as the US government and it’s numerous criminal cohorts, including Apartheid Israel have really never paid for their past & ongoing crimes against humanity and the US, in particular, with it’s enumerable crimes against black people and as for Israel, we all know what’s been happening with the Palestinians for decades. What criminal do you know that voluntarily stops committing crimes on their own without outside intervention? That’s what I thought..so here I am. Another involuntary lab rat in another dystopian, ongoing Mengele-like experiment funded by the United States government and it’s equally criminally psychotic cohorts, proxies and minions.

As far as associated physical changes to my body as a result of this experimentation, I took notice in early 2011 that there were movements in my stomach/gut area that felt mechanical that would become a constant and daily part of my existence thereafter–especially at night when other neurological disturbances also appeared–like a racing heartbeat (although I was clearly at rest & this is something also described by many TIs), the sensation of my spine and sometimes genitals being manipulated, virtual thumping & sometimes, electric shocks delivered to my left ear area, where I believe one of the implants is located and body-shaking. After going online and continuing to research the illegal and covert US government funded Targeting Phenomena, I came to believe that I had, at some point, been covertly implanted with nano particles/implants. I still feel them to this day and b/c of my targeting experience and now general mistrust of the medical establishment, I have never gone to a doctor to confirm or verify (and wouldn’t expect them to tell me if they did see them), but finally, in 2018, I received confirmation in an unlikely place–an airport security terminal in Africa.

I will get to the details of that in a separate post, but let me go over how I was able to leave the States. Since most TIs are financially ruined (or attempts are made via CoINTELPRO-like covert contacts by the US govt to prospective employers, which is going on now with primarily China-located Online ESL companies as of 2019) so many of us feel trapped like lab rats in a cage not of our making. I had decided (or it had been decided for me) that I would finally go back to school and complete my Bachelors that I began 20+ years prior. I had left school in Michigan back in the early 1990’s with 121 semester credits but no diploma and in 2015 had starting researching what it would take for me to finally obtain my degree and began by first getting federal “loans” out of default and discovered it would take me about a year to finally fulfill degree requirements.

I then enrolled in San Diego City College for the 2016 winter & summer terms and eventually passed the elective courses needed to get my BA. Instead of waiting on being accepted to San Diego State University for Fall 2017, I decided to enroll in a distance learning program with accredited Excelsior College in the fall of 2016 that only required a completion of four classes because I already had nearly 150 credits. In less than six months, I finally obtained my BA in May of 2017. So it was almost exactly a year from my enrollment in SD City College. It technically took me over 25 years to get it, but hey, I finally got it.

I won’t say it’s been easy, since for one, there’s been a 20+ year hiatus from studying and writing term papers and I do notice that my attention span is definitely not where it was years ago but I also notice that I’m much more focused when studying and although procrastination is still an issue, my determination is much more laser-like these days and I think that could just be because of my targeting situation and probably also because of my age. I think research has pretty much proven that older students are, generally, better students. But what I also emphatically believe is that I could have done this 25 years ago and I have noticed, for whatever reason, that like my mother in her later years, I’m seemingly being pushed into teaching, which was never either of our interest in our younger years. As I’ve written many times before in this blog,  I don’t believe in coincidences.  And although I love teaching children, admin/management has always proven to be a pain in my ass and this is why I know I could/would never teach in the US public school system. Ever. Having said that, I’m taking the manufactured raft offered and recently just completed my Master of Education via another accredited university’s distance program and am planning on enrolling in a PhD or EdD in Education. I figure the least these sycophant Nazis owe me is a terminal degree fully paid for (as in free, take it how you want)  since I’m sure these miscreants are and have been using me & others like me for profit via illegal experimentation. As a black woman who was born and bred in the US, I know there is no justice for us in the American court system and so I’m taking a mere drop in the bucket of what is owed to me.  I would encourage any legit TI to do the same.  If there was any real justice in the US,  legit TIs like me would be getting millions in civil lawsuit settlements, just like those involuntary experimentees used at Canada’s McGill University during the notorious tenure of CIA operative, Dr. E. Donald Cameron via surreptitious (and illegal) behavior modification and mind control experiments conducted decades ago. What I’m being subjected to is even more egregious because it’s life-long and being remotely done.  No obvious or discernible evidence left to directly incriminate–at least apparent to the average layman or TI. They have obviously learned from the E. Donald Cameron/McGill case. Plausible deniability. I’m also keenly aware of the stratified and clear demarcation between justice meted out to whites in the US (and Canada, as noted above) and the “just us” historically meted out to black folk. You can agree or disagree with this assertion, but history proves me more right than wrong.

As far as looking for a way out of the belly of the beast, back in early 2015, I had decided that I wanted to pursue teaching English as a second language overseas after meeting several people in the past who had done it years before. I had found out that one of the minimum requirements was a BA and so this had become my motivation. I will also say that I used student funds that I believe should be paid to me–at the very least–as an involuntary human guinea pig of the US govt. I don’t apologize nor regret it.  Until there is some sort of justice in the US (pretty much til the 20th of never) I’ve decided that I will use any funds available via college–which are, as I mentioned above, but a mere drop in the bucket of what I am rightfully/legally OWED by the US government–especially, since the vast majority of the funds have gone directly to colleges/universities. And again, I would recommend this to ANY legit TI who is struggling financially and/or being blocked from legitimate employment through no fault of your own and b/c of the cowardly and illegal covert experimentation that none of us were asked to participate in nor profiting from while the US and it’s proxies ostensibly do profit from this nazi-like experimentation, hour-on-hour, day-after-day, week-after-week, month-after-month, year-after-year and decade upon decade.

So after finishing all degree requirements with Excelsior, I then traveled to Thailand to get a CELTA certificate to teach adults and I have to say it was the worst academic experience I’ve ever had. It was part mind fuck and part organized chaos. I hated every moment of it, but ultimately, I passed and received the certification after a month-long nightmare. You can google horror stories about the CELTA to get an idea of how many people view it as incredibly stressful and do keep in mind, I am a TI and was dealing with all of the attendant hassles (v2k, remote neural monitoring & body shaking during the night) that come along with this illegal experimentation. And to add to the heightened stress levels,  consider the fact that I was also living in a completely different country/culture half away around the world after being an ‘aware’ TI for over 5 years. It was beyond stressful but I made it through. I know some people (most likely the nazi perps conducting this ‘experiment’) will think that maybe my targeting experience helped me, but in all honesty, I know I could have done this shit 25 or 30 years ago. I will always believe that TIs are artificially thwarted and routed to certain experiences and if I can successfully navigate a situation at age 50, I know I likely could have more easily completed it at 25. It’s not like I didn’t have the intellectual capacity back then.

Again, this TI experience is nothing but an artificial and manufactured maze courtesy of the nazis and their minions or the Hegelian Dialectic taken to the nth power. But since I know this is artificial, most of these recent academic ‘successes’ are anti-climatic because I know I could have reached them decades ago and my fullest potential has been artificially suppressed and rerouted to more “acceptable or safer” subject areas. I think that is the main objective of this experimentation–to artificially keep the vast majority of black people academically, socially and economically depressed and repressed so as not to threaten the global white apartheid status quo. It’s the deliberate stifling of the potential of millions of blacks for generations. When I say this, this is not to discount the possibility or likelihood that there are also legit TIs of other races & nationalities. I’m sure there are. But again, I’m basing my comments on the very long and documented abuses that blacks in particular have struggled under since being kidnapped and brought to US shores. It’s not to say that others haven’t also been abused b/c we know they most certainly have been and are being abused today, but black people have always disproportionately shouldered this burden. Facts.

So after completing the CELTA, I then traveled by bus from Thailand through Cambodia and on to Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam, where I had heard that ESL jobs were plentiful. I’d also like to stress here that from my airport experiences with TSA at JFK airport & the airport in Thailand up to this point, not once were there any obvious indicators that the implants that I had felt moving in my stomach– by then for at least 5 years, were visible during my sojourn through airport security monitors. Not once. Also note that globally, Apartheid Israel Intel-developed security technology is increasingly being used in many airports across the globe (https://www.israel21c.org/israels-top-10-airport-security-technologies-2/). Just keep that in mind. At JFK, although I was pulled aside and my carry-on suitcase was searched and liquid lotion was confiscated, there was nothing that alerted me that airport security were aware of my nano implants or that they were visible on security monitors. So as of June 2017, after traveling thru airports & security terminals in two separate countries: the US & Thailand– I had gotten no independent confirmation of being implanted although I had felt them regularly moving in my gut area for over 5 years.

 

 

 

 
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Posted by on May 5, 2019 in Organized Gang Stalking

 

Crawling Roach Escorts

Just a few random pics of the b&w SUVs that ‘mysteriously’ show up where ever I am in San Diego. Usually they  follow me and are usually manned by some constipated looking crew cut wearing white or latino male. Sometimes even female. Curiously, I’ve never seen any black rejects or shills. Maybe because black officers would notice that they are only stalking black people?  I call them crawling roaches or mall security as it’s evident that they have no authority to stop or approach TIs. In effect, they have even less power than mall security, since security guards can at least detain those they believe have committed crimes. The funny thing is this: as a TI, I’m not accused or even suspected of any criminal activity OR they would have a legit reason to follow me. Since it’s clear they don’t have a legal or legitimate reason to be following or monitoring me; they also cannot legally approach. So I call them mall security, which is being charitable. When it’s all said and done, they are using taxpayer’s gas, money and resources to illegally stalk people while I’m sure there are REAL criminals crawling the city. Or maybe not? Maybe they are the only real criminals so they know they are not missing any REAL crime going on. Except the one they are engaged in.  This is what your nazi government is doing with all of it’s illegal drug and arms sales worldwide. I expect this to increase since there is a new fuhrer in office.

 

CIA Loves Using Vets As Patsies

FBI-framed “radical imam” blows Orlando wide open!

He refused the CIA’s orders to shoot Americans – details remain classified

By Kevin Barrett, Veterans Today Editor, youtube by John HankeyFox News, apparently citing FBI liars and mass murderers, tried to frame “radical imam” Marcus Dwayne Robertson just hours after the Orlando shooting. “Law enforcement sources” (a.k.a. FBI criminals) lied to the media, saying that Omar Mateen had been a student in Robertson’s on-line religious school.

The FBI’s slanderous lie appears to have been part of a pre-scripted attempt to “sell” the Orlando shooting as a “radical Islamic terror” event. And yes, “pre-scripted” means that the FBI was in on the mass killing in advance. There is no way they could have cranked out this kind of propaganda, blaming an innocent former CIA asset, if it wasn’t scripted ahead of time.

To its credit, Fox News gave Robertson a chance to respond. And Robertson made the most of it. Watch the amazing “first draft” youtube above, put together in haste by John Hankey, and offer your feedback in the comments section.

Who is Marcus Dwayne Robertson? A decent guy, it appears, but one who made the mistake of signing on as an asset of the  FBI-CIA/Wackenhut-Mossad terror-industrial complex. He probably thought he was going to “help stop terrorism” and earn a few bucks on the side. Big mistake.

The CIA-FBI-Mossad turned against Robertson when he refused to accept a job that required him to shoot American citizens. That isn’t speculation, that’s on an official court document.

Robertson may have occasionally taken on the theatrical role of a dangerous radical as part of his CIA duties. When he refused to shoot American citizens, they cut him loose, “flagged” him as a “radical terror suspect”…and took revenge by framing him for their own mass shooting in Orlando.

The FBI does terrible things to American Muslims who refuse to cooperate with their dastardly schemes. Tarek Mehanna, for example, was sentenced to seventeen years in prison for refusing to act as an FBI informant. And if the CIA orders you to shoot American citizens, I guess they expect you to do it…or else.

Omar Mateen, a flaming homosexual drunkard not a practicing Muslim, was almost certainly the same kind of FBI-CIA/Wackenhut-Mossad asset. Like Robertson only more so, Mateen’s job was to run around saying crazy radical things and report people’s reaction to FBI-CIA-Mossad. Was he told he would be likewise just playing a part in a theatrical event in the Pulse nightclub? Did other shooters, perhaps including a Mateen look-alike, do the damage?

In the above video, Marcus Dwayne Robertson cuts through the Fox News and FBI BS and tells it like it is. Far from being a radical Islamic terrorist, he appears to be a good person and a sincere Muslim whose only crime was to refuse to carry out a CIA-sponsored terrorist attack on American citizens.


http://www.veteranstoday.com/2016/07/10/fbi-imam/

..so the above is taken from an article about one of the recent ‘false flag’ operations. It allegedly provides evidence that the CIA is still using patsies and that one of them refused to shoot american ‘citizens’ in West Africa so they turned on him and labeled him a ‘terrorist’. I believe this could happen to anyone. In particular TIs. I’ve repeatedly written that I’m a ‘vet’ but I haven’t mentioned before that my son is also a recent vet and though a smart young man, I believe he could also be a target for something like this. Remember I’ve mentioned in this blog time and time again, it is my belief that my entire family is being & has been used as involuntary US government guinea pigs, I believe for generations; so I wouldn’t put it past them to attempt to set up my son for some bs like this. And since I plan on traveling out of the country, it will also be interesting to see if I’m on the notorious ‘no-fly list’. But I doubt it. The last thing these cretins want to do is bring attention to the Targeted Individual Phenomena. That is why I keep this on-going ‘virtual diary’ and make sure I have paper copies at my disposal as well as sending them to people I think would find the story interesting every so often.

 
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Posted by on July 17, 2016 in Organized Gang Stalking

 
 
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